❤️Selfless love❤️

So this was when after BB winning when he got tagged in allegation of shilpa shinde he was almost ready to bring shehnaaz kaur gill in his life he had done lots of preparation for it he arranged a fully private date with her in his room to start a private relationship with her & to make her understand his feelings he knows the allegation which has occupied on him but when she supported him without any question she said she trust me he was on cloud nine that he met with someone who understand him beyond the levels like his mother support him

Sid POV

His mother also likes her so much once she told him in BB also that good choice He remember his mother never told him this about any of his ex girlfriends & he also didn't brought any girl in his home to meet with his family Shehnaaz was the first one for him he also love her the most he has the insecurities of many things but he shrugged off all his insecurities & thought to express all in today with her then whatever she choose he will support becoz mere for his insecurities he can't let her go she is his sukoon which he got after so many years of his life his biggest insecurity is his age but he want to give chance to this . he love her like mad man but still couldn't tell her so today is a day for him he done his preparation than he called his mom to tell her about his plan becoz he knew she will also help in to remove his awkerdness

SM POV

My son got best achievement in his life not a trophy but a girl who had biggest heart in her such a innocent & childish but a way to mature than him I saw her with him in show the way she handles him in his aggression, the way she cared for him when he was not well the way she supports him in his every fight the HM Manu plate her for him many things but she didn't even argue or bring in between them in today's time never a girl support this much to a person who still didn't gave her any commitment or assurance of any relationship except friendship when she came home first time she was so nervous but within she connected with us & brought so much happiness & positivity in home when sid called me today & told me about his plan I'm the happiest person on the earth becoz I know she was right choice to bring bundle of joy in our life but he is nervous I have to make him calm before she come she reached to his place & to see arrangements & help him but when she opened the door the site shocked her she couldn't believe what made him to do that

SM : Sidharth yeah kya haal bana rakha hai abi to tu thik tha tune phone pe baat kit hi kya hogaya bata

Flashback
When sid hung up the phone after talking with his mom then he got a notification of people tagging him in twitter first he decided to not to check but then he thought to check it he opened it with another account which sana made for him to be in social media freely without any caught first he saw the trend is going on 'sidnaazislove' he got happy see the craze in people for them he was reading the tweets and smiling when he see their fandom understand his actions for her watch the videos where sana was with him like his shield in fights & when he was not talking to her there also she was supporting him talking for him supporting him he saw the they are trending on no. 1 which made his heart swell with love for her thought Shehnaaz what u have done to me I'm just waiting for u pls come fast but when he scroll down his hands were shaking in guilt & insecurities overpower his mind & Heart when people say
- He was just using her in game
- he didn't care about her future how can he love her she is so young
- he is psycho in aggression how many times he hurted her
- she deserve more better who supports her
- they are just friends
and many more (Sorry I can't write against them more itne mein samjhlo kitna gandh bakte hai log)but his anger rushed in vein when he saw the BB HM also said many things against him & her he was thinking how many times she said to me they are not worthy for my support in game but never i listened to her never I trusted her in game how can she live with me for a life I never deserve her she deserve more than younger than me who can understand her & held her hand in public I'm Bloody coward even i don't let her touch me in public nor i can say that she is mine no she deserve more better world than me & in that guilt he punched his hand in wall and pushed decorated table on floor
Flashback end

