I don't even know anymore..

When I left,I left so many great people behind.I miss Jenna so much,but I wrecked our friendship,I can't go back..!

I feel like shít now,I'm so lonely,all my irl friends have left me and I hurt all my Wattpad friends.I've been so depressed lately that I can't even see myself as the same person anymore,it's even harder not having anyone to help me through it..hehe I'm supposed to be the happy one..

What I mean to say is,I'm sorry..especially to Jenna
I've been out chasing dreams targeting than realizing what's really important.How do I even express this? My heart is aching,I miss her so fùcking bad,I'm a horrible friend for letting this happen to us! I don't want to leave you,I want her back.I'm so sorry Jenna..I'm sorry..