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I requested you guys to please go and report a account and if its taken down I will give one upadte each on both the books and here I am!

(There is no MSK happening here)
It was just a week that biggboss was over. Shehnaaz and Sidharth were relaxing.

They hadnt met for 3-4 days but they were continously in contact. Messaging each other and calling was very frequent and they were enjoying this.

Ofcourse they missed each other but after 5 months of staying together a little space is needed and they understood this. They had to spend time with their families and enjoy free air.

Shehnaaz was excited as she had to visit his place today to neet his mom. She already met her on the finale and had a good chat, this is the second time.

She pressed the door bell and she didnt know what was that one sinking feeling stopping her excitement.

The maid opened the dokr and the scene there was not quite happy.

"Oh Shehnaaz... Aao baitho." his mom tried to smile.

"Aunty kya hua hai? Aap thode disturbed lag rahe ho?"

She hesitated first but Sidharth's sister Preeti di nudged her,
"Bata do maa, vaise bhi humare baad vahi sabse ache se janti hai..."

"Its Sidharth... Usko kuch PR ka phone aaya and woh bohot gussa hogaya tha. Room bhi messed up hai, bass car keys uthayi aur raat ko aunga bolke chala gaya. Humne pucha bhi kya hua parr..."

"You stay out of this keh ke nikal gaya?" she completed and obviously the audience was shocked.

"Aunty woh 5 mahine din raat rahi hu saath toh ab tak itna toh guess kar leti hu mai." she said which made them smile a little.

She walked inside and asked them if she could see his room. They allowed her obviously.

She walked in the room to see the blanket messed up and so was the bed. What caught her attention and made her gasp was the crack on the mirror and the little hint of blood over there.

She could very well imagine what must've happened and she was very tensed.
Hayee rabba... Ye itna gusse mai tha? Kaha gaya hoga? Gussa nikalne ke chakkar mai khudko hurt karega ye ladka  she hit her forehead.

"Shehnaaz? Tum tension mat lo woh aajayega raat tak vapis. Hum bhi call kar hi rahe hai usko." preeti said as she saw shehnaaz tensed.

"Iss vakt uss khottey ko trump phone karle usne firr bhi nahi uthana hai... Mera phone toh kya hi uthayega..." she muttered and the ladies laughed.

"Sorry sorry, tension mai meri aisi baatein nikal jaati hai..." she apologised.

"Koi baat nahi... Chal tu khana khale." His mother called her.

"Aunty mujhe na thoda thoda idea hai Sid kaha ho sakta hai... Mai vaha dekh ke aau? Mujhe check kiye bina khana nahi utatega gake se... Please." she pleaded.

"Parr khana khane yahi aana, raat ka bhi." she said authoritively.

"Okay!" she hopped as she quickly exited the house.

"Kaash Sid ye ab tak samajh gaya ho ki isse jyada achi usko koi nahi milegi... She is the best." Preeti said to which his mom agreed.

Sana sat in the car and started brain storming to remember what Sidharth told her about the place he visits alot secretly.

Flashback

"Shehnaaz tu mohali mai geddi maarne kaha jaati thi firr?" he asked.

"Kahi khaas nahi, bass raaste pe nikal jaate the hum. Bass aise hi... Koi specific jagah nahi thi. Tu bata, tu kaha jaata hai geddi maarne." she asked teasingly.

"Mai koi geddi vedi maarne nahi jaata... Haa kabhi kabhi stress ya gusse mai nikal jaata hu bahar."

"Kaha? Gusse mai kon ghumne jaata hai be! Pagal hai tu..." she hit his head.

"Mumbai mai saare hi beaches crowded hote hai parr aksa beach pe ek secluded area hai... Bohot kam log hote hai vaha pe. Waha mai rocks pe baith tha." he said remembering his spot.

"Acha? Aisi kaha jagah mil gayi tujhe beach pe, itne crowd mai?" she aked shocked.

Abe moti beach thoda andar hota hai toh bahar ke side koi jyada nahi hota. Aur ab teri investigation hogayi ho toh mai nahane jau?"

"Haa please jaa! Naha le ganda baccha..." she pinched his cheek much to his annoyance.

Flashback ends

"Yaar kya naam bola tha beach ka? Akela... Akisa? Akira... Nahi woh toh movie thi... Akshay? Nahi woh toh kumar hai... Haye inke siyappe nahi mukte, koi easy naam rakhle parr nahi? Inko toh aise aku aki kuch naam rakhne hai..." she huffed at not remembering a simple name.  

She resorted to the option most of us do, GOOGLE BABA.

