Shehnaaz pov

"Vivaah sampan hua aaj se aap dono pati patni hue" the priest announced us as a couple.

"I still can't believe meri shadi ho gai I'm just 16 freaking 16 years old just abhi meri 11th complete hui thi meine sapne dekhne start kiye the aur ye ho gaya meri saath mere ghar walo ne tak meri nahi suni ab to life se koi expectations bhi nahi bachi meri, i was crying on my fate when he hold my hand and Shriver run down in my body i don't know how he going to treat me"

"Shh stop crying baba"

"I hear his voice. His voice was filled with care. I don't know but i don't feel uncomfortable with his touch maybe because he is my husband. I slightly nodded and wipe my tears thank god my face was covered with veil otherwise sabko lagta mein khush nhi hu is shadi se jo ki mein sach me nahi hu"

"Chalo beta bidai ka time ho raha hai" his mother said.

"I hear my mother in law voice oh now it's time for my bidai i don't know i should be happy or sad happy is wajhe se ki finally me is jail jese ghar se azad ho jaungi aur sad isliye kiuki mujhe nahi pata meri aage ki life kesi hogi".

"I hug my mother and we both cry only she love me in the whole family otherwise I'm just a burden on them"

"Apna dhyan rakhna hmm"

"She said in her all time sweet voice i just nodded and hug my mother tightly she kiss me numerous times i don't want to leave her"

"Shehnaaz bass bhi karo ab".

"My sister in law Nisha di said but i feel irritation in her voice i don't know but wo khush nahi lag rahi but than i went to meet my father i thought atleast now he will show some love towards me but i was wrong what he said broke my heart into million pieces"

"Shehnaaz dekh ab teri shadi ho gai hamari taraf se teri liye to hamari zimmedari thi wo puri ho chuki hai to ab tera ghar sansar sab tera sasural hai tujhe jeena bhi wahi aur marna bhi humne kisi tarha ki ummid mat Karna humne tera kanyadaan kar diya hai".

"I just nodded when he said those words i mean kya ye sach me mere papa hai jo apni hi beti ko paraya kar rahe hai now i understand the real meaning of kanya daan unhone to sach me mujhe daan kar diya isse bura aur kya hi ho sakta hai mere saath, i just wipe my tears harshly now i would not cry more on them they don't deserved my tears".

Sidharth POV:

"She is hugging everyone one by one which is obvious uski bidai hai still i don't like when she cry wo baat alag hai meine uska chehra abhi tak nahi dekha still i feel pain because jab mangalsutra pehnaya tha usko tab bhi i feel her tears on my hand, in my whole wedding i was thinking about one thing which is how can i handle her she is too young for me, but when i saw her crying i feel pain in her heart she cry hard hugging her mother but when she is going to hug her father he stop her said something to her i don't why but i feel he is speaking something venom because she harshly wipe her tears Okay i admit meine uska face nahi dekha still i can feel what she is doing strange right i was thinking all this when my mother told me to and sit inside the car"

"Sidharth beta tu gadi me chal kar beth hum shehnaaz ko lekar aate hai"

"I nodded my head and went to the car i just relax my body it's a tiring day for me and her also itna heavy lehenga pehna tha usne but where she is?"

Author's POV :

He was waiting for her when the door opened and his mother help her to sit inside the car.

"Are you okay?" He asked her.

She just nodded and wipe her tears under the veil.

"Dekho ro mat i know sab naya hai tumhare liye but dekho shadi to meri bhi hui hai na ab mein bhi rounga to chalega kya" he said nervously.

She stop crying and look at him through her veil and again look down. He smile nd understand atleast she stop crying.

They reached his home. Her in laws welcomed her. After coming all the rituals they sent her to his room. He is talking with some workers.

"Sidharth beta ja room me ye sab tere papa dekh lenge" his mother said.

"Bass ja raha hu maa"

"Ja mere laal thak gaya hoga na" she said lovingly.

