I have literally wrote this in super fast speed because I wanted to give you all the update today!
Also shilpi87 mai paapi nahi hu baby, le de di update😂😂

I had put a update in the afternoon about some stupid abuser. Thats one of the messages I get alot of times. I was legit going to stop writing on this account after that.

But thankgod I put that update. Itnee pyaare ho tumlog! I was quite upset so mai update karke sogayi  (kyuki quarantine mai abh aur kya hi kar sakte hai) and I woke up to these beautiful comments you all have written. I was very overwhelmed to even answer all of them.

I really didnt expect so much love, honestly. You guys are the best.

Also maine socha, jab SidNaaz haters ko bhao nahi de rahe toh mai kyu du? Jaye bhaad mai sab! Mai toh likhungi apni stories.

Aur ab meri bakwaas ko lagaam dete hue... Chaliye shuru karte hai!

Biggboss was just over Sidharth had finally won the most successful season of biggboss history ever. From all the contestants, only one soul other than Sidharth was genuinely and fully happy that he had won which goes without mentioning, Shehnaaz Gill.

She did get a chance to congratulate Sidharth when she was called on stage but after that Sidharth got busy with interviews.

Sidharth moved ahead in the towards the crowd and within minutes she saw him getting surrounded by people and just like that he disappeared into the crowd.

Unknowingly her eyes watered and reason unknown. When she saw him walk in the crowd her heart saw it as him getting lost in the crowd of life and not meeting her again. Indeed, golden days of her life, her biggboss days are over.

You know that feeling when you have hated getting up and going to school all your life, but then that one last day comes where you have to get seperated from your friends, your school forever? Where you realise its time you walk into the real world, with real struggles? That feeling of losing something? That feeling of emptiness? Yes that, that was what she was feeling at the moment.
(Last day of school is the most heartbreaking guys💔 Anyone who is still in school, enjoy!)

"Ma'am, aap Sidharth se pyar karti ho parr that is a one sided love, aap kaafi obsessed thi Sidharth se. Ispe aap kya kehna chahengi?" the reporter asked.

Shehnaaz was dumbfounded by the question. So people thought she is a obsessive one sided lover?
"Uh woh... Abhi toh hum bahar aaye hai. Woh mera bohot acha dost hai, usne bohot sambhala hai mujhe gharke andar." she smiled as she dodged the question successfully.

She clearly credited Sidharth for making her strong in the game. But one question running in her mind, where is he?

She gave her small interviews and was back to her vanity. Alot of questions were thrown to her as expected, about one sided love, her hitting herself, Sidharth, paras, entertainment and all. She was overwhelmed by all the love she had got but that one sided tag still bugged her.

She opened her phone and saw many notifications, it will tale her a while to get acquainted witj her old mate again after 5 long months.

The first thing she saw was live interview of Sidharth.

She praised her bang on timing as the interviewer asked him about his relation with her.

She boiled with anger as he said Shehnaaz was child like and hence he loved spendibg time with her.

"Really? Child like! Aji ghanta child, konse child ke saath lipta chipti hoti hai zara bataiyo?"she spoke out loud as if talking to him through the interview. Later she realised how stupid it was.

She walked back outside to where  party that was hosted by her own Salman sir. She was expecting to see him there. She smiled as she saw him.

But, He was with his new... I mean old friends... Because she was new to him, just 5 months old, not them, they were his old friends. She had a eye contact with him.

She was pulled by Bagga,
"Oyee Sana, Shehbaz dhund raha tha tujhe... Kaha ghum rahi hai?" she asked her.

"Kuch nahi, chal party mai chalte hai." she moved towards the party.

Will I lose him in this big world? she thought to herself.

***

On the other side, Sidharth was giving interviews. His image was better than he expected. All his anger, fight, push were covered up by love, masti and fun he had with Shehnaaz.