She searched mumbai beaches, first in line was juhu beach,
"Isko bhi aise hi koi naam ka beach dhundna tha? Juhu beach le leta! Saala sabko pata hota hai juhu beach..."

After a lot of search she found the name Aksa beach.
"Haa bass yahi! Yahi hai..."

She put the location on google maps and drove towards it. For sure it was quite long route.
"Agar itni mehnat karke bhi Sidharth waha nahi hua na toh haddiya tod dungi uske mai..." she said angrily.
[Yeh haddiya todegi kyuki woh waha nahi hai jaha usse sana ke hisaab se hona chahiye...
Koi sense hai isme? Sana ko iss vakt bohot lag rahi hai.
(bracket ke andar chota bracket- if you know the latest memes you can qualify to be my best friend!)
Also yes I used a box bracket because rules yaar {[()]} ]

When she finally reached there it was already a little darker than before, sun hadn't set yet but it was evening.

She walked inside the beach and turned back immediately remembering that he said its somewhere near the start of the beach.

She saw some rocks by the side of the beach and she walked in.

And what a sight! She had found him. After ignoring like 1000 calls from all of them he was sitting here looking at the sun?
(Matlab 1000 nahi... 500 rakhlo... Acha chalo tumhara bhi nahi mera bhi nahi 50 calls toh kiye hi honge sabne milke...
Tum bhi kya bargain karne baith gaye... Aage padho na!😂)

She walked to him in annoyance, she stood behind him as she called him again. As usual he saw the phone ring and then cut on its own.

"Phone ignore karne se problem ignore nahi hoti." she said from behind him.

He stood up shocked at how she was here.

"Tune mera phone trace kiya?" he shouted.

"Nahi! Yaad kiya... Tune bataya tha mujhe." she said equally loud.

"Why are you here? Matlab banda kuch time akele spend nahi kar sakta? What the fuck is your problem! Leave me alone Shehnaaz..." he yelled.

"Why am I here chod! Tu kyu hai yaha... Saare pareshan hogaye hai aur tu yaha baitha hai! Kya hua? Itna gusse mai kyu nikal aaya?" she inquired.

"Shehnaaz I said leave! Mujhe abhi akela rehna hai and I dont want you here... Tujhe yaha aane ki koi zarurat nahi thi." he looked back at the sun.

"Nahi jaungi!" she yelled.

He was in anger and hurt. He pulled his hand to punch the rock and shehnaaz released a shocked gasp.

She grabbed his huge mascular arms in her small hands pulling it back.

Yes, she didnt have that much strength to pull him back but she definitely held that much power to make him pull back.

"Sidharth agar tune abhi kahi pe bhi punch kiya toh mai thappad maar dungi..." she said loudly.

He looked at her and gave her a *Mai tujhse nahi darta* look.

She glared at him and oushed him to sit.

"Sidharth yaha vaha mukke marne se na gussa kam hota hai na dard... Usse sirf tu khudko hurt kar raha hai." she held his arm as she sat beside him.

He looked at her and his eyes showed so much vulnerability, they were bloodshot red because of crying yet showing beautiful diverse emotions.

"Hug karu?" she asked him softly.

He looked away from her in a infutile attempt to hiding his tears.

"Karle yaar... Dard kam hota hai. Ek mai hu joh tujhe nakhoon tutne parr bhi bata deti hu aur ek tu hai joh mujhe kuch nahi batata." she said.

He was still silent looking away.

"Bharosa nahi hai? Koi nahi... Jab bharosa ho tab bata dena. Abhi thoda ro ke dukh toh baat hi sakta hai na? Chahe bharosa na karr..." she said as she physically moved a little away.

He looked at her finally and this time her eyes showed a pool of emotions and nothing but selfless love for him.

He wordlessly pulled her into a hug. This was different, this was a hug by a man who was finding solace in her arms. She let him sob a little in her arms, she was awed how the man wasnt even crying that much.

Who said only girls have pressure from the bloody society?

"Sidharth... Its ok. Mai hu yaha tere saath." she kept whispering in his ears.

He rose up from the hug and looked at her dreading the conversation that waited him.

"Its ok, tujhe mujhe batane ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Mai puchungu bhi nahi, parr tera saath dene zarur khadi rahungi." she held his hand.

"Bharosa karta hu Shehnaaz. Nahi karta toh yaha tumhare saath aise baitha nahi hota." he smiled.

"Ab mai joh tujhe bataunga, dikhaunga aur sunaunga uska mera explaination sune bina tu uthke nahi jayegi... Tu meri puri baat sunegi aur thoda bharosa mujhpe bhi rakhegi, promise kar." he held out his hand to her.