Sm : Bata q chup hai
Sid : He saw towards his mom & started crying & hugged her mom she don't deserve me she deserve some one better than me she is so young
Sm : Kya bol raha hai beta abi to tu sab thik kar raha tha sab side rakh k
sid : Nahi mom mere naam uske sath jurega to log usse bahut ganda bolenge uske career pe b effect ho sakta hai mein nahi kar sakta aisa mere bare me log bahut ganda bolte hai mein apne iss gandh mein nahi lana chahta she deserves only happiness mom
Sm : sidharth wo tere sath sabse jyada khush rehti hai tu janta hai tu q logo ki batein sun raha hai tu samjhdar hai na tu nahi parta na in sab mein bache dil ki sun tu apne
sid : Nahi mom I can't wo samjh jayegi mein usse dur kar dunga usse ane se bas
Sm : Tu reh payega uske bina
Sid : He broke down layed on her mother's lap nahi mom mar jaunga mein but mein itna selfish nahi ban sakta na uske liye uski puri life pari hai mein 40 ka ho jaunga iss saal or wo abi b apne 20's mein hai uski life nahi kharab kar sakta mein apne liye mein
Sm : Mein samajh rahi hu sidharth par yeah sab teri insecurities hai tu uske sath share hi nahi karega to kaise chalega ha usko pata hi nahi chalega tu pyar karta hai usse kabi
Sid : nahi maa I can't aaj hi mein usse dur kar dunga thori takleef dunga par pata hai wo chali jayegi
Sm : Sidharth tu galat kar raha hai tu meri bachi k sath aisa nahi kar sakta wo tut jayegi wo bahut pyar karti hai tere se
Sid : Mom please aap samjho uske life ka sawal hai mei khatre mein nahi dal sakta aise usse
SM : Jaisa tujhe thik lage tu kar lekin meri baat dyan se sun tu galat kaar raha hai or aaj tu shayad jaan b jayega ki wo tere se kitna pyar karti hai tu usse aaj jitna dur karega na kal subah shayad sabse jyada tujhe usipe pyar aayega or I know wo nahi jayegi tujhe shorke tu kitna b koshish karle mujhe uspe bharosa hai saying she stood up to leave sid was still sitting in same position how he can hurt her i can't but mujhe yeah karna hoga
SM Open the door to leave when she saw sana coming from lift she goes to her & hugged her
Sana : Are aunty kha jaa rahe ho chalo na andar mein abi aayi or aap ja rahe ho
SM : Tu ja mein aati hu thori der mein
Sana : Jaldi aana
Sm : Bache 1 baat manegi
Sana : Aisa q bola he ho aap to sirf bolo aisa ho sakta hai kya ki mein aapki na manu
SM : she smiled & patted her cheek & said tu mujhe apni Maa manti hai na
Sana : Yea b koi puchne ki baat hai aunty mein manti nahi hu aap meri maa hi ho
SM : To mujhe Maa Bulaya kar samjha
Sana : She hugged her Thank u Maa
Sm : 1 baat bolu andar ja rahi hai na sambhal lena situation mein bahut samjhaya but nahi manega mujhe pata hai tu hi isse thik kar sakti hai saying she kissed her forehead
Sana : Kya hua hai maa kuch hua hai isko kisine kuch bola kya isne aapko
Sm : Tu jayegi to samajh jayegi par mujhe pata hai sambhal b legi bas 1 promise kar iska jyada ho jaye to tu itni raat ko kahi nahi jayegi mere pass aa jana thik hai mein pehle maa hu teri fir iski samjhi or iski baton ko dil pe mat lena ok
Sana : Kuch jyada hua hai kya maa aap bato mujhe .
SM : Kuch nahi hua bas iske dimag khatam ho gaya hai or dil kam nahi kar rha hai tu thik kar usse mein chali
She left Sana was confused what happened to him kal hi to sab thik tha she opened the mobile to see any news but nothing found & saw the trend & got happy but she scrolls down the tweets she saw all the negativity & thinks may b he got affected by it chal sana bahut mahan kaam karna hai aaj tuhe iss gadhe ko samjhana hai saying she patted her back & said Hey waheguru madat kari pata nahi kitna sunayega kutta

That's the love of her for him she understand him very well she knows how he got offended by other peoples thinking she knew he didn't confessed it but he always say that Action speaks louder than words and she understand his each & every action his habits when he is tensed or thinking even she understand his mind talks she understands him Full in & out which he don't know still he is going to see today the depth of her love

She opens the door with key & just closed it didn't locked it becoz she was getting nervous what he was trying to do kya karega aaj yeah haye mujhe dar lag raha hai jau kya rehne du isko b pata nahi kya kharish hai kya jaroorat thi phone dekhne ki waise to bara bolta mein nahi use karta phone jyada to ye kya hai yeah she put her bag on table & was moving to his room when he come out because he sensed her presence & he didn't wan't to let her see decoration or she get the hint of what is happening she saw him & hugged him so tight & kissed his whole face but he didn't reciprocated the hug he so wanted to hug her tight in his embarrass & hide her in his arms but he can't he was so crying from inner but he can't do anything he has to do it for her betterment

