You think that I'm fine
I cover the scars on my thighs
I use jeans to do it
Simple say you're not hot
You walk away and think I'm ok
I'm glad I fooled you
Out of all my friends I'm the best actress
I don't mean to sound narcissistic
But let's think about this
They show their emotions
I fake them
They know what they want
I know I want to die
They don't know that I feel this way
Because I'm the best actress
They walk away grins on their faces
Assuming I'm cured
So I let them believe that
So as they walk away
I let my smile fade
I walk away to my own home
The fake smile still plastered on my face
Tell my family I'll be in my room
I close the door and slump against it
I let the tears fall and my facade fall
The tears cascade down my cheeks
My fears start to take over
I fall to knees pleading it to end
I realize I just need to fend for myself
I'm all on my own my friends don't need me
I'm so easily replaced as is my facade