Lockdown is proving to be a blessing for sid and sana....they are enjoying each other's company and using this time to their advantage...as once the lockdown will be over..they both shall be again busy with their worklife...this phase of their life is beautiful in every sense...Sid is much more vocal and expressive about things than ever....infact he is improving everyday specially after their camping date...he wants to assure her of things that sometimes linger in her mind... every relationship goes through various phases...but knowing that they understand each other is the best feeling....and moreover they respect each other....

They sometimes watch movies or play songs and dance...and explore further...some days are just about normal talks...that ends up in romance...one such day it's night time...Sana tells sid that she just got the news from her manager that their first song "bhula dunga" has even crossed justin bieber's record of most commented video in the world.... "moti kya baat kar rahi hai....it's huge yaar....socha nahi tha kabhi aisa bhi ho sakta hai....lets watch it again...what say?" sid said elated at this news

"haan chal...laga..lekin...tu door baith mujhse...2 baar se twilight usi scene pe atki padi hai...tu mere pas mat baith" she says shyly smiling

"meri kya galti hai....tu hai hi itni irresistible.. fir movie ka romance dekh ke kyu time waste karna baby" he answers her winking at her

"tu chup kar ja...door baith aur apna song laga" she says while placing few pillows...making  a border of it in between them

They watch the song... Sana has a little drop of tear falling off her eyes... "sach me kitni bhi baar sun lo man nahi bharta na is song se.... lekin pata nahi kyu mujhe 1 baat starting se lag rahi hai...jo maine kabhi kahi nahi....tujhe nahi lagta is song ki ending happy honi thi? I mean ja to main tujhe mana leti ja tu mujhe jane hi nahi deta..kuchh kar ke rok leta mujhe pehli hi baar...har baar yahi bat dimag me aati hai mere jab bhi dekhti hoon"

"haan but its ok...its just a song baby...we have just portrayed the characters"

Sana comes closer to sid....and hugs him taking the pillow wall down... "haan fir bhi...kisi aur ke sath shoot kiya hota to shayad koi fark nahi padna tha....lekin tere sath hai to jab bhi dekhti hoon mera man bhot bechain ho jata hai...mujhe pata hai ye sirf ek song hi hai..butt aisa lagta hai kaash pata hota iske aage kya hua?? Kya sach me dono alag ho gaye..itna pyaar tha fir bhi..Kya wo kabhi mile dubara? Kya dono me se kisi ne ek dusre ko manane ki koshish nahi ki? Kya problem thi exactly aisi jo baat kar ke solve nahi ho sakti thi? Tere dimag me nahi aaya ye sab kabhi?" her throat chokes....her voice mellows...and tears of pain fall off her eyes..a droplet even falls on sid's chest

He just wraps her up in his arms...rubbing her back..and letting her cry... he knows she is emotional...but this is the first time she is sharing her inner thoughts with him... "tujhe pata hai aage kya hua hoga?? Main batata hoon...jab wo hero who is technically me .. waha se use chod de chala to gaya...soch kar ki wo usko bhula dega...usko laga it's the karmic relationship...just like probably any other...and he will get over with it... lekin aisa nahi hua...wo heroin ko jo ki tu hai....usko kabhi bhula hi nahi sakta tha....ye use bhi pata tha...lekin kabhi kabhi hamara dimag hamare dil ko over power kar ke control karne ki koshish karta hai... but it was not karmic connection....he realized she is his soul mate...wo use naraz ho jaye...lekin usko bhula nahi sakta...use door nahi reh sakta"

"fir kya hua??" she asks him sobbing...probably she was too invested in the screenplay