Sana : Kya soch raha hai Bebu hug kar na itne der baad mein mili tere se hug b nahi karega merko
Sid : Kar raha hu or kya karu (rudely)
Sana : Ye kaise baat kar raha hai tu mere se kya hua tujhe
Sid : Tu yha kya kar rahi hai itni ratko yha tujhe apne ghar nahi hai kya (he was regretting it very well & controlling his tears )
Sana : nahi nahi hai yahi mera ghaar hai (she was understanding y he is saying all that)
Sid : Yeah mera ghar hai samjha tera nahi hai
Sana : ok baba mera nahi hai bas
Sid : hmm (He was thinking how can he do with her she is his girl he can't even see her upset than how he will say that to leave him)
Sana : kya hua bebu tu upset q lag raha hai kuch hai kyat u bata mujhe
sid : tujhe kya lena isse tu ja mil liya na ab jaa
sana : itni raat me chali jau akeli
sid : mujhe pata hai akeli nahi aayi hogi
sana : smiled* acha chal thora fresh hoke aati hu fir jaa rahi hu she was going to his room when he stopped
sid : mere room me mat ja guest room mei ja
sana : Tere room mein kya problem
sid : qki wo mera room hai koi b andar nahi ja sakta aise hi
sana : to main koi b ho gayi mein to pyar karti hu na tere se
sid : tum karti ho tumhara problem hai mein nahi karta
sana: (it hurted her alot but she kept smile on her face) thik hai na tu friend to manta hai na tu wo pyar mera one sided rakhne de mujhe
sid : ha to friend hai na to friend banker eh samjhi jyada ser charne ki koshish mat kar tune dekha hi hoga ki mera koi b friend mere jyada ghar nahi aata
sana : ok (she was hurt but she was waiting for him to let his all emotion come out )
sid : or pls har jagah mera naam lena band karo ki pyar karti ho mere se mein nahi karta tumse to jatane ki jarurat nahi hai sabko bichara banke dikha rahi ho log mujhe suna rahe hai tumhare chakkar me ki mein dhokha de raha hu ( he was not looking at her while saying that becoz he was hating himself for saying that)
sana : Ho gaya ( she was looking into his face she smiled when he didn't seen her face once while saying that)
sid : kya ho gaya ha kya sabit karna chahti ho mere se sun kar ki tum mahan ho tum jhel rahi ho mujhe koi jarurat nahi hai samjhi ye sab karne ki ya mujhe jhelne ki maine nahi bola tha yha aane ko mere se door raho tum samjh mein aaya
sana : in mind kha se kha ja raha hai gadha & smiled While looking at him
sid : has q rahi ho maine koi joke nahi sunaya tumhare entertainment k liye nahi baitha mein yha mujhe or b kaam hai (in heart pls chali ja Jaan mein nahi bol paunga jyada )
sana : Tu reh lega mere bina
sid : reh lunga matlab reh hi raha hu mein aadat hai mujhe akele rehne ki
sana : ok ja rahi hu paani pilu ki wo b nahi puchta tu apne friends se
sid : Hmm (he didn't said anything becoz his voice was choking)


sana turned to dining area to drink water his eyes become wet was praying pls mat ja mar jaunga mein & a tear came from his eye but he immediately wiped it but she seen it through mirror & smiled thinking babaji kaise samjau iss khote ko ab jane ko bol diya while thinking by mistake glass slipped from her hand & it broke on her foot one mirror piece hit her thumb harshly she screamed Aaah ..... amma she sat on side chair while holding her foot sid saw it & runs to her sat down on knees forgeeting all about he was doing it