"BB13 kaafi famous raha, continously top pe raha hai show. Aur uska major and biggest highlight raha hai SidNaaz. The world is crazy about you guys. Aap ki har ek harkat pe log pagal ho rahe hai. Baat yaha tak hai ki shayad iss season ko SidNaaz ka season kaha jayega. Aapko kaisa lag raha hai ispe?"
(Take that dumbo, zeher, flushmi, takle, chipkali aur ovaries ki pyari listen dear)

"Thats really overwhelming. Shehnaaz is genuinely very special for me. I never thought that I would meet the love of my life like this in a reality show, under the watch of 150 camera's. I have had alot of past experiences that made me bitter towards love, but its Shehnaaz who broke that shell." he smiled.
(Muh band karo, woh *I love sidnaaz* wali smile hatao pehle face pe se. Mujhe taana pada tha, unrealistic stories likhti hu, Saala unrealistic banana hota na toh yeh likhti. Ab sachai padho!😂)

(Gaaliya yaha likhi jaye)

"I am very glad, people liked us. Shehnaaz is a very DEAR FRIEND of mine. I feel grateful that I have a bond like this, that will last lifetime." he smiled genuinely.
(Hogaya popat?😂)

It was clear how she overshadowed alot of contestants in the game, he was proud.

He gave alot of interviews but one name was common in all those interviews and his mind too, Shehnaaz Gill.

But where was she? The last he saw her was when she congratulated him for the win. That was not the congratulatioms he wanted. Maybe he had become greedy for her? He wanted her to hug him tightly and kiss him like she always did.
(No one can change my mind!
Sid craves for Sana's total attention and pampering more than Sana does. And he becomes the biggest crib when he she gives attention to anyone else.)

He was very tired, he just wanted his family and her at the moment.

He was done with the interviews, so he moved towards the vanity. He got caught up with some of his friends from production.

He finally saw her, her eyes showed vulberability and he didnt know why? They had a eyelock which was rudely broken as bagga pulled her to the party.

Will the real world and availability of a lot of people distance her from me? he thought to himself.

In the party

Sidharth finally entered the party, the first thing he did was to scan the audience to finally see Sana enjoying with Bagga and Vikas.

"Look who's here! The winner of Biggboss 13 Sidharth Shulka." Paras shouted making everyone aware of his entry.

Sana quickly tuned behind to look at him and smiled involuntarily.

Sidharth shook hands with him as he moved towards Salman sir.

"Congratulations Shukla, well deserved." he patted him.

"Thankyoi sir, thankyou so much. Wouldn't have happened without your guidance." he said.

He chatted with salman for some time while still stealing glances with shehnaaz.

"Sidharth, why dont you go and talk to her? Tumhari toh emotional attachment hai na?" he teased.

"Sir woh... Nahi actually.... Baadme." he covered up.

"You can talk to me Shukla, I have seen you both closely." he smiled assuringly.

He sighed as he decided to finally open up,
"Sir I am scared. Tab hum biggboss ke ghar me the, packed in jaha hum kisi aur ko nahi dekh sakte the. Parr its the real world now, ek... Ek darr hai ki bahar usko hazaro mil jayenge. I dont want to break myself." he explained. 

Salman just smiled at him, confusing sidharth.
"Iska matlab samajh rahe ho Sidharth? You are taking her seriously, unknowingly tum uske saath apna future dekh rahe ho." he smiled.

"Aur jitna pyar maine uske aakho mai tumhare liye dekha hai, I can assure you chahe do aaye ya do hazaar woh tumhe hi chunegi."

Sidharth just blushed and said thankyou.

Salman pushed him a little towards her.

Meanwhile, Sana was with bagga and Vikas. Devoleena and Shefali joined them. Shehnaaz roled her eyes very visibly.

"Hii Shehnaaz, shefali and hii vikaaas." zeher hugged vikas.

Shehnaaz and Shefali smiled faintly to them.

"Congratulations yaar Shehnaaz, you reached top 3." zeher patted her.

"Haa vaise you should give credits to Sidharth, vahi toh laaya tumko top 3 mai." Devo... More like dumboleena said slyly.

"Uh I guess no. Kyuki Sidharth and Shehnaaz chahe saath rahe ho, game dono ne apna apna khela hai. Sidharth ne Paras ko top 5 tak laaya hai kyuki Shehnaaz par tph bharosa tha ki woh aayegi hi." Vikas said non chalantly shutting the ladies up.

Vikas excused himself for a call.

Sidharth finally came there and stood beside Shehnaaz.

"Hey Sidhaarth..." devoleena said flirtingly.

"Hi debo, hi Shefali's" he greeted them as he side hugged Shehnaaz.

Shehnaaz quitely got out of his hold shocking him.

"By the way Shehnaaz, aage ka kya plan hai? Yahi Sidharth ka saath ya ab koi aur?" they laughed together.

