Hoseok POV

Saturday evening we will perform in a small ballroom at the request of our manager for a private event. We accepted because we will take the opportunity to test a new song for the first time on stage.

As usual Jimin and I go see the stage, to get an idea of ​​the size and if we need to change certain choreography.

Once there, our manager shows us the logs and finally leads us to what we really want to see.

Our eyes meet and we both understand.

I turn to our manager.

J-h: when you said little, I wasn't thinking of that small, it's tiny, you can't dance there.

The Manager looks at me disappointed

Man: But you can just try.

Jm: ok, but if after trying we say no again, it will be no, and it's out of the question.

So after having decided what to start with, we try whatever movement but as soon as we make a move to the change position. So that Jimin puts himself in the center of the stage. I hit him, he tilts back and falls on the spot behind him.

I lean towards him, extending my hand to him, without daring to touch him. He takes it and stands up with difficulty. He gasps, puts his hand on his chest to help him catch his breath and I look him, worried.

J-h : Jimin how are you? You want me to call someone or we need to go to the hospital ?

Jimin shakes his hand at me and looks at me smiling. I hate when he hides his pain to reassure us.

Jm: No! No ! It's okay .... I just was surprised that's all

J-h: Sure? Didn't you hurt yourself?

Jm: yes !  I have nothing ! Don't worry about me.

He turns to the manager who hardly dared to breathe.

Jm: so we agree that we can't dance here!

Man : Okay you're right, I'll talk to the organizer. You can go. 

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So we go on the road again. I feel Jimin's head rest on my shoulder. He fell asleep, surprisingly we are in the morning and he slept well that night, I thought.

I don't pay more attention, he does well to take advantage of the rest that is offered to him.

Once at the house, I put my hand on his cheek to weak up him.

Jm: Hmm another 5 minutes hyung.

I chuckle.

J-h: Jimin we are at home, you can go and rest after we talk to everyone if you want.

He then opens his eyes, the reality caught up him.

We enter  the house and I call everyone to come to the living room. Jimin was already installed sit on the floor and it doesn't look so good that he claims to be. I think jin noticed as well because he goes straight to stand next to him, obviously worried and I hear Jimin say to him.

jimin: no, no I assure you it's okay. Just a little tired, don't worry hyung. I would go and lie down later.

Everyone was installed. Namjoon begins to speak.

N: So Hoseok, jimin how is the scene? Are we going to have to change a lot of things?

Seeing that jimin was not going to speak, I start.

J-h: It's much too small for us to dance, we will not be able to do any dancing, we will remain seated or even standing and just sing. We just have to test the new dance later.

N: you're sure we've already danced on small stages.

J-h: no, it's really not possible at the change of place, we'll bump into each other.  And jimin felled when we tried.

I turned to him and he was sleeping his head on jin's knees.

J: he fell, how's that?

J-h: yes, I bumped into him and he fell backwards on the spots but he promised me he was okay.

jin turns to jimin even more worried than before and shakes his shoulder.

J : Jimin wake up please?

jimin does not answer him and mostly does not wake up. Taehyung gets up and walks over to him and hold his face.

T: Jiminie wake up please? We need to know if you are okay?

He still didn't wake up and V starts to panic

T: Jimin come on look at me! Wake up now!

Jin looks at Yoongie who takes V so he can calm down and doesn't do anything rash.

J: hope it fell how? Did he hit his head?

J-h: I don't know hyung. When I stood up he was catching his breath, I don't really know.

J: Jungkook help me lay him down on the couch.

Once done Jin examines his head.

J: He doesn't have any wound.

He lifts his head as he tried to find out what might be the problem. Then he slides his hand down the youngest's sweater and lift it.

My breath is caught and I feel myself fall but I was held back by namjoon.

His chest was bruises.

I can feel my mind go into guilt and anguish. I don't hear what is happening I no longer feel what surrounds me.

Why didn't I make him go see someone?

We know what a fall can generate, even if it is not from very high.

I feel a hug cut my through and bring me back to reality.

The walls are illuminated by sirens.

Paramedics are already taking care of Jimin.

N: Hobie, I know you're blaming yourself but it's not your fault it could  happen to any of us, okay ! He'll be okay don't even doubt him for a second. You know very well that he is stronger than he looked. So get up we will follow him and support him.

Namjoon is truly the best leader you could ever dream. He knows exactly what to say to each of us to reassure us.

I nod and follow him into the car with everyone.

We stayed an endless time in the waiting room, to have evened one news.

It's three hours later that we see our mochie lying on a bed, leaving the operating room ans pass by us. The doctor joins us.

D: Gentlemen, your friend during his fall broke several ribs which caused bleeding. He is not in danger anymore, however, he must avoid any physical effort for several months, that said I will take you to him.

Arrived at his door the doctor adds.

Do not get too scared he had a chest tube but if  is scan get clear we removed the drain and if he's not in too much pain, he can come out next week.

N: thanks for all doctor.

I landed near him. And whispers to him.

J-h: I'm so sorry Jimin.

I was choc when i ear him.

Jm: why did you push me on purpose ?

Everyone laughs even jimin who stops holding his chest

Jm: Ah ! hyung ! Don't make me laugh, it hurts.

He looks at me and says lower.

Jm: no, it's really not your fault, I'm doing better so let's stop knowing whose fault it's okay ?

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Jimin was released as planned a week later, so we do everything we could for him, like that he does as little as possible.