sid : Hissed while watching the wound & said Tu andhi hai kya 1 b kam b tere ko dekhe bina nahi karne aata kya gadho jaise pura din idhar udhar batakna hai bas nahi ho raha tha glass uthana to bol deti mein utha leta
sana : Smiling* while looking at him tu pilata panni mujhe
sid : ha usmein kya hai BB mein karta tha na tere liye (only while trying to remove glass piece he remove it)
sana : AAahh... she cried because it was paining
sid : ro mat pls he took her in his arms to living area he sitted her on sofa ruk 1 min main first aid laya & runs to his room & came out & sat beside her pulls her leg to his Lap & started cleaning & Dressing
Sana : only looking at him smilingly didn't care about her wound enjoying his expression while dressing & thought gadha or kehta hai chali ja
sid : Still dressing* Dard ho raha hai his own voice was choking still becoz of he thinking that he again gave her pain& sulking andar hi andar
Sana just hummed in answer he completed the dressing & looked up and found that sana is starring him already he turn his face other side because if he look towards her he will broke
sana : 1 glass paani layega mere liye pls
He didn't said anything just stood up to bring water he came with glass & gave her she didn't drink
Sana : Baith idhar indicating him to her side he sat beside her she holds his hands he was still not looking at her & handed him a glass he looked to her she said Pi tu pehle he nodded in no she brings glass to his face with her hands she made him drink the water & then kept the glass on side table
sana : ab thik hua tu ki mein jau
sid : he didn't said anything just hugged her tightly so tightly if he didn't hug she will leave him she also hugged him tightly & kept caressing his hairs he started sobbing like child continuously saying sorry to her she was rubbing his back & let him cry his insecurities & fears which he was holding from so long

Other hand SM was so much tensed becoz of the situation she know he will do whatever he want to do but she knew also shehnaaz will hold him but it was too much time she left them & they didn't have the dinner also praying God to good beings of her kids preeti di came to her
PD : kya hua Mom aap itne tensed q ho?
SM tolds her the whole situation
PD : Mom aapne unhe akela q shora aapko samjhana chahiye tha sana nahi sambhal payi to usne kuch jyada bol diya wo bahutt jyada hurt ho jayegi or itna time b ho gaya hai
SM : wahi mujhe b dar lag raha hai
Pd : Chalo mom 1 bar dekhke aate hai baher se hi kuch galat hua to hum rok sakte hai
Sm agrees to her they left to his flat & saw the door is not locked she slowly opened the door the scenario both made them Aww on them he was crying hugging her she was consoling him Sm cried to see this she thank god to sending her in his life she told preeti chal yha se they both left the flat & locked the door carefully
PD : Mom mein bahut khush hu aaj sid k liye
Sm : mein b
Pd : I thought he will ruin his life after listing u but isko itna pyar karne wali kaise mil gayi mom
Sm : Dono karte hai 1 dusre se par sana jyada karti hai wo samjhti hai usse jitna wo aaj tak humse chupaya hai na utna wo usse kabi nahi chupa payega I know uske batane se pehle hi wo samajh jati hai
Pd : chalo mom apki bahu mil gayi aapko jo humne nahi socha tha kabi nahi milegi iski harkatein dekh kar
both smiled & was chit chatting normally

