Hey guys! I know you all are probably angry at me but i was having writer's block. But i am back for real. Please read last two chapters before reading this bcs probably bhul gaye honge aap sab. So pretty pls.

Chalo fir shuru kare<3
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कर मुझे रहम ओ यारा, तेरे संग मुझे ले चल
अब बिछड़े हम जो यारा, फिर ना मिल पायेंगे कल दुबारा
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Same night

Sidharth's Pov.

Am I really going to get engaged tomorrow? That too the one who is not Shehnaaz? what am I doing? Will I be able to live without her? How will she be? How will she be able to see me with someone else? Does it not make any difference to her now? But why did her father say that she got the breakup done because of them? Did Shehnaaz leave me because of them? I felt very bad when Ayesha kissed me in front of Shehnaaz. Only Shehnaaz has the right to kiss me Only Shehnaaz has the right to kiss me.How she is going to see me and Ayesha together tomorrow? won't it hurt her? Will it cause pain to her? will she be fine without me? will she take care of herself? Who will listen to her nonsense? who will love her? I had dreamt of marrying her and having kids with her, but she left me and went away. 

Shehnaaz's Pov.

I am hurting the person whom I love. How will I live without him? Everyone says I was with him for money but how can I tell everyone that I love him. I love him the most. she kisses him in front of me Why didn't he stop her? Didn't you see my pain? Why sidharth? Have you forgotten your princess? How could you not understand? He is feeling good seeing me in pain. He used to say that he always wants to see me smiling and today he is giving me pain.
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Next day

Today is Siddharth's engagement. His mind is restless, he doesn't want to get engaged to anyone else except Shehnaaz. He doesn't want to belong to anyone else but he wants to hurt her, that's why he is getting engaged even though he doesn't want to. Suddenly his phone pinged by her texts

Shehnaaz- Why would you marry ayesha? Aapko pata hai wo kesi hai. She is just a playgirl. Why are you getting engaged to her? You deserve better.

Sidharth- Ayesha is a classy woman, she loves me and I like her, so what's the harm? We both are on the same page, it's the two of us and our love together against the world. You on the other hand, you're a toxic person, who just takes away and doesn't give anything in return. She's far better than you both in looks and personality.

Shehnaaz- Your life will be spoiled sidharth

Sidharth- I won't be ruining anything, I'll just be living my life with Ayesha, who is a much better person than you. And I suggest you do not make me angry, otherwise I'll leak the pictures of you and me.

Shehnaaz- Which pictures? Everyone already knows about our relationship so what kind of pictures sidharth?

Sidharth- Oh sweetheart, what do you think,  I wouldn't have our THAT pictures? I have photos of you with me in all the positions and I think you have them too bcs it was you who wanted those type of PICTURES. I have pictures of the two of us kissing, And what about your clothes? I still have your old clothes at my house don't I? Which is more than enough for media to make scandals about you being my sl**, so choose wisely.

He was so hurt by her that he didnt even knew what he was saying

Shehnaaz-I know You will not do that. And pls don't ruin your life by engaging her.

Sidharth- Ayesha is a million times better than you. Now you don't get to decide who's good for me and who is not. You just lost your right. After all the things you said, you can't say anything about me anymore.
I won't be surprised if you come back to me crying for forgiveness.

Shehnaaz- Pls dont sidharth.

Sidharth- Oh, why's that? Are you a bit angry, because your plan is turning on you? You thought you would have the last laugh and break my heart, but looks like the tables have turned. And you know what? I'll also marry Ayesha, I'll marry her and we will lead a beautiful life together and then I'll throw you out of my life, you deserve this, you never loved me, it was all just fake all this time. Now dont text me!!

Shehnaaz didn't reply back

After some hours. It was his engagement party at his house.

Sidharth was wearing maroon red suit

Ayesha was supposed to wear red dress but she wore blue as she wanted to do something different (💩)

Sidharth's Pov.

He looks at the crowd of hundreds of people all congratulating him and Ayesha, and how Ayesha clings to him like a baby monkey on a mother. He try to keep a face of excitement on for the crowd, but He just feels so sick from inside, He doesn't want to marry her, but He needs to keep up the show for his parents, who are so happy right now, but what is he doing.

