The boys were reunited after practicing their new choreographies, but there was nothing calm about this reunion.

One of their new choreographies features a fairly difficult movement where Jimin is thrown by Namjoon and Hoseok to land lying in Taehyung and Jin's arms.

And, this is precisely the subject of their argument which has been going on for 20 minutes now.

Taehyung blames Jin for letting go of Jimin multiple times and not getting involved enough.

As for Jin, he was yelling at everyone not understanding why it was up to him to catch Jimin.

Jimin meanwhile attends the whole scene as a spectator, he stays behind Namjoon as if to protect himself.

N: Jin stop, we already have talked about it a lot during the distribution, Jungkook already makes a lot of effort in the other songs, and yoongi can't, you know that.

J: Me either, apparently I can't.

T: You can if you do as I said, otherwise we will hurt him.

Jin is more and more closed to the discussion.

Jimin starts to get hot in this ambiance, his breathing becomes difficult so he looks at a point on the connection between the mirrors and the ceiling, trying to catch his breath.

Jimin doesn't listen to anything, at least he can't hear anything except a ringing in his ears.

Yoongi who sees his change in behavior although he has remained silent all this time, ends up approaching him under the questioning eye of some over.

Y: Jimin?

Jimin fixes his gaze on his.

Y: It's okay you're suddenly pale.

Jm: uh... yes... yes

jk: Jimin? What do you think?

Jimin takes a deep breath. and begins in a trembling voice.

Jm: I trust you all. But if Jin doesn't feel capable maybe...

Jin resumes screaming, startling Jimin.

J: I can, I just don't want to be reminded that you're in danger every time we do it and that I do things wrong, and that if you're hurt, it's my fault.

He looks at Taehyung at the end of his sentence.

T: But it's true, you almost dropped him. And it's dangerous for him. he has no support to catch on if we not caught him correctly

Jimin has remained tense since Jin's interruption. Yoongi, always by his side, whispers to him.

Y: I'm fed up with this, We're going back home. Come on.

Jimin nods and lets Yoongi guide him to the exit.

Jk: I'm coming with you.

Jimin doesn't listen to his two brothers talking and let's Yoongi's hand pull him to the exit But his stress from the argument and the guilt that he is the main subject of the argument, continue to take hold of him.

His vision begins to cloud, he slows down then involuntarily pulling on the hand in his.

Yoongi turns to him.

Y: Jimin your hand is sweaty are you sure you're okay?

Jimin doesn't answer the question, suddenly feeling very weak. His breathing becomes difficult again.

Yoongi sees Jimin breathing hard, but he doesn't understand the cause. Yoongi tries to get his attention, but to no avail.

Y: Jimin look at me?

Jimin couldn't, he didn't know where he was and with his vision getting darker and darker it was impossible.

And he feels himself falling backwards without being able to make a gesture to restrain himself.

Jimin is in the dark, in his own mind.

Yoongi, still having a hold on Jimin, manages to pull him towards him to accompany him in his fall.

For Jimin, he feels like it's been a long minute since he passed out before opening his eyes to see Yoongi and Jungkook's very worried face.

Jk: Jimin do you feel better?

Jimin slowly swallows and nods.

Y: You want to sit down.

he nods again.

Jm: it's been a long time ?

Y: no a few seconds.

Yoongi helps Jimin sit down

But Jimin feels as bad as before.

Jm: I don't fe...

But he doesn't have time to finish his sentence, he faints again.

Jungkook watches as Yoongi protects Jimin's head from the impact.

Jk: We should call sejin to get him to the hospital, right?

Yoongi, not taking his eyes off Jimin, replies.

Y: yes do it.

Jungkook calls sejin who warns him who immediately prepares a car and waits for them.

Jimin wakes up so Yoongi helps him to sit down after Jungkook explains that Sejin is waiting downstairs.

Y: Do you feel able to stand up?

Jm: slowly.

Jk: Of course.

Jungkook leans down and puts his arm around Jimin's waist.

Jimin then puts his arm around the younger man's neck.

Once Jimin is in a standing position held by the two boys, they wait for Jimin's agreement to move forward.

They join sejin at the parking lot without incident.

**************

Jungkook does not give the doctor time to close the door to the emergency room and immediately asks him questions.

Jk: so? Why did he pass out, doctor? can he go home? he...

Yoongi pulls Jungkook by the shoulders to make him sit

Y: Calm down! and let him speak.

The doctor looks at his file and looks up to talk to Jimin.

D: I must admit that even considering that you are a high level dancer your heart beats too slowly and your blood pressure is also very low. It is because of this that you passed out. I am thinking of a Vagal reaction.