"fir agle hi din...jab barish tham gayi wo use dhundhnegaya ghar..lekin wo ghar pe nahi thi...wo unki favourite jagah pe thi...jaha wo aksar jaya karte the...khushi me...ghum me...usko pata tha wo usi lake ke pas milegi use..wo usko milne gaya....usko manaya...usko apne dil ki baat batayi aur usko bataya ki tu meri soul mate hai...koi bhi misunderstanding kyu na ho jaye...wo kabhi na usko chod ke jaa sakta hai aur naa hi use bhula sakta hai...tujhe pata hai usne usko 1 secret bhi bataya"

"haaaainnn...kyaa kyaaa...please bata"

"usne usko same waise hi samjhaya....jaise chai me biscuit gir k ghul jati hai...waise hi wo usme ghul gaya hai...koi kuch bhi kar le...chai aur biscuit ko alag karna jaise impossible hai...waise hi wo use door nahi reh sakta,,,use door rehna impossible hai"

Listening this sana laughs wiping off her tears....looking so adorable and innocent... "tu mazak uda raha hai na mera kutte"

"no baby...sachhi bata raha hoon...fir wo dono bhot roye..aur unhone apni misunderstanding baat kar ke solve ki..aur promise kiya ki jo kuch ho jaye...wo hamesha baat kar ke sab thik kar denge..aur fir hero ne matlab maine...heroin ko jo technically tu hai jor se kiss kiya...aur fir"

Before he could say anything further...sana giggles and says "aur fir background dhundla ho gaya....and 2 bade bade sunflowers...aise mil gaya....aur fir sab kuch ho gaya...hahahha...hai na....hawww....shame shame..puppy shame ho gaya...lake ke kinare? Hawwwww"

"baby uski car me bhi tent pada tha  naa...thi hero ki aisi ek fantasy...jo poori ho gayi"

They laugh and make love....though sid tries to show her a positive side....but the first memories of the song are kind of itched in her mind...it probably may take some more efforts...more emotional closeness and security from sid to get over it...understandably so...sid doesn't want to push it more further...he lets her be...she sleeps in his arms...probably its not a peaceful sleep for them both...as sid is concerned about her emotional insecurities...he kisses her on forehead while she is asleep...a couple of drops escape off his eyes too thinking how many things she has buried deep in her heart...things can not work like this...specially when they will be back to their routine life....he knows he needs to clear most of her insecurities....he has to initiate things so that she can discuss absolutely everything..

Early in the morning, Sana dreams about the bhula dunga sequence really happened and sid has left her....she wakes up feeling jittery....it was a nightmare...probably her mind was too occupied the night before with the painful thoughts

She wakes up feeling devastated.. sad and scared even at the thought of losing him... goes and sits in the balcony alone in the wee hours of the morning...the sky is still dusky...sid wakes to not find sana besides him... wondering where would she be at this hour...so early in the morning??

He finds her in the balcony leaning on the railing gazing blank at the horison.... tears streaming down her eyes.. he isn't sure what has happened suddenly?

"Kya hua baby" sid comes and hugs her from the back... Sana's sobs makes it clear that it's something terrible that has scared her to this limit..

"Kya hua?? Plz bata mujhe.. idhar dekh... he turns her towards her... wiping her tears... bol baby...kyu ro rahi hai subah subah...please bata mujhe...mujhse share nahi karegi?" he hugs her tight patting her back slowly....

"She wails...hugging him" she says crying like a baby

He gets it that her mind is still not at peace...probably she has thought too much about the song and the situation depicted in it..and she blurts with a pain in her voice...with fear and anguish....

"main kuch bhi karu tu mujhe promise kar tu mujhe chod ke nahi jayga kabhi bhi.... main gussa ho jaungi to bhi mujhe mana lega..daat lega...samjha lega but chod ke nhi jayga na?? 

"kabhi nahi hoga aisa...kabhi bhi nahi...achaa tu rona band kar pehle....tujhe pata hai tu kya hai meri?"

She blankly looks at him with question in her eyes...swollen teary red eyes...

"chal tujhe ek secret batata hoon aaj.... Tu pehle puch sidharth main kya hoon teri??