"Arre Shefali, Debo... Uthalo uthalo, tumhare gir gaye..." she said suddenly pointing down.

They looked here and there,
"Kya girr gaye?" Devo asked confused.

"Dimaag ke screw? Uthalo, tumhe zarurat hai. Vaise bhi tumhare thode nut bolt thode loose hi hai." she laughed as she left them behind smirking.

(Matlab Intuition ho toh Sana jaisa,
Usne kaha tha: Debo, Mahira, Rashmi, Paras, Zariwala, Himanshi se buri vibes aati hai and uska live example hai joh gandh ye log macha rahe hai.

Usne toh ye bhi kaha tha ki: Vikas, Bagga, Vishal, Madhurima, fifi ache hai aur you can see the difference.)

Sidharth was pro at keeping a poker face and hiding emotions but this was top much to handle. He chuckled at her come back making the other embarrased at their insult.

His laugh was short lasting as he again started thinking why she bejaved like that? She removed his hand from her shoulder, she was ignoring him. She was runnubg away from everywhere he was. But why?
Does she not want to keep any relationship with me?

He saw her getting out of the hall so he followed her towards the vanity.

She walked inside and he followed her. He knocked the door quickly.

"Shehbaaz mera dimaag already kharab hai aur kharab na kar. Jaa party mai, menu akela rehn de thodi der." she shouted from inside.

He was damn sure if he told her that its him outside she would not open the door. So he knocked again.

After 2-3 unsuccessful attempts, she finally opened the door irritated.
"Shehbaaz tenu samajh ni... TU!?" She shouted.

"Yaha kya kar raha hai? Teri jeet ki party chal rahi hai vaha!" she shouted.

"Moti hategi? Andar aau ya nahi?" he said sarcastically.

"Nahi!" she gave him a look.

"Thike, ab itna keh rahi hai toh mai andar aa hi jaata hu. " he laughed as he moved inside shoving her aside.

"Tu yaha kya kar raha hai?"

"Tera phone dekh raha hu, nice phone Shehnaaz. Chal number de?"
(Aur yeh kehte the touch mai nahi rahunga. Bhagg bc! Jitna touch mai ye abhi hai usse bass 1% jyada ho toh unhe pati patni kehte hai😂)

"Haa, 885... Tu topic mat badal! Yaha kya kar raha hai woh bol" she realised.

"Mai yaha kya kar raha hu? Tu kya kar rahi hai? Saala mai winner bana hu thoda toh feel lu? Yaha toh mai hi tere peeche peeche bhag raha hu aur tu ignpre kar rahi hai." he looked at her directly.

"Aur kyu ghum raha hai mere peeche? Itni bhi choti bacchi nahi hu ki ghum jau!" she snapped.

"Bacchi?"

"Shehnaaz is child like" she mocked his tone.

"Mai child like? Toh tu kon hai Baap mera? Mera bachpana hai toh tera kya budhapa hai? Itna budhapa aaraha hai toh himalaya mai sanyas lele kutte!" she shouted.

"Well technically..." he started saying.

"Besharmo ki tarah muh utha ke haa mat bol diyo Sidharth, muh tudva lega tu mere se. " she warned him looking dead serious.

Sidharth knew better than messing with her right now kyuki sachme muh tod sakti hai woh.

"Baby, meri queen victoria... Child lile ka matlab meri bacchi nahi, uska matlab tha baccho jaisi. Tu baccho jaisi hai, masoom, pyari." he hugged her from behind resting his chin on her shoulder.

"Hmm..." she replied quitely.

"Yaar Sidhaaaartthhh... Ye tera child like ka drama aur upar se ye one sided ka siyappa. One sided hai apne beech rishta?" she looked at him with utmost seriousness.

"Sana mai abhi woh karne jaa raha hu joh mai kayi mahino se  tujhe dekhte hi karna chahta tha." he looked into her eyes.

She looked at him confused.

"I want to kiss you, right now, badly. " he said his face close to her, his breath fanning her.

"Abhi?" Sana whispered.

"Haa abhi, issi vakt. Mai kisi perfect moment ka wait nahi karna chahta. Mai iss moment ko perfect banana chahta hu. I am giving you a count down, agar tu chahti hai toh mujhe rok sakti hai." he said holding her waist tightly.

