Since Jimin's last asthma attack in the practice room, he's been extremely careful.

And he's not the only one. 

Namjoon, even since a month passed, continues to feel guilty.

Jimin assured him that he had forgiven him, but Taehung still reminded him of his failure.

Today, like every time they left the house, Teahyung stopped Jimin. but he didn't had time to speek.

Jm : Yes, it's in my bag.

Jimin gives him a wink and runs to sit next to Yoongi in the back of the car.

H : When are you going to leave him alone with this?

Jk : Not sure, he will

Jungkook says that by passing next to them.

Hoseok puts his arm behind Teahyung to move him forward.

H : He's fine. We're not letting him in this state again.

T : I know, you tell me that every time, but I can't stop being worried.

They move on to their journey, they need to prepare for the concert, training, filming, try-on test.

Everything went smoothly, they are so happy.

Jimin didn't have any asthma attacks, from the member's point of view at least.

From Jimin and the staff point of view, it's another story.

Jimin asks them to hide his sickness from the member so as not to intensify their stress. And may the concert arrive, they agree.

After all, it's not like he didn't tell anyone. Of course, the members will be angry if they find out. But they will not find out, it's been a month and nothing happened.

Jimin crosses his finger of this left hand, signaling to the staff that he is going to have a crisis.

Yoshi, Jimin, the new manager, saw his signal.

Ys : Jimin the stylist need you only for a second

N : again, it's the fourth time

Jm : It's nothing, they work with a strange fabric, so until it works out I'm going to go back and forth.

They leave the room.

Jimin instantly sat on the ground. And breathe several times.

Ys : your lie is getting better and better, it's starting to scare.

Jimin smiled at that.

Jm : I wouldn't rather have to improve on that side.

They both make a sad face

Ys : I know, let's take 5 minute before going back in.

Jimin nod.

*************

concert time

*************

Ys : Jimin, I'm not sure if you should continue.

Jm : no! I waited too long for this concert

Ys : Jimin, we talked about that and you agreed.

Jimin was on the verge of crying.

Jm : I beg you one more time.

Yoshi exhale.

Ys: Okay one last time, but I swear ...

Jimin jumps and runs back to the makeup room, and screams a Thank-you.

They are back on stage, back on the dancing.

They smile, they dance, they interact with Army.

Jimin fills find. Well until the end when Jimin puts his foot on the bottom step, he stumbles but hopefully Namjoon catches him.

N : Hey, you're okay ? You're breathing ...

Jimin wants to reassure him, but he can't hide anymore.

Jm : I ... I ...

N : I get it, don't try to speak. CAN WE HAVE HIS INHALER?!

Ys : Here.

Jimin breathed several times into it.

He looks into the worried eyes of his friends.

Jm : I'm sorry.

J : It's okay, it's your first one in a long time.

Jimin began to cry, the guilt was too much.

Y : Hey, what's going on ?

Jm : I'm sorry it wasn't the first one. I hid it from you, I'm sorry.

Jimin was going to do a big break-down, the month of hiding it took his stability.

T : Jimin, you have to breathe, it's alright, you don't have to tell us every time.

Jm But ... but I lie ... I ...

Y : Did someone know ?

Jk : What ?

Y : Jimin, did someone know and was with you during this month, when you hid it from us ?

Jm : Yes.

Y : It's what matters! Now, focus on your breathing, please.

Jimin shakes his head.

Jm : I ... I ... I can't ....

Jimin breathing accelerated and superficial.

Jin looks at Yoshi

J : We need an ambulance.

*************

Teahyung holds Jimin's hand since they enter the ambulance.

Jimin whispers to him.

Jm : I understand if you hate me.

T : Come on, I can't hate you, silly.

Jimin smiles at him. But he began to enter a crisis again.

T : Stop, don't smile at me, focus on your breathing please.

Jm : I'm ... I'm fine ...

T : You're not fine, Jimin. Please I know you're not okay, you're going to be but don't smile at me when you aren't ok.

Jimin nods, but closes his eyes at the same time. The monitor beeps.

T : Can someone tell me if he's going to be ok ?!

The paramedic looked at the driver.

P : go faster!

T : no, no, what's going on ?

The paramedic goes quicker, they rush Jimin to an exam room as soon as they arrive.

Nu : Come on sir

Teahyung cried in front of the nurse.

T : No, please let me be with him. We are an all, you can't take him away. Please if he dies I ... I ...

The other member who had just arrived rushed to join him. Jungkook hugged him before making him look at him.

Jk : Hey !? What's happened ?

T : No, no I can't ... I can't, we need to save him. He needs to be alright.

Y : Tea focus what's happening in there we need to know too !?

T : No ... he ... he wasn't breathing ... he stopped breathing... They say things. I don't ... I can...

Jungkook hugged him and they both cried. The oldest want to cry too but they need to be strong for Jungkook, Teahyung and mostly Jimin.

*************

A doctor finally came to see them after 3 hours.

D : So I will be quick. Your friend isn't in a good estate. He wants to talk to you before agreeing with the treatment.

When they hear that, they hurry to follow the doctor.

The first thing they notice when they enter, it's Jimin's breathing.

Teahyung asked the doctor first.

T : Why is he still in crisis ?

D: It's exactly why you're here. Jimin needs to be sedated to help his lungs rest.

Jk : Why don't you do that ?

D: Because he wants to talk to you before. He is stable, but not for long. I'll get everything I need, you have 3 minutes

They all approach Jimin's bed. Jimin had his eyes closed and had not yet seen that they were present.

So Yoongi put his hand on Jimin's arm, to get his attention.

Y: Hey Mini, you want to talk to us ?

Jimin opens his eyes and smiles weakly. And then nood.

Jm : I didn't ... want to hide this again.

Yoongi understands that Jimin blames himself for not telling them, so he wants to remove any resentment

Y : It's your health you can hide it from us if you want, the only thing we want it's your safety. And you proved to us that you were capable of taking care of yourself. You had kept the staff informed just to not add additional stress on us. So I think you for that.

A lonely tear runs down Jimin's cheek, and Hoseok wipes it gently.

H: What do you want to ask us?

Jm: I especially wanted to see you before he puts me to sleep.

J : It's okay to be stressed by that, but you're going to be fine all right. You're going to sleep and heal

The medical team re-enter the room.

Jimin's stress rises, they wanted to ask them one more thing

Jm : You .. you will be here ?

T : During your sleep and when you wake up.

Jimin falls asleep with the image of the boys surrounding him.