park jimin;
thursday

i skipped school today.

this is the first time in my life

that i ever skip school.

i ran back home after meeting with taehyung earlier.

as soon as i arrived home,

my sickness got worst,

i felt sick,

hurt,

useless,

meaningless,

just.. everything seems dark for me.

i thought i could live eventho youre not beside me,

but..

im wrong.

i cant live without you, yena.

i cant..

my heart hurted so much whenever i remembered about you,

i feel like crying again whenever i thought about you,

not seeing you even for a day already made me missing you like crazy

i know..

i should give up on you

i should...

i know that..

but

forgetting you seems like a very hard task for me,

erasing you is the same like im erasing my other half,

avoiding you feels like hell for me,

not hearing your voice seems like a nightmare for me,

what should i do, yena..?

you need to help me..

because..

giving up on you is like im giving up on my life.