Next Day...

It was the connection week. The family members and friends of the participants came as the connection of the housemates.

Sid and Sana both didn't talk to each other after the last night incident. As a result both were sad.

After sometime, when everyone was sitting on the living area, Shehbaaz appeared on the screen.

Sana's eyes filled with tears seeing her brother after a long time.

"Bigg Boss Shehnaaz ke Bhai Shehbaaz ka iss ghar mein swagat karte hai." Said Bigg Boss.

Then Bigg Boss asked Baaz whom he wanted to give the captaincy except Sana and he took Sid's name.

Sid smiled hearing that while Sana was very happy with her brother's decision.

Then Bigg Boss told Baaz that he can go inside the house.

Sana immediately ran towards the confession room. She was very excited to meet her brother.

Baaz entered the house and hugged Sana.

"Oye Moto! Happy Birthday! Kaisi hai tu? Itthe aa ke badi patli hogayi hai!" Said Baaz making Sana giggle.

"Hun toh maine aur bhi zyada slim hona hai. Nazar mat laga." Said Sana slapping his arm slightly.

Sid was adoring her from a distance. Seeing her this much happy, he felt a sudden urge to pull her soft cheeks and kiss them. But then he realised that after whatever he done yesterday, maybe they would never be the same again. By proposing her, he lost her friendship as well.

Baaz saw Sid and said, "Aur Sidharth Bhai, kya haal?"

"Bas badhiya." Replied Sidharth smiling.

"Hum sabne dekha aap kaise isko jhelte ho." He said pointing towards Sana. "Jo aaj tak hum nahi kar paaye woh aap ne sirf 4 mahine mein kar diya. Lekin yeh sirf ghar tak nahi chalna chahiye. Aage bhi aap hi ko isse jhelna hai."

"Agar Sana ne mauka diya toh zaroor." Said Sid looking at Sana to which she smiled slightly. She understood the meaning of his words.

"Baaz chal main tujhe bakiyon se milwati hoon." Said Sana and introduce him to the other housemates.

The day passed like this. Vikas Gupta came as Sid's connection. Sid was happy to see his friend. Soon the bigg boss house became full after the entry of the connections. After all the connections entered Bigg Boss sent a cake to celebrate Sana's birthday. Like this her birthday was celebrated in BB house.

The whole day Baaz noticed how Sid and Sana were avoiding each other. It made him confused. This was not the SidNaaz he saw from outside. They definitely used to fight but they would always sort it out. This time it was something else. They didn't have any fight. Still they were behaving that they didn't know each other. There was a kind of awkwardness between them. Baaz decided to talk to Sana about it.

At Night...

When everyone was sleeping, Baaz and Sana were sitting at the living area.

"Tera aur Sidharth Bhai ka kya chal raha hai?" Asked Baaz curiously.

"Kya? Kuch bhi toh nahi." Said Sana smiling forcefully.

"Sana main tera Bhai hoon. Bachpan se jaanta hoon tujhe. Agar tu kuch chhupane ki koshish kar rahi hai toh uska koi fayda nahi. Ab baata sach kya hai."

"Baaz kuch nahi hai....."

"Sana tujhe meri kasam. Jhut mat bol."

Sana sighed. She looked at the camera and requested BB not to telecast this conversation in National Television. After that she spoke to Baaz about Sid's confessions and her reply. Baaz got angry hearing that.

"Sana tera...."

He suddenly realised that his voice was loud, so he lowered his voice and said, "Tera dimaag kharab hogaya hai? Tune uss bande ko reject kar diya jo tujhse itna pyaar karta hai? Tu aisa kar kaise sakti hai?"

"Baaz main aur kya karti? Jhut kehti uss se? Jab mujhe uss se pyaar hai hi nahi toh main usse false hope kyu doon?" Said Sana explaining.

"Pyaar nahi hai? Sana puri duniya ko tum dono ka pyaar dikh chuka hai. Bahar sab tum dono ko pasand kar rahe hai. Yaaha tak ki Mummy Papa bhi tujhe aur Sidharth Bhai ko saath mein dekhna chahte hai. Sab ko lagta hai ki tum dono saath mein acche lagte ho."

"Haan hum lagte hai acche saath mein. Lekin bahar jo logo ne dekha woh bas humari dosti thi. Maine Sidharth ko ek dost ke alawa kabhi kisi aur nazar se nahi dekha."

"Accha? Toh phir tu kyu usse le kar itni possessive hai? Jab bhi woh Arti yaa Mahira ke saath baith ta hai, tujhe kyu bura lagta hai? Friends ke liye itna possessive toh nahi hote na hum?"

"Main hoti hoon friends ke liye possessive. Aur tu kaha ki baat ko kaha le jaa raha hai? Main apni taraf se clear hoon ki mere dil mein Sidharth ke liye feelings nahi hai. It will be better for him that he moves on."