S: as with Vasovagal syncope

D: Yes, are you under a lot of stress right now?

Jimin nods.

D: I advise you to avoid stress for at least a week. And you're gonna be staying here tonight so I can monitor your blood pressure.

The doctor goes to leave, but Jimin intervenes.

Jm: I'm ok to avoid stress, but I want to go home. I don't want to stay here tonight, I have practice tomorrow morning.

After long minutes of debating the doctor gives in and here they are again in the car towards the dormitory.

Once back Yoongi helps Jimin climb the stairs to go to rest in his room.

Jungkook meanwhile goes into the kitchen to make him a meal tray.

There he finds Taehyung having a snack.

T: where were you with Yoongi and Jimin? I was starting to worry.

Jungkook knew Taehyung was worried so he told him all the truth

Jk: Jimin passed out several times when we left the room so we took him to the emergency and he suffers from vagal syncope caused by stress. It may follow him for a while, especially since according to the doctor his blood pressure is abnormally low, so if we ask him too much in the coming weeks he risks fainting again.

Tea remains speechless.

Jungkook hands him the tray he had finished during the talk.

Jk: he's in his room with yoongi, take this, I'm going to finish what you were doing.

the older ones agree and would have rushed if the glass was not full.

He places the tray on the bed next to jimin. And sit.
Jimin see the worried eyes of Teahyung, so he starts.

Jm: I'm fine.

T: I know you're not and Jungkook has already explained everything to me.

Jimin looks at Yoongi for support, but he slips away.

Y: I'll let you talk, I'll be in the living room if you look for me.

once only taehyung resumes.

T: It's because of the dancing.

Jm: I'm pretty stressed out, but I think it's a bad idea if Jin doesn't want to do it, maybe we should remove it from the choreography or throw myself lower I don't know.

Jimin rests his head on his cousin, exhaling loudly

T: We talked a lot after you left, Jin apologized and wants us to try again tomorrow.

Jimin nods a little surprised at the elder's decision.

T: we'll talk about it tomorrow, don't stress yourself out about it, eat a little and rest.

Taehyung stays with him until he falls asleep and ends up sleeping with him too worried to leave him alone.

*************

The next day, while on his way to training, Jimin could already feel his stress building. not for fear of falling, not as he said he trusts the other, but more for fear of another argument.

Despite his concerns, the training is going relatively well. well; until this famous movement.

Namjoon, who is by his side before Hobi joins them, whispers to him.

N: You feel good enough to do it.

Jimin nods at him, but then Hoseok and Namjoon take their support. Jimin starts to feel bad, his heart beats raise, his vision blurs and his hands start to shake

As namjoon and hoseok waited for Jimin to jump for the throw, he took several steps back,

Y : JIMIN !!

Hoseok manages to catch him before he falls to the ground.

All wait without daring to say anything, all watch carefully Jimin's eyes in the hope he open them soon.

It took him three minutes to regain consciousness.

H: hey ! you back, how are you feeling?

Jm: headache

Jimin tries to get up, but Yoongi prevents him.

Y: no, lie down a little longer, just a few minutes.

J: I'm calling an ambulance...

Jm: no no I'm fine.

N: Jimin you're not doing well. at least let us call the agency doctor.

Jimin nods and with the help of yoongi and hoseok he sits against the wall.

Jm : yoongi_a I'm fine really can we go back to practice. I don't want to be a burden.

Y stop it fainting it's not nothing, ok we need you healthy, and you're not and never be a burden.

*************

After examining him, the doctor came to the same conclusion as the old woman's emergency doctor.

A: Unfortunately, there is no basic treatment I can give you,

seeing the faces lost and disappointed of the members he talks about possible solutions.

if never your vasovagal syncope becomes unmanageable. I know a very good neurologist who could operate on you and cut several nerves that are at the origin of your discomfort, but it is a very dangerous operation and therefore very little performed, but for the moment we are not there.

Jimin keeps a closed face despite the possible hope.

I will advise you to talk to someone about your stress or at least find a way to deal with your stress.

Jimin nods, the other members ask the doctor a few questions before letting him go.

N: Why did you stress to make the move ?

Jimin lowers his eyes and plays with his fingers then breaths

Jm: that's not it.

T: You were afraid that we would not succeed.

Jm: I don't want us to argue because of me.

Jungkook sits down on the ground and gestures for the others to do the same.

Jk: I admit that it also stresses me out, I think we should follow the advice of the doctor, so we should talk.

Everyone could only agree with the younger one.

They all sat on the ground in a circle and talked for a long time. It had been a while since some members had kept emotions or feelings hidden.

This discussion allowed them to continue on a new healthy basis, even though Jimin continued to feel uneasy from time to time. 

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