He also saw shehnaaz there in the crowd, and yes she looks absolutely devine in the red saree, her curly hair falling over her shoulder, her lips red as blood, she looked like an absolute goddess, and it made him angry to see how the eyes of other men were ogling her. He looked again and could see tears in her eyes

His eyes connects with hers across the hall where she is standing with a orange juice glass in hand and tears in her eyes, He just want to go there in front of everyone and kiss her and forget everything that happened in anger, He wants to take her away from the prying eyes and hold her body close to his, but suddenly Ayesha tightens her grip on his arm and all his dreams come crashing down.

Shehnaaz approached them and congratulated both of them for their engagement, He saw that her eyes had tears held back in them, her face looked pale and her body shivering, but she still gave a fake smile for them. Ayesha suddenly leaned forwards towards him and was about to kiss him on his lips but he pulled away just in time before she could touch him, He couldn't bear seeing his Shehnaaz in pain like this, He just wanted to take her in his arms and kiss away her tears

Everyone cheered and laughed around them, congratulating them both, but no one saw underneath their act of a happy couple, they didn't see that He was hurting myself to see Shehnaaz broken, and they didn't see her tears of pain, to everyone it looked like they all have moved on and are living their lives. But beneath all this lay the hidden truth of two broken hearts. He couldn't bear it anymore and excused himself to the restroom, while Ayesha went off to meet her parents.

He went into the washroom and washed his face with water to calm himself. Just then the door opened and someone walked in, He looked at the mirror and his heart stopped, it was Shehnaaz who stood behind him, her face blank, her red saree shining in the artificial light of washroom

Shehnaaz - Sorry. I didn't knew you were inside

He turned around to look at her standing at the door, she looked so beautiful in her red saree, her full red lips and her eyes looking at him, He just wanted to kiss her right there, but He controlled myself and said

Sidharth- Don't worry, you're not disturbing me, you can come in.

He says quietly at her and watch her closely, her red saree and blouse hugging her hourglass figure, not too close and not too loose, absolutely flawless, it was like she was in a trance, He can smell the faint whiff of her seductive perfume, He just want to hug her close to him and taste those lips for hours
Sidharth- Are you alright?

She nods silently, her lips pressed together, her eyes looking at him with an unguarded expression. He wanted to touch her face and caress her cheeks, He wanted to hold her body against his and press his lips on hers, but He restrained myself and asked her.
Sidharth- Are you sure you're okay? Please tell me if you're alright or not, don't lie.
She looked at him and tears started to roll down her cheeks.

Sana - Don't...dont worry about me..sid...sidharth!
Her voice breaks

As tears fell from her eyes He lost himself and all his restraint, He held her shoulders tightly and pulled her body towards him and hugged her close.
Sidharth- You're not okay, and don't even try to pretend you are, i know you, i know what you feel, i can see your pain.

Shehnaaz- Sidharth *she whispered*
He caressed her shoulders, his hand gently reaching to her face, He held her chin and tilted her face up so He could get a good look at her, at her beautiful soft face.

Sidharth- Tell me the truth
He whispered as more tears rolled down her cheeks

Shehnaaz- My....my....parents.....they......forc

Sidharth- Your parents what? Tell me
He implored her, but just then the door to the washroom opened and Ayesha came in with an angry look on her face

Her eyes fell on him and her together, Him holding her shoulders and whispering close to her face, without saying anything she angrily slapped Shehnaaz
Ayesha- You b!tch....How DARE YOU FLIRT WITH MY FIANCE IN FRONT OF ME!

He held Shehnaaz's face where Ayesha had slapped, His voice came out in anger and i snapped at Ayesha "Are you INSANE? How can you hit her like that?"Ayesha slapped him on the face, hard enough that a red mark appeared on his cheek
Ayesha- You shut your mouth, i saw how close you were to her! Do you want me to make sure everyone sees how YOU'RE the one who's being disrespectful to your girlfriend right now? How about we show everyone how you're cheating me right now?

