Title: The Chance I've Been Waiting For

Pairings: SiBum

Rating: G

Genre: angst, kinda au-ish

Disclaimer: sadly, I only own this crappy oneshot. Summary: It was there, just in front of your eyes and what did you do? (am I being too cold? T^T ) A/N: I am finally gonna post this! Kyahahaha~ but please don't hate me for writing this. I really love this pairing and their silent, awkward aura when together is just too sweet but I just had to write this. Besides, SiBum is too rare because they're the B.T.S couple in SJ and they need love. I recommend you read Siwon's part first: He Walked Past Me and then Kibum's: I Never Even Got the Chance to See You Again Also, you may need this: ~*~ = Siwon

~*~*~ = Kibum

~*~*~*~ = both of them Please enjoy! <3 I hate missing chances. I hate missing anything important. I would miss everything but not this one chance to see you again. Please give me this chance. Just... Don't walk away. ~*~*~*~*~*~ It's been a year since that unexpected day. Apparently, I'm still going to acting

school. I stopped thinking of committing suicide though the world persists of changing. I know it won't change. It'd only change when this world ends and what? Am I supposed to wait for eternity to finish? I'm tired of waiting for something I know I can't wait for. But I can make an exemption for one. "I should tell Wookie I won't be having dinner today. I need to sort out these schedules..." I mumbled to myself as I walked down the stairs in my school. I used to hate having assignments every after acting class but I figured assignments are things that would help me pass time. I held the papers close since it was kinda windy today. A lot of my classmates greeted me as I passed in the hallway but like I usually do, I smiled and nodded. "I hate this..." ~*~*~*~*~*~ I got a break from filming a week ago and now I'm concentrating on painting. I just bought some equipments and I'm going back to my apartment. It's funny. Everything I do now seems the same every day. But I don't want this chance to pass by like what I did a year ago. "Weird. I feel like something's going to happen today... Is it going to rain?" I asked myself as I looked out the window. It's almost evening but I don't mind at all. My apartment is just near that acting school anyway. I'm just going to walk on the overpass and- "Mr. Choi Siwon?" "Ah, yes?" "Here's your order." I nodded and smiled at the man. I got my painting equipments and prepared to leave. As soon as I stepped out of the store, my chest started tightening. I looked up at the overpass and it tightened even more. "What is this...?" ~*~*~*~*~*~ I finally got out of that school. It's pretty dark now but it's okay. The neighborhood here is quite nice and the people aren't that noisy. But right now I

just want to go home and sleep on the sofa while Ryeowook watches over me. I don't want to go to my room and cry again. "And I have to memorize this script and do a research on-" I stopped walking. A tear just fell on my

script and I don't know why. Next thing I knew, I was covering my eyes with my arm as I ran quickly to the overpass. I walked slowly now as I got a hold of my tears. I decided to read my script but I couldn't help but steal glimpses of the man walking on the other side of the overpass. I can't see him clearly but I think he's bringing... "Painting equipments?" ~*~*~*~*~*~ I should've left that store earlier. It's dark now but honestly, I don't have a problem with that. I thought there would be such a crowd in the overpass today but luckily, there was only me and a boy walking. I think he's from that acting school near my apartment. He fitted the image of being an actor or at least, that's my own opinion. "It's getting windy..." I held my equipments close as I walked carefully. "AH!" I heard the boy scream as the papers he was holding were blown away by the wind. I ran to help him but the tightening in my chest grew stronger. That boy... Is he wearing... "A white scarf?" ~*~*~*~*~*~ I ran quickly ahead and picked the papers on the ground. I looked up and saw the man helping me as he took the other papers that were blown farther on his side. I watched him gather the papers one by one but... "Please not again... Don't come out... Don't please..." I whispered to myself, using my arm to wipe the tears that were already flowing down my cheeks. I don't know what's happening. I can't control them anymore. I stood up and clutched the papers in my hand tight as the man walked towards me with the other batch. ~*~*~*~*~*~ I noticed the boy's eyes reddening. I think he cried just now. I took a few steps closer to him, holding the other papers but I took an abrupt pause. My chest tightened more and more as I went near him, seeing that white scarf but I bare with it. I was in front of him now and he was trembling. I... I had a sudden urge to hug him tight as I stared at him with concerned eyes. He looked down and I saw something shiny fall down on the ground. "Tears." ~*~*~*~*~*~ I did my best in holding them in but this is as far as I can go. It's stupid but just now, I thought of running towards him and hugging him tight. I couldn't possibly do that right? I watched my tears fall down, hoping that the man would just leave the papers on the ground and walk away. But he stayed there, his feet glued to the ground as he stood in front of me. My lips trembled as I tried opening them but they just end up closing again. But for a minute, I managed to whisper something. "Thank you..." ~*~*~*~*~*~ His voice sounded so angelic. Even his presence just in front of me seemed angelic. I might be going out of my mind because of the tightening in my chest but this person seems really familiar. I don't remember meeting him anywhere but it's just... The small space in between us made my heart skip a beat. Though right now I can only feel my chest getting tighter and tighter, my heart still managed to beat faster and faster. My memories really want to tell me something right now but... "Here you go. Please be careful." ~*~*~*~*~*~ He handed the papers to me. I looked up at him and nodded as a sign of gratitude. He was smiling but somehow... I think he's in pain. My whole body shook when I saw him up close. He seemed familiar but I doubt I've seen someone as handsome as he is

before. He nodded back and started to walk pass me. I walked away too but with slow steps. But my heart ached in every step I took. "I know you..." ~*~*~*~*~*~ "I know you..." I whispered to myself as I walked past him. He's probably gotten farther from our position earlier but I just can't stop pausing. I... I wanted to see him. I wanted to... Hear him. I wanted to... Hold him. But... I can't. ~*~*~*~*~*~ I wanted to run back to him. I wanted him to hold me in his arms. I wanted to go where he was going. I wanted to feel his warmth right now. But... I can't. ~*~ I looked back at him for a minute but... ~*~*~ I looked back at him but... ~*~*~*~ "Why aren't you looking?" ~*~ Maybe this feeling when I saw you just now... ~*~*~ Is it love? Is it possible? ~*~ That white scarf... It can't be you right? ~*~*~ Painting... Were you that person? ~*~ I looked back for the last time because... ~*~*~ I wanted to see you but... ~*~*~*~ "You were gone." Maybe some chances are just meant to be missed. Maybe they're just meaningless. I don't think there will come a chance of meeting you again. Chances like these... They're impossible. I walked away. A/N2: I'm sorry if anyone's confused. Comments are loved though~ be it good or bad, anything's welcome! ^-^ cu