"Sidharth... Obviously mai..."

"Promise kar Shehnaaz." he spoke clearer.

"Okay Promise " she held his hand back.

He pulled out his phone and played a audio. I know by now you all know which audio. The one rekeased by Shilpa.

Shehnaaz's stomach churned at the abuses and ugly things supposedly Sidharth was speaking. It was getting worse by each second and it was more than she could bare.

Finally the torture came to an end and the audio ended.
"Yeh kya tha?"

"Meri aavaz."

He was not done yet, he again pulled out the chat screen and it showed a message from Shilpa.

# I hope ab tumhari asliyat puri duniya ke saamne aajaye. Biggboss mai jaake naam clear karna tha na? You will have to face this. You can never love someone Sidharth. At recent its Shehnaaz, right? Uski young ladki ki zindagi barbaad kar rahe ho tum. She has a long career ahead aur usle beechme tum. God save her.

"Toh ye reason tha?" she asked in a blank tone.

He expected her to throw a rock at him but not such a blank reaction.

He nodded none the less.
"Shehnaaz ye meri aavaz thi parr ye one sided conversation hai... Isme woh bhi..."

"Sidharth mai tujhse koi expectation nahi mang rahi." she stated ever so calm.

"Matlab?"

"Toh mai kya galat bol rahi thi? Bharosa hi toh nahi hai. Vahi toh baat hai." she stated clearly.

"Shehna..."

"Nahi Sidharth, yahi baat hai. Koi kuch aake bol dega aur mai maan lungi? Woh bolegi tu mujhe pyar nahi karta aur mai maan lungi? Bharosa kaha hai?"

He didnt know what to say, he was spellbound. He hugged her and sat there with her in his arms. Like this he can fight the world.

"Mai dimaag se nahi dil se sochti hu aur mera dil mujhe kabhi jhoot nahi bolta. Aur aajkal woh mujhe lagatar kehta hai ki tu mera forever hai. Mujhe lagta tha ye forever shorever saarajhoot hota hai parr firr mai tujhse mili aur mere forever ko naya matlab mil gaya." she rubbed his back lightly.

"Parr shehnaaz she is right. I am quite old for you, tera pura career pada hai aage... Meri vajah se tu atak jayegi, tera career tere liye sabse important hai... Tujhe yaha mere saath nahi hona chahiye..."

Slap

Yes you read it right, shehnaaz slapped him.

She was not only angry she was in rage.

"Yeh bhi tu hi decide karega? Mere career ka kya hoga? Mere life ka kya hoga aur mujhe tere saath rehna chahiye ya nahi yeh bhi? Sab kuch tu hi decide karega? Toh mai kya karu!

Mai tujhse puchti hu na? Kabhi tu pucha kar na, ki tu mere liye kitna zaruri hai... Ki mai tujhse kitna pyaar karti hu?
Arre nahi... Tu toh dimaag se paidal hai, tujhe toh yaha se puchna padega ki mai tujhse pyar karti hu ya nahi? Haina?" she said with finality in her tone.

He was about to answer when her phone rang, she gave a brief look to her phone before deciding  to ignore it.

It was a unknown number and she had no mood to pick up the call.

"Utha le, kya pata shayad kisiko zaruri kaam ho?" he suggested.

"Oh really? Ye tu keh raha hai?" she frowned as she picked up the call.

"Hello?"

"Hello Shehnaaz, tum mujhe personally toh nahi janti parr as a celebrity janti hogi. Mai Shilpa Shinde, winner of biggboss 11." she introduced herself.

Her face turned into a wierd hateful expression.

For sure she didnt want Sid to get affected but if he had to get over it he must face it.

She put the phone on speaker and gave him a look.

"Uh can you repeat?"

"Shilpa Shinde here." she said her tone lacing with sweetness.

Sid winced visibly at her name and he wanted to shout at her.

Shehnaaz stopped him frin reacting,
"Boliye Shilpa ji."

"Tumhe pata toh nahi hoga ki mai kya batane jaa rahi hu parr tum dhyan se suno..." she said faking a motherly tone.

"Nahi nahi, bohot ache se pata hai. Aapne twitter pe joh gandh machayi hai woh mai dekh chuki hai. Aap boliye." she said dropping no hints of niceness.

Sidharth could feel the amount of hate her words carried. Shehnaaz was one of those who would forgive her worst enemies too and this tone was least expected.