As ayesha slapped him. shehnaaz slapped her back
"HOW DARE YOU SLAP MY SIDHARTH"

Ayesha's eyes widened in shock and anger when Shehnaaz slapped her back
Ayesha- HOW DARE YOU SLAP ME BACK? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HE IS MY FIANCE AND HE LOVES ME, HE WANTS ME, ONLY ME, HE WILL THROW YOU OUT AND FORGET YOU COMPLETELY. *she yelled at Shehnaaz*

He felt his body heating up in anger, his face burned at Ayesha slapping him and calling him hers again and again, this was all the more infuriating because she was claiming him as her possession
Shehnaaz- He is not your damn property, he's not some slave that you can make do whatever you want *with a determined expression on her face*

Ayesha- oh yeah? And who are you to talk back at me? He's engaged to ME, it's ME and HIM who are together, not you
Ayesha stepped closer to Shehnaaz's face and said, her voice laced with venom
He couldn't just keep quiet and said in a loud voice
Sidharth- What the hell's even going on? What are you both talking about? Ayesha, stop this, and Shehnaaz, you stop arguing with her, please.

They both turned to look at him. Shehnaaz realised that what Ayesha said was actually true and Sidharth's heart sank in his chest at the realization, He had actually become engaged to Ayesha and now they were officially a couple. He stood with my head down, feeling so hopeless in that moment that even his mouth and mind were silent for some minutes. He looked up and noticed the expression on Shehnaaz's face, it was all blank now, no traces of anger and emotion on her beautiful face..

Ayesha took his face in her hands
Ayesha - Don't worry sweetheart, everything's fine now, you don't need to talk to her anymore, forget her and talk to me only" she said with a possessive look in her eyes

He looked at Shehnaaz who stood blankly looking at me. Without saying anything He just turned away from her and walked back in the crowd with Ayesha in his arm, He couldn't bear looking at her hurt face. suddenly sidharth realised that shehnaaz was talking to him about her parents. she was probably was going to tell him the actual reason why shehnaaz left sidharth

His body suddenly stopped and i felt as if ice had run through hie veins, He started to remember the broken sentences her mouth had formed, when Ayesha had slapped her and started arguing with her.
The pieces suddenly started falling into place in his mind, He suddenly understood what had led her to make the decision to leave him and now the news of their engagement was probably the last nail in the coffin of their relationship.

What had her parents done...

He felt an intense pain rise in his heart, thinking about himself and her and their happy relationship together. The thought of how she probably had to be torn from him by her parents' orders made his heart clench in sadness and anger, the thought that He will never be able to hold her again and kiss her lips, just this knowledge made his whole mind go blank.
Just then Ayesha called out to him, holding his arm in her slim hands,
"Sidharth, are you alright?"
"yes", He replied to her and then excused himself from her under the reason of needing some fresh air and went out to the garden. As He sat down on the bench, his mind was swirling in a storm of thoughts and feelings, my heart was breaking into pieces again and all He wanted was to hold Shehnaaz in his arms right now, He wants to feel her small body in her arms and feel her soft skin beneath her touch.

Sidharth's Pov
I sat there for long thinking about how i might not ever get to kiss the girl i love ever again, and how I'll be forced to be with the girl i don't love. It felt like my every sense was dead and all i could feel was anger and pain.Suddenly i felt my pocket vibrate, i picked up the call without looking at the caller id. "Hello"

As i held the phone up to my ear, Ayesha's voice came through the other line, "baby, where are you! I've been calling you for long, why are you out in the garden"

I sighed and replied "I just wanted to get some fresh air. I'll come inside soon, don't worry." Ayesha snatched my phone from my hands and ended the call herself, she then held my hands tightly in her own and pulled me to the venue entrance
"What are you doing, Ayesha?" i asked her as she pulled me along. "There's something going on inside which you really really don't want to miss." she told me with a strange look in her face I raised my eyebrow at her in confusion, but still decided to follow her because she was behaving really oddly and it would probably be best to see what she wanted me to witness so eagerly.

She led me inside the hall where our engagement party had been organized by pulling my hand tightly, but instead of taking me to the crowd, she took me behind the pillars that held up the roof of the hall, and hid me behind it. She put her index finger to her own lips to signal me to be quiet and not speak. I was confused as hell that what exactly did she want me to see
"shh, stand quietly and watch that side" she whispered in my ears. I nodded, confused

I looked where she had pointed and my breath hitched in my throat as i saw who was there. A couple was hidden as we were, but from the opposite side of the pillar. My heart stopped and i just stood rooted to my spot

In a dark corner of the hall were Shehnaaz and another man, the man had one hand above her head where it rested on the wall, while the other was wrapped around her waist, she looked up at the man like he was the only one in the world

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Thats it for today, guyss💌