He smile and nodded than he went to his room. He enter inside and saw her sitting in the middle of the bed. Her face was still covered with veil but he can feel her nervousness. He closed the door. She almost jump on bed in fear. He slowly come near her and sat on the bed near her. She closed her teary eyes.

"Relax shehnaaz" he said in low voice try his best not to make her scared or nervous. She released her breathe which she is holding from few seconds. He open her veil and saw her nervous yet beautiful face.

"Kuch nahi kar raha mein baba relax karo"

Finally she look at him with her big doe eyes which was red due to constant crying. He feel pinch in his heart.

"Tum change kar lo" he said looking at her. She nodded and take her clothes she hurriedly went inside and closed the door.

It's difficult than they thought. She change her cloths but decided to stay inside the bathroom. He himself change his cloths in room. Like this half an hour passed but she didn't come outside. He deicide to knock on the door.

"Shehnaaz sab theek hai na?" He knock on the door. After few minutes she come out. "Itni der kiu kar di kuch problem thi kya?" He asked.

She shook her head and look down. He frown.

"Ye bol nahi sakti kya jab se mili hai ek bhi word nahi bola" he thought.

"Aao so jaao" he said and lay down on the bed. But she was still standing there. "Shehnaaz any problem?". She again shook her head. He huffed and sat on the bed.

"What happened ahmm tum bol nahi sakti kya?" He finally asked.

She look at him with widened eyes and finally speak "nahi mein bol sakti hu" she said in low voice.

"Thank god to jabse bol kiu nahi rahi thi"

"Wo... wo mein" she lick her dry lip.

He stood up and hold her hand. She jump on her place when his cold hands touch her warm one.

"Don't worry kuch nahi kar raha hu" he back out his hands. "Tum comfortable nahi ho bed share karne me?"

"Na... nahi ae... aesa nahi hai".

"Phir? Dekho shehnaaz agar tum comfortable nahi ho to it's okay tum bed par so jaao mein neeche so jaunga".

She look at him "nahi... mein... theek hu aap so jaiye bed par".

He huffed and nodded. They both lay down on their side.

"Ek baat puchu?" He said turning towards her.

"Ji".

"Tumne ye shadi kiu ki mera matlab abhi to tumhari 12th hi complete hui hogi na aage kitna kuch tha karne ko than shadi kiu wo apne se 13 saal bade insaan se?" He asked what roaming in his mind.

She frown and turn towards him "mein 12th me nahi 11th me thi wo bhi abhi complete hui thi".

"11th me but you're 18 right?"

"Nahi to I'm 16"

"What" he woke up with a jerk. "You're 16?"

She also sat on the bed "ji".

"Maa papa ne jhoot bola mujhse" he thought.

"Phir shadi kiu ki?"

She smile sadly "aapke pass choice thi mere pass nahi".

He look at her who look sad and hurt at same time.

"Dekho shehnaaz ab jo ho gaya use badal to nahi sakte lekin i promise i will always stand beside you and support you tumhe padhai karni hai aage?"

She look at him with teary yes and nodded.

He smile "okay tumhari padhai nahi rukegi i promise". She smile widely.

"Sacchi"

He chuckle "Haa".

"Thank you ji" she said while smiling but it didn't go with Sidharth.

"Tum ye ji karke bulao gi mujhe?"

She shrugged and nodded while playing with her baby finger.

"Tum mujhe mere naam se bulaogi"

"Haaye aese kese maa ne bola tha aapko aapke naam se nahi bulana mujhe"

He smile "but pati to main hu na tumhara to jo mein bolunga wahi karna aur tumhara ye pati chahata hai ki tum mujhe mere naam se bulao okay?"

She smile and nodded.

"Good girl ab so jaao bohot raat ho gai hai" he said and lay down. She also laid down and cover herself with duvet. They share the same duvet.

She went into deep slumber as it was a tiring day for her but he was wide awake, things were rolling in his mind.

"She is just 16 i can't believe maa papa ne jhut bola lekin kiu? Puchna to padega ek ladki ki life barbaad kar di unhone it's not right ab chod bhi nahi sakta isko log das baatein banayenge aur isko hi blame karenge"....
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