"Woh sacchai hai Shehnaaz. Mai umar mai tumse badi hu, mai tumse thoda jyada janti hu inn cheezo ko" seemed like she didny get the hint.

"Haa woh toh hai, umar se toh koi bhi kitna bhi badh sakta hai parr kuch logo ke dil chote reh jaate hai. Jaise ki aapke?" she laced it in a sweet tone too.

"Shehnaaz tun jisko abhi defend kar rahi ho usko tumhari koi parvah bhi nahi hai. Woh toh kal tumse bore hokar tumhe bhi chod dega... Tumhe lagta hai shaadi karega tumse? Janti hi kitna ho tum usko? Mai usse bohot pehle se pehchanti hu." she was getting cynical by each minute listening to sana's answers.

"Kisiko jaan ne aur samajhne mai farak hota. Aap usse janti hai aur mai usse samajhti hu... Bass itna hi farak hai aap mai aur mujhme." she said.

Sid who sat beside her was so proud of his girl. He didnt know what did he do to deserve her.

"Usko kisiko kadar nahi hai... Woh kisi ladki ki na izzat kar samta hai aur naa hi usse pyaar." slhe tried her last stroke.

Shehnaaz surprised her by leaving a chuckle at her statement.
"Mujhe ek degree bukhar bhi aata tha na toh raat bhar mujhe pakad ke sota tha taaki thand na lage. Jab pair mai moch aayi thi toh nahane ke alava kuch bhi akele nahi karne diya tha.
Aapko kya pata usne mujhe kiss daldal se nikala hai, usne mujhe apne aap se bachaya hai aap dusro ki baat kar rahe hai?

Uski zindagi aurato se bhari hui hai... Uski strong maa, do intellident behne, pyari si niece, aap usse aurato ki keemat sikhaoge? Kaise nahi karega unki izzat?" she spoke proudly.

"Ek aur baat, maine aapse baat isiliye nahi ki kyuki mujhe uspe bharosa nahi tha... Isiliye ki taaki jaan saku ki kiss jadh tak jaa sakti ho aap. Koshishe hazaar karle... Naaz aone Sid se kabhi alag nahi hogi, yeh mera vaada hai." she hanged up in full attitide.

"Saali nobsense aurat... Bc isko kya lagta hai kuch bhi bolegi? Mai toh bolti hu vikas ne jhel kaise liya isko? Aur tu... Teri saari girlfriends ye chudail type ki kyu thi? Woh zeherwala firr ab ye bhi... Kabhi galti se koi achi ladki thi tere life?" she huffed.

"Tu... Sabse achi ladki tu hai mere life mai. Yaar kabhi kabhi lagta hai pariyo ki duniya se aayi hai tu. Aisa kaise kar leti hai tu?" he asked with utmost sincerity.

"Mera inspiration hai... Tu." she said.

"Mai?" he asked confused.

"Kyu? Jab mera past nere saamne aaya tha, jab jahan ghar mai aaya tha tab tu bhi toh mera haath pakad ke khada hogaya tha?
Jab mai dagmagayi tab tu toh tha na mujhe sambhalne? Tune toh nahi na mera haath choda jab meri zindagi ka sabse bura sach tere saamne aaya tha?"

('Welcoming the Ex' reference! Jisko bhi yeh nahi samjha, I am disappointed.
Anyone who misses that little story?)

"Tune mujhe apne aap se bachaya hai. Mai toh jaa rahi thi firrse uss zone mai, tune kheecha hai na mujhe bahar? Agar tu bina koi sawal mera saath de sakta hai toh kya mai itna nahi kar sakti?" she looked straight into his eyes.

He hugged her eyeballs out, he knew that moment if she was with him he could fight the entire world.

"Tu meri duniya hai Shehnaaz. Tujhse jyada ab kuch nahi soch sakta hai..." he confessed as he kissed her cheek.

"Tu mera kon hai pata hai? As usual gaake bataungi..."

Sapna jahan dastak na de
Chaukhat thi woh aankhein meri
Baaton se thi tadaad mein
Khamoshiyan zyaada meri

She held his hand as her favorite part came by,
Jabse pade tere kadam
Chalne lagi duniya meri

Mere dil mein jagah Khuda ki khaali thi
Dekha wahan pe aaj tera chehra hai
Main bhatakta huaa sa ek baadal hoon
Jo tere aasmaan pe aake thehra hai

She kissed his cheek lightly.

"Sab kuch hi hai tu mera..." he hugged her as she said this.

They sat there like that for some more time seeing the evening sun setting into the beach waves.

There was no better partner for this kind of solace. It was only Sid for Naaz and Naaz for Sid.

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