Rick's P.O.V

I can't get her off of my mind. Her soft gentle embrace and her big luscious lips against mine.
Everything about Michonne ran through my mind, did a back flips, spun twice and kicked me in the dirt. I guess you could say I'm heart broken.

I knew I was never ready for anything serious, hmph, why did I even try? When I take a step forward, something always pushes me two steps back.

"Ayoo." Carl shouted, wandering into my room.

"What now?" I sighed

"Oh, I was just gonna see if I could borrow the car?" he leaned on the doorframe and crossed his arms knowingly..

He's been doing this ever since he got his license, and he won't take no for an answer.

I pulled my keys out of my pocket and raised an eyebrow at him before chucking them across the room.

"Where you going?" I asked

"Ron's. We're just gonna hang out for a while, you know."

"Ah," I nodded "tell him I send my best regards."

"For?"

"The break up." I chuckled, faintly.

His eyebrows raised in remembrance and he nodded slowly, like he had forgotten that Ron and Enid were broken up.

"I will, and dad," he started

"Yeah?" I mumbled

"Bless up." he smiled

I looked away from the TV and eyed him up and down in confusion until he bursts out in giggles.

"It means, take care. Take care of yourself, bless up. The key to success is to not let her get to you, okay? She's not that big a deal, there's other people." he said.

Sure there are, but I want Michonne. I want that tall dark skinned woman, who's one hell of a know it all, a damn right bad ass, a leader, and overall someone I have the sickening desire to be with.

I sighed and shook my head slowly,  "Do you know what it feels like to want someone you probably can't have?" I asked.

He looked at me and bit his lip nervously before draping his head down in shame.

"Yeah." He scoffed, trailing out the room.

Uh, okay.. Whatever that meant?

I laid back and checked my phone one last time, hopeful that Michonne would at least text me, but nope.. Nothing.

I sighed and placed my focus back on the TV, to which I watched food network all day.

It's my last day off before I get off of suspension tomorrow.. I'm glad I get to go back to work though, I need something to distract me from Michonne.

Something to keep my mind off of her.

Man, this is gonna be hard.

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Wadddupp man I'm so lazy idk why I don't update more.. I literally have nothing to do and no one to text except cheerio XD I'll try to make a decent cover for this book tomorrow lol I gotta do something with my life;
anyway pls call 911 I'm growing an unhealthy obsession with the 100, it's a gr8 show Gd bless.