Baaz was now fed up. He sighed and said, "Sana tu clear nahi confused hai. Tujhe ehsaas hi nahi hai ki tu uss se pyaar kar baithi hai. Aur ab toh mujhe bhi lag raha hai ki Sidharth Bhai ko sach mein move on kar lena chahiye. Agar unhone move on kar liya aur phir tere saamne aaye kisi aur ka haath pakad ke, I can guarantee tu woh dekh tak nahi paayegi. Aur jab tak tujhe ehsaas hoga, it will be too late."

Saying that Baaz left from there.

Sana felt a pinch on her heart when Baaz said this. She didn't know why she got hurt when he mentioned Sid's name with someone else. She was really confused right then.

Sana took a pillow on her lap and started crying silently.
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The connection week also passed. Finale was coming near. While everyone was worrying, if they would win or not, Sid and Sana were only thinking that after few days they would not be able to see each other. In four months they became each others' habit. Though their relationship was not like earlier after the confession, but they both didn't want to completely cut ties with each other. They wanted to sort out everything but it was not easy when one had feelings for the another while the other didn't.

It was a normal day. Sid finally decided to talk to Sana. He wanted her to at least be friends with him.

He went to the bathroom area where Sana was but stopped seeing Rashmi there.

As usual she was back-bitching about Sid.

"Sana tune bohut accha kiya jo Sidharth se baat karna band kar diya. Der se hi sahi, tujhe uski asliyat paata chali. Woh idhar sirf jeet ne aaya hai. Usse apne alawa kisi aur ki nahi padhi. Abhi last kuch din bache hai, tu apne game pe focus kar. Tu idhar uske saath toh nahi aayi thi. Apne liye aayi thi na? Isliye ab usse bhul jaa. Waise bhi woh tujhse itna bada hai, tum dono ka koi match hi nahi hai. Uski wajah se apna game kharab mat kar. Main toh teri behen jaisi hoon. As a concerned sister main tujhe bol rahi hoon, bahar jaa ke bhi ho sake toh uss se dur hi rehna. I know him. Hum saath mein kaam kar chuke hai, ek rishta bhi tha humara. Woh bahar bilkool aisa nahi hai. Uske hisaab se tu nahi chali toh tujhe barbaad kar ke rakh dega, trust me."

Rashmi was continuously saying. Sana was not protesting because she was not feeling like arguing with her. But her words were enough to make Sana's blood boil.

On the other hand, Sid felt hurt as Sana was not protesting.

"Sana kuch bol kyu nahi rahi? Kahi usne Rashmi ki baaton ko sach toh nahi maan liya? Yaa phir ho sakta hai jo Rashmi keh rahi hai Sana bhi woh hi feel karti ho. Meri wajah se uska game kharab hua hai. Agar aisa hi hai toh mujhe ab Sana se dur hi rehna chahiye. Ab iss rishte mein jodne layak kuch bacha hi nahi hai. Aur yeh bhi sahi hai ki main uss se bohut bada hoon, she will find someone better."

Thinking that Sid left from there.

"Tu samajh rahi hai na main kya bol rahi hoon?"

Sana couldn't tolerate anymore and said, "Rashmi ab bas kar. Bohut ho gaya. Itna kya obsession hai tujhe uss se? Pure season tu uski burai karti aayi hai. Akhri baar bol rahi hoon tera aur Sidharth ka kab kya rishta tha uss se mujhe koi lena dena nahi hai. Yeh ek hi cassette baar baar mat baaja. Sidharth bahar kaisa hai yeh mujhe tujhse jaan ne ki zaroorat nahi hai. Aur toh aur usne mera game kharab nahi kiya hai, usne mujhe strong banaya hai. Main toh khud chahti hoon ki woh yeh show jeete. Yeah we are not talking right now and we have our reasons. Lekin phir bhi woh iss ghar mein mera sabse zyada apna rahega aur main uski burai nahi sunungi. Ayenda mere saamne uske baare mein kuch mat bolna. Samjhi?"

Saying that Sana left from there angrily.

More days passed like this but SidNaaz's relationship didn't improve a bit. Sana was still confused about her feelings while Sid decided to maintain distance. Amid this, the finale came.

It was the most iconic moment when Sidharth Shukla won the trophy of BB 13. He was extremely happy as his dream came true. But there was someone else who was more happy than him. It was none other than Sana. She wanted him to win more than herself. She had tears in her eyes.

After Sid's winning speech was over, Sana ran towards the stage and hugged him tightly.

After many days, she hugged him. Sid too wanted to hug her but couldn't as he was holding the trophy. Also he had to control his emotions now.

"Congratulations Kullu!" She whispered to his ears.

Sid didn't reply. He just pushed Sana with his another hand and went to meet others.