"1... 2... ... ... 3"  he finished his small countdown as he smashed his lips on hers pulling her more closer if possible.

Her hands moved up to his neck and them to his hair. She entangled her fingers in his hair softly pulling it.

Sid groaned in his mouth as he was highly turned on.

He bit her lower lip slightly making her moan parting her lips. He took the invitation as he entered ger mouth tasting each and every corner of her mouth.

He had kissed many times before but this warm feeling in the stomach? Was new, it was an unknow feeling of love.

Guess it was his Last First Kiss he will ever have.
(If you understand the meaning, its deep.)

He left her lips slightly to again kiss her neck region making her throw her head back in pleasure.
Oh how much he loved his effect on her.

He bit her neck making her moan in pain and pleasure as he licked that spot to ease her pain.

He moved down to her plunging neck blouse that bothered him since evening. She was a sight to see, only his sight to see.

He threw her duppata down roughly as he placed his mouth on her heart shaped birth mark. He had this different kind of obsession with her birthmark. That little mark just a little above her bossoms pulled him. He bit her there as he claimed his mark finally.

He realised how fast this women was making him lose patience. Well it was also reasonable owing to the fact that she was devilishly sexy and  he had to control a lot in these 5 months.

He looked up at her to see her breathing heavily like she had just run a marathon.

"Tune mujhe kiss kiya..." she touched her lips still swolen as after effect of their little almost makeout session.

"Maine countdown diya tha..." he smirked.

"Woh... Mujhe laga 10 tak ginega atleast. Tu toh 3 mai hi nipat gaya." she winked.

"5 Mahine control kiya hai, ab 10 tak ginneka bhi patience mahi bacha hai mere mai." he pecked her again.

He joined their foreheads together,
"By the way, ye joh humare beech hua woh one sided mai nahi hota..." he smirked.

"Toh?" she played along.

"Mai duniya ko nahi jatata, parr iska matlab ye nahi ki pyaar nahi karta. Agar pyar nahi karta toh apni hi jeet ki party chodke yaha tere paas nahi hota." she kissed her forehead.

"Sidharth Shukla mujhe abhi tujhpe aur teri baato pe bphpt pyar aaraha hai and I want to kiss you. Aur agar tu mujhe rokna chahta hai toh... Bhi tu nahi rok sakta kyuki mujhe ghanta farak nahi padta, tu mera hai... Aur tu nera hi rahega." she joined her lips again kissing him thoroughly.

They parted their lips for oxygen as she blushed.

"Ab chale madam?" he smirked.

"Aise jayega?"

"Haa kyu?"

"Huliya dekha hai apna? Baal dekhle, shakal pe lipstick bhari padi hai. Sabko lagna hai shehnaaz ke teri izzat par haath dala hai." she laughed making him chuckle at how wierdly adorable she was.

"Kuch toh gadbad hai daya... Kuch toh gadbad hai... Sidharth ko apne huliye ka andaza tak nahi laga! Iska matlab samjhe daya?? Sidharth *pyar karta hu parr bolne se darta hu* Shukla ko abh sachme pyar hogaya hai!" she said showcasing her hidden CID fan.

(I mean agar koi bhi yaha kuch toh gadbad hai mai automatically ACP Pradyuman ka woh hand movement nahi karta toh you should seriously consider changing your nationality dude! You have serious issues... Matlab kya kiya bachpan mai? CID nahi dekha??)

Sid smacked her head laughing as they straightened their clothes and combed hair to look presentable. She finally picked her dupatta to fix her dress.

"Sidharth! Kutte! Ye dekh kya kiya tune?" she showed him the art created by him on her body with his teeth.

He admired his art as he felt nothing wrong with his creation.

"I just marked you baby, abh toh camera bhi nahi hai. Na tera sensible asim tere aas paas aayega na tera maasi vishal." he whispered in her ears making her laugh.

"Chal!" she covered herself with her dupatta as they walked out.

Toh bass jaane se pehle ek gyaan ki baat kahungi,

Dumbo, flushmi, zeher, takla, chipkali, listen dear aur chawal purana bulayegi... Magar.... Jaane ka nahi! Fokat ka attention deneka nahi.
Sirf Report-Block-Ignore.

Aur Bhula dunga stream karte rahe... 40M+ guys!! Congratulations... Its a win for all of us fans too.❤