"Pata hai... BIWI"

"haan wo to hai...lekin tu puch to....sidharth main kya hoon teri??

"sidharth main kya hoon teri??"

"tu meri LIC hai" he replies her smiling at her and wiping the residue of tears from her eyes with his thumb...kissing her on her cheeks...holding her face softly yet firmly in his hands

"kya insurance hoon ?? Jarurat padne pe kam ane wali??"

"abe gadhi..LIC matlab "zindagi ke sath bhi.... zindagi ke bad bhi....tu meri soulmate hai gadhi...tujhe jaane diya to main jinda kiske liye rahoonga?"

He says...kissing her eye-lids...tears fall from his eyes on her cheeks...tears of pure love...tears of his heartfelt emotions...tears of happiness telling her what she actually means to him

"Achaa chal hum ek game khelenge..ab se sab discuss karenge ek dusre ke sath...life ki har cheee discuss karenge...pasand na pasand..holiday..mood swings...apna kaam...script...friends..past..family and friends...food... fashion...lifestyle...love..romance... sex..intimacy.. fantasies...health and hygene...heartbreaks...best and worst times of our lives...career opions... problems..fir wo mental ho..emotional ho ya physical ho...ya koi bhi achhi ya buri baat sab discuss karenge... koi bhi baat ya doubt man me nahi rakhenge...na tere na mere...thik hai? Deal done kare?"

"ye kaisa game hai?"

"ye life ka game hai...life apne sath game khele use better hai apan life ka game hi clear kar lete hain....jisse ki confusion hi na rahe life ko...humko pehle se hi life ki saari chal pata chal jaya karegi...Aur ye game lifetime chalega...iski koi end duration nahi hai...hamare questions and answers ka koi right ya wrong nahi hoga... hamara perspective hoga...matlab point of view" bol manjoor hai? Tu bhi kuch bhi puch sakti hai mujhse aur bata sakti hai...aur main bhi kuch bhi puch sakta hoon tujhse..aur kuch bhi bata aur bol sakta hoon... aur haan...hum ek dusre ki baat ka buran ahi manenge...pasand nahi aye to discuss karenge..alright meri LIC?"

"To BIWI its 6:30 am....the sun is rising... are you ready for the task?" he asks her smiling widely and tickling her waist... "bol jaldi...nahi to soch le....your saza will be morning romance"

"sidharthhhh...tujhe aise time me bhi romance yaad aa raha hai"

"baby tu lucky hai....ladkiyan marti hain aisa hot and happening pati mile unko jo apni biwi se door na reh paye...bahane dhundhe biwi ko kiss karne ke..hug karne ke...koi izzat nahi hai tujhe meri na?"

"wo to hai...ek hi aisa piece banaya hai Waheguru ji ne...achha sun na ek baat bolu...maine bb house me dey ko boli thi?" he starts laughing and giggling and running around...

"jaldi bakegi" sid asks her playfully smiling

"dekh jaise hi sham hone lage na tu exercise kiya kar yoga kiya kar"

"exercise to teri karwaunga baby...ruk tu...bhot bakwas kar rahi hai"

"baby you should do some chandrama namaskar....thoda thand payega tu...sara time romance...pappi..jhappi...chipka...chipki...sarra time tv wale sunflower hi milane ki sochta hai na tu" she says stepping back... as sid inches closer to her...and she bumps against the railing....in between his hands holding the railing...she is giggling...

"aisa hi hoon main...zindagi bhar aisa hi rahunga....problem hai tujhe koi mere se?"

"haan....bhot problem hai...batau?" she says looking into his eyes...holding his tshirt from the collar

"I LOVE YOU" and she kisses him... "tune 1st good night kiss di thi naa mujhe...maine 1st good morning kisshiii de di mere kullu"

"chal chal...the game is on...mera time waste mat kar....tera first question"

"WHAT IS LOVE FOR YOU? Tere liye pyaar kya hai?"