Sana got hurt seeing his behaviour towards her. Suddenly she felt that he had gone far away from him. And now there was no way to return.
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After Bigg Boss, Sana immediately got the offer of MSK. The format of the show was to find a match for yourself. Though Sana had no interest in that, she thought that this show would be fun so she accepted the offer.

When Sid got to know about this, he again got hurt. He was now clear that Sana had no feelings for him and he had to move on at any cost.

It was the premiere day of MSK. The boys were trying to impress Sana and girls were trying to impress Paras.

Sana was feeling very bored and now started thinking whether signing for the show was right or wrong.

After sometime she was called to the stage and the host, Manish blindfolded her. Now she had to choose a guy for herself like this.

Everyone became surprised when Sid came to the stage with some other boys.

Sana was hesitating to touch the other boys. But when she came to Sid, her heartbeat became fast. She felt something else. Her hand automatically went to his arm, shoulder and then hair. She knew this touch.

On the other hand, Sid was also feeling good when Sana touched him. He couldn't control himself when he got a chance to see his Sana again. But he promised himself that he wouldn't become emotional, no matter whatever happened.

"Sidharth!" She uttered making his heart skipped a beat.

She then said to Manish that this guy was giving him feelings of Sid. Then Manish removed her blindfolds and she saw Sid.

Sana immediately hugged him tightly. At that moment, he also got carried away by emotions and hugged her back forgetting about everything.

Tears were continuously flowing from Sana's eyes. Things were not the same between them and she knew it. But when she got a chance to feel him close to her, she didn't want to let it go.

After a while they broke the hug.

Then Manish asked Sid several questions on their bond and he replied. Indirectly he was describing his feelings towards her which she understood. All the time she was just staring at him with moist eyes.

After the shoot was over, they took a small break. Sid was leaving when Sana came running towards him, at the backstage.

"Sidharth!" She said and he looked at him.

She was going to hug him but he pushed her.

"Sana shoot khatam hogaya. Idhar cameras nahi hai. You don't need to hug me here." Said Sid coldly breaking Sana's poor heart by his harsh words.

"What do you..... mean?.... Maine tujhe.... Cameras ke liye.... Hug kiya tha?"

Her voice got chocked.

"Aur kya reason ho sakta hai? It's not like you miss me."

"Of course I miss you yaar." Said Sana loudly. "Bigg Boss ke baad tune ek baar bhi mujhse contact nahi kiya. Main bohut miss kar rahi thi tujhe. Adat ho gayi mujhe teri. Aaj jab tujhe stage mein dekha, I was so happy. Maine kabhi yeh expect nahi kiya tha ki tu mere liye idhar aayega."

"Hold on!" Said Sidharth cutting in between. "Main idhar tere liye nahi aaya hoon. Mujhe paise mile hai iss shoot ke liye, isliye aaya hoon."

Sana laughed sarcastically and said, "Tujhe jhut bolna nahi aata hai Sidharth. I know you came for me. Tu bhi miss karta hai mujhe. Jo bhi Bigg Boss house mein hua usse bhul jaate hai na. Let's start fresh."

Sid smiled sadly and said, "Tere liye easy hai Sana. Kyu ki tujhe pyaar nahi hua. Mujhe hua tha isliye......"

"Tha?" Asked Sana suddenly. "Ab nahi hai?"

Sid nodded in no and said, "Tune hi kaha tha na bahar jaa ke sab kuch badal jayega? Main badal raha hoon. Aur tu bhi toh badal rahi hai, isliye iss show ke liye sign kiya. Which is good for your career so all the best. But I feel hum dono ko ek dusre ke saath koi bhi rishta nahi rakhna chahiye. It will be good for both of us."

"Can't we be friends like earlier? Jo haste the, khelte the, ek dusre ki care karte the, Tom and Jerry jaise fight karte the..... Hum dono phir se waise nahi reh sakte?" Asked Sana for the last time.

"Nahi." Replied Sid with a heavy heart.

"Kyu?"

"Kyu ki agar hum wapas dost bane toh mujhe ek baar phir se tujhse pyaar ho jayega. Lekin tere liye main ek dost se zyada kuch nahi ban paaunga. And I don't want to face heartbreak again. So we better stay away."

Saying that Sid started leaving from there wiping his tears.

Ranjhan dhoondhan
main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye
Jigraan vichon agan
laga ke rabba
Laqeeran vich
likh di judaai

Sana badly wanted to stop him. But with what right? She was still confused about her feelings. And that was the main reason behind her losing him forever.

Kho gaya gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha
Ho tera woh mera
Waqt se churaya tha jo
sapna sajaya tha

After sometime Sana was called inside the stage. She wiped her tears and went there. Like this they both parted their ways.

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye
bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re
jheeni re jheeni

Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye
bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re
jheeni re jheeni
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