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I keep looking at his back for I dont know what. My blurry eyes doesn't waver away from his figure until he is out of my sight.

I was wrong, so wrong about him. I thought he was misunderstood, vulnerable, somewhere good inside but I was wrong. I wanted to solve that enigma, that puzzle but not now, not anymore. I dont even want to see him anymore.

Ava was right. I should get far, far away from him before he totally breaks me because I know he can and he will. I saw it in his eyes today. The greed and lust to snap me half.

He has this power over me in such a short time that will definitely break me and it will break me to core in so many pieces that I could never mend them again. I should just leave him alone.

Its probably for the best.

For the best of my sanity.

My eyes are still blurry when I reach my room. I just throw myself on my bed and cry.

Cry for my mommy and daddy, cry for my brother and cry for my self.

I have never missed my parents and brother more than now.

Why did they leave me?

I want them with me.

I dont remember when I fall asleep while crying.

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"Hey sleepy head, come on wake up. Its Christmas today." A hand comes to my face, brushing my hairs. I push it away, digging deeper in my pillow.

"Alright dont come. I and mommy are gonna let Jake open all the presents, including yours."

CHRISTMAS!

PRESENTS!

I blink my eyes open at the mention of gifts. I quickly sit up on bed before turning to my daddy.

"Presents?" I ask excitedly.

He chuckles at my enthusiasm, caressing my hair, "Yes Princess. Now get up before Baaz decides to take all the presents."

My eyes widens at the mention of my little brother,"Oh noooo!" I exclaim, jumping down my bed before running downstairs.

"Merry Christmas sweetheart." mummy wishes me as I run by kitchen.

"Oh, merry Christmas mummy. Now please tell me where is Baaz?" I almost beg.

She smiles, my mummy is very beautiful, "I dont know but I think he is at backyard."

I gasp, "Oh god. My gifts."

I run for the backyard by the time to see Baaz has already opened all the presents including mine.

I shriek loudly, "Baaz!"

The little minx turns to me, with a guilty look on his face.

OH BUT I KNOW YOUR GAME SO WELL BUDDY.

"I told you yesterday about not opening my presents, didn't I?" I scold him.

He pouts slightly, tugging his lower lip out like he is going to cry. Even knowing his schemes so well, how could I be angry at him when he is looking at me like this.

He holds my hand, "I am sowwy Ana, please fowgive me."

"Aww baby come here. Its okay. I forgive you but I will eat your piece of cake too." I negotiate.

He immediately makes face,

"NO!"

No?

Okay

I fold my arms, "Then I will not forgive you."

He pouts but give in, "O...okay fine."

I smile in victory, holding his hand. As we turn around, mommy and daddy both are standing at the porch, smiling widely.

I wave at them, "Merry Christmas I love you and you to Baaz." I smile at my little brother, kissing his cheek.

My dad clasps his hands together, "Come on, its picture time."

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I wake up with a pounding head, like hung over, the fact that I have never touched any alcohol other than wine before, let alone getting drunk. With a sigh I get up and look myself in mirror and cringe at the sight, my eyes are puffy, clearly anyone could tell I have been crying. Thank god its Saturday today, which means no class but I still have to look for jobs today. Hopefully I would get one too.

I vaguely remember the dream I saw last night. It was more like a memory than a dream. Its very rare for me to see that kind of dream. It only happens when I am emotionally overwhelmed. I guess yesterday was kind of a bad day for me. I tipsily remember Ava knocking my door, asking about my first day but I was so drained physically and emotionally I didn't answer her and went back to sleep, neither did I answer any phone calls.

But right now I am determined to not let anyone ruin my day. Not even him.

I muster all my energy and walk into bathroom. After a relaxing hot shower, I dress up in a simple sweatshirt and jeans and when I glance in mirror this time, I am not looking like the mess I was before but I am not not looking exactly myself either. At least my eyes are less puffy and my face is not pale.

I see my phone and unlock it. I gape at the screen that shows 11 missed call from grandma . I don't literally know what to think because I can feel my irritation increasing.

Sighing, I call her back. She didn't pick up so I decide to call her later. Maybe when I am not irritated enough.

I mean I am eighteen not eight, I am basically an adult but no, all she would see me as a little kid who needs to be told what to do, when to do, how to do. It's suffocating.

She loves you!

I know and I love my grandma too, I truly do but this is too much. She needs to see me as an adult not a child. I can take care of myself. She always wants me to lay low, keep hidden for God knows what reason. She was even hesitant to send me here but thanks to Karan and Sam persuasion I am here.

I spot Ava on couch scrolling through her phone when I walk in living room. Sensing me she lifts her head and gives me one of her bright smile. She looks so preety in that sundress I can't help but smile back, taking a seat opposite to her.

"Hey Good morning."

"Morning", she then frowns, observing me carefully, "Are you okay? You didn't come out last night and now you seem a bit off. "

I groan, rubbing my face, "Is it that obvious? " And here I thought no one would notice.

Shaking her head she says, "No it's not but I am a pretty good observer. You can tell me anything you know. I really want to be your good friend."

I dwell in my mind, should I tell her what happened? I don't really discuss my problems with anyone, not even Karan knows my every issue. He has enough problems of his own, including Bella's. I keep most of my trouble to myself. But maybe I would feel okay after I talk to someone. So I decide to tell her everything. And by God if I am not feeling more lighthearted as I tell her.

It feels good to let out.

Her mouth and eyes both are wide open as I tell her, "Oh my god, that's cruel of him to even say those things to you. I can't believe it. Actually I can, this is so much like him, he is like this when he is in one of his so called moods. I don't know what to tell you except sorry and I can assure you that all he said is completely bullshit, you are a beautiful girl, fuck that, you are gorgeous if I was a gay I would totally do you."

I appreciate her gesture to make me feel good, worthy but deep down I know I could never be good enough for him. I will always be 'not preety enough' girl begging for his attention according to him. He is so out of my league. I can never compare to that.

Don't think about him!

I don't know why I am still thinking about him when he was downright horrible to me . I have no idea why my mind can't understand his cruel insults that it is stick on him.

I must be going insane.

I wave her, "It's okay though. I am over it. I just want to start everything over."

Are you really?

I don't think so.

God. I couldn't even convinced myself with that let alone her.

She stares me suspiciously searching for any sign of truth in my words but I know she won't find any,

"Look I really want to go and beat the fuck out of that Shukla but he would probably return be the favour and worse. Not that we are close or anything hell, we rarely have any conversation. He is hot alright, I can see you falling for him but he has more baggage than you could ever think of. You are a good girl, a positivity and he is full of negatively so you see, 'opposite attracts'. I want to warn you although it's not my place nonetheless I will tell you one thing, the moment you feel you are loosing yourself in him, in your love, come back before it's too late."

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