Sana : Bebu bas kar kitna royega meri jaan bas kar by patting his cheek he didn't replied she tried to come out of hug but his hold was so tight that she can't do anything she tilted her head & give him forehead kises & cheek kisses bas kar sidhaarth dekh kitni der se ro raha hai headache ho jayega tujhe she forcefully broke the hug & wiped his tears he couldn't look her she put her hand on his cheek to look towards her he looked up to her she smiled to him & made place between his legs & sat their holds his face in between her palm kissed his eyes & forehead again a single tear rolled down from his eye she wiped it immediately said nahi sidharth bas ab nahi royega tu
Sid : Tu nahi jayegi na mujhe shorke (said with very difficulty becoz of crying his voice was heavy)
Sana : Kabi nahi kullu tu jaan hai meri tujhe shorke kaise jaungi bata she kissed him again his cheek
sid : I'm sorry wo
Sana : Sshhh, Pata hai mujhe
sid : He looked to her eyes bewildered with question
sana : Bebu mobile tere pass nahi sirf mere pass b hai samjha
sid : tujhe farak nahi parta log tujhe itna kuch bolte hai meri wajah se
sana : Smiled * BB mein aane se pehle parta tha but ab nahi parta qki ab tu hai mere sath or 1 baat log teri wajah se nahi bolte ye wo log hai jinhe kuch kam dhandha nahi hota aise hi valle baithe hote hai or dusro ki jindagi mein bina kisi matlab k dhakhal andaazi karte hai jine humare chahne wale haters bolte hai samjha
Sid : tu kaise kar leti hai ye sab
Sana : kya
sid : mujhse pyar bina bole bina dekhe trust kar leti hai tujhe dar nahi lagta mein return mein nahi de paya kuch to
sana : Mr. Logical shukla aapka sawal mein hi mera jawab hai aap dyan nahi dete apne pyar pe warna aap aaj ashiqon ki line mein no.1 pe hote
Sid : tujhe bura nahi lagta jo log bol rahe hai tere liye aaj maine jo bola gussa nahi aa raha
Sana : she whined* sidharth mein tera mun tod dungi itne sawal kutte jo tune aaj bola na uske liye mein hurt hu or mujhe pata hai aaj ye tu jo b kuch bola na kuch reason hai uske peeche par tujhe maine kuch samjhana hai sunega meri baat
sid : Nodded
sana : Tu pehle ye bata tujhe kabse logo ki baton ka farak parne laga tu to mujhe b social media avoid karne bolta hai na to fir q yeah sab haa
sid : but log bahut bol rahe hai itne sare DM b karte rehte hai tune dekha hai na tujhe to kitna bura balla bolte hai meri wajah se mera naam tere se jurne k baad to log tujhe or b bolte hai or logo ko shor jha hum itne mahine rehke aaye hai waha k log b humare liye judgement pass kar raha hai usmein to tunne muje bola b tha ye log nahi hai mere support k layak fir b nahi suna teri mein
Sana : Sidharth 1 baat bata chal kal koi tera fan jo bolte hai positive sidheart hai hum tere liye kuch b karenge kal ko wo tere ghar aake mil lenge bahut ache se Maa se b mil lenge fir baher jaker samjh le aisa bol de ki kaisa aadmi hai kisi ki respect nahi karta apni mom ki b nahi to tu manega usko he nodded in no kyat u uski justification dega he again nodded in no ya fir unko personally rok payega ye sab bolne se he nodded in no unko pata hai kon rokega he looked to her humare true fans jo jante hai ki tere liye respect kya chiz hai ya fir tu kya hai apne ghar walo ko liye wo haters 1/2 din mein chupkar jayenge but ye kabi nahi rukega bebu kya pata agle mahine ja agle hafte koi kuch or bolde tu har 1 ko to nahi control nai kar sakta na tu hi bola than a mujhe jaroori thori hai chahne wale 1000 ho koi 1 b dil se chahe to wo b bahut hota hai he holded her waist tightly in affirmation or tere liye ja fir mere liye to millions mein log hai dekha na tune baher aake kaise log trend marte wo b no 1 pe he smiled like he under stood all or rahi baat BB k logo ki to waha hum game mein the har koi apne dimag se khel rahe the kuch to tune b dekha kitni gandi level peg r gaye the aaj wo tera naam uncha dekh k tere liye comment kar rahe hai taki unhe wo hype mile to unko tu jawab de sakta hai hai na 1 dum apne style me
Sid : he looked towards her face again she was caressing his hairs he is thinking when she become so mature * tu kab itni bari ho gayi
Sana : Giggled loudly* kutte abi ro raha tha ab dekh merko taane de raha hai
sid : Bata na itna sab hota hai tu to udaas b ho jaati hai koi kuch b bolde to tu kaise chup hai
sana : sidharth bola to ignore mar inko dekh mujhe b farak parta tha in sabse pehle Matlab Bb mein aane se pehle jab meri controversy hui thi tab har 1 person ka comment para hai maine tab or un sab se mujhe kya mila bata kuch b nahi sirf depression or last mein kya faisla liya tujhe b pata hai par jab 1 or chance mila na life jeene ka to samajh aaya ki logo ka kya hai wo bol k nikal lete hai comment box mein sab par dyan dungi to kabi aage nahi bar paungi fir maine BB mein aaayi shor diya maine logo ka sunna mujhe ghanta farak nahi parta kisi k bolne pe aaj dekhti hu to jo kal log itna galat bolte the na wo sorry b bolte hai or support b karte hai bas waqt ki baat hai jab humara naam uncha hota hai na to log humein girane ki koshish karate hai agar hum ignore kar denge to or uncha jayege par jawab dene rukenge to wo jo khamiyan nikalte hai na wo or neeche ghira denge samjha ye maine apni life se sikha hai
sidharth was shocked to listening all this he was thinking What have i done man maine b logo ki baton pe dyan diya isko jane de raha tha bina kisi reason k I know i've insecurities jo mein sharekarna chahta tha aaj isse maine humara moment ruin kar diya i ruined it man
sana : kya soch raha hai
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TBC.....
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