"Shehnaaz, divorced papers are you mad or what?" He yelled at her.

She rolled her eyes and chuckle "what's new?"

He cluth her arm and pulled her towards himself, his eyes turn red like he was controlling himself.

"Shut up, pls say this is a joke"

She jerk him away like his touch was burning her.

"Stay away from me Mr. Shukla" she snap her finger towards him.

"Shehnaaz what's wrong with you Kolkata me to tum bilkul normal behave kar rahi thi kitne khush the hum saath me" he said but his voice showing the hurt.

"Oh please don't act like you didn't know"

"What please atleast explain me"

"What explanation Mr. Shukla" she laughed "that was a play"

"Play?" He whispered hurtfully.

"Obviously tumhe kya laga wo sab real tha oh god" she laugh loudly, he feel betrayal by her, his heart broken into million of piece, he never thought that she could play his dirty with him.

"Shehnaaz i know tum jhuth bol rahi ho Maine dekha tha pyaar tumhari aakho me" he try to smile.

"Seriously Sidharth you really thought ki main tumse pyaar karungi nahi tum ho kon,hai kya tumme? Na zyda ameer ho na zyda ache dikhte ho koi tumhe kiu pasand karenga? And obviously Shehnaaz Gill ki itni gandi choice nhi hai ko wo ek cheater se pyaar kare you know you don't deserved my love"

"Cheater?"

"Haa tumhe kya laga mujhe pata nahi chalega tum mere piche kya gulcharre uda rahe ho" she smirks.

"What do you mean saaf saaf bolo?" He said angrily.

"Laura nahi ho tum uske saath involved? Well i know mard ho na tumhari bhi needs hongi to socha hoga biwi na sahi to bahar wali hi sah-"

"Shehnaaz" he was about to rise his hand but stop in middle, she didn't even flinch like she know that it was coming.

"Uthao na haath ruk kiu Gaye tumhare haath uthane se sach badal nahi jayega Mr. Shukla just sign them and freed me from this non sence relation"

"You know what pehle bohot socha ki shyd Arjun galat hai tumhare baare me bakwas karta hai wo but you know what he is right, even everyone was right you are a emotionless, heartless person"

And that's it Shehnaaz get what she want from this long. She want his hate from him, she know that she is going wrong but not for him, from her perspective where she lost everyone she was cursed and she never want to harm him or his family.

"I hate you" he said and left from there.

Do pal ruka khwabo ka karva
Aur phir chal diye
tum kaha ham kaha

She laugh loudly looking at her reflection in mirror, she is alone again all alone, nd she know this is the best decision for him otherwise she also lost him on that incident.

Her expressions changed and she start crying, she broke down after her parents death, suddenly she remember all the taunts, all the abuses she get from her friends and relatives, everyone left her saying she was cursed nobody stay longer with her. But she also remember her sweet memories with his family and specially with him.

Do pal ki thi ye dilo ki dasta
Aur phir chal diye
tum kaha ham kaha

"Yahi sahi tha tumhare liye Sidharth i know hamare koi future nahi hai tum khush rahoge mujhse dur reh kar main shrapit hu jo mere saath rehta hai wo mujhse dur chala jaata, dekho na tumhari family kitni khush thi mere waha jaane se pehle aur phir sab bhikhar gaya, Alia ka rishta tut gaya, mummy papa aur tum marte marte bache i don't want to take risk, khush rehne lagi thi main tumhare saath lekin bhul gai thi mere zindagi kesi hai, I'm sorry for hurting you but i don't want to loss you, i know maine aaj kitna hurt kara hai tumhe but yahi sahi tha tumhare liye tumhari family ke liye ab main chali jaungi to sab theek ho jayega sab khush rahenge but tum mujhe yaad to karoge na? Mere jaane ke baad ek baar pyaar se pukaroge na?"

Tum the ke thi koyi ujli kiran
Tum the ya koyi kali muskayi thi

Sidharth was driving his car madly "kya galti thi meri, kis baat ki saza mil rahi hai mujhe, Shehnaaz Gill you did wrong very wrong" he stop the car at vacant place and move outside as he feel suffocated.

He fall down on his knees "kiu... Why Shehnaaz why kya galti thi meri yahi ki maine tumse pyaar kiya, puri shiddat se kiya kya yahi hota hai pyaar ka anjam, kiu" he scream loudly and broke down.

Tum the ya sapno ka tha sawan
Tum the ke khushiyo ki ghata chhayi thi

She laughed "main bhi kya soch rahi hu tum kiu mujhe yaad karoge nafrat karoge jesa main chahati thi i know sab khush rahenge mere bina bohot khush" her breath start getting heavier as she was near to get panick attack. She closed her eyes.

Tum the ke tha koyi phul khila
Tum the ya mila tha mujhe naya jaha

"Kiu main tumse chah kar bhi nafrat nahi kar paa raha hu kiu ye itna mushkil ho raha hai kiu Shehnaaz, kiu tumhe mera pyaar nahi dikhta kiu tumhe lagta hai main tumhe cheat karunga, kese soch bhi kese liya tumne ye tumhare alawa aaj tak kisi par nazar utha kar bhi nahi dekha aur tumhe lagta hai main tumhe cheat karunga really"

"Manhoos hai ye ladki meri behen ko kha gai"

"Pyaar kya tu kisi cheez ke layak nahi hai mere bhai ko maar diya tune"

"Mere parents ne kya bigada tha tera sab teri wajhe se hua tu hamare saath rahi aur wo chale gaye"

"Arey is hi ladki ke chakkar me meri maa chali gai"

"Mere baba ko maara hai tune daya khakar ghar me rakha tha aur tune kya kara"

"Shraap deti hu main tujhe kabhi khush nahi rahegi tu,meri beti ko mara na tujhe kabhi pariwar ka pyaar nahi milega sab mar jayenge jo tere saath rahega tu kabhi khush nahi rahegi kabhi nahi"

Do pal ruka khwabo ka karva
Aur phir chal diye tum kaha ham kaha

She open her eyes and take her medicines, her eyes were filled with tears, her forehead was filled with sweat, she know this was coming but this time it was worst than she thought.

She show her reflection in mirror and she again saw her hands filled with blood, she notice her behind everyone was cruising her, she put palm on her ears to stop the voices but it didn't work, she pick a vase from side table and broke the mirror.

"Tu zinda kiu hai kisi ko Teri zarurat nahi hai sab nafrat karte hai tujhse mar ja mar ja tu jaldi kar utha wo kaanch aur maar le khudh ko" her conscious mind said, she did what her mind said to her, she pick a glass and keep it on her wrist than she closed her eyes.

Do pal ki thi ye dilo ki dasta
Aur phir chal diye tum kaha ham kaha

He chuckle sadly "shyd mere pyaar me hi kami hai shyd mujh me hi kami hai jo tumhe mujhse pyaar nahi ho paya"

He received a call but he ignored it and again sit in the car, he start driving aimlessly sudden a flash fall infront of his car and he saw a truck coming towards his car.

Aur phir chal diye
tum kaha ham kaha......
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That is it for today.

Hope you all like it.

Thanks for reading.