6 months, 54 days and 16 minutes since Shubman asked Sara to be his girlfriend. He wrote down every minute in his diary, sleeping while holding it close.

As much as he loved her, he was afraid she will become his obsession, his weakness, his addiction and he will destroy everything they have but, that's what she does to him. She makes him want to scream out to the world that she belongs to him.

It had been only one day since he last saw her, since he held her breathtaking body in his arms and yet he felt like he couldn't breathe. He has been waking from one end to the other of his cabin since the last 2 hours.

Everytime he sat down and started going through the files all he could see was her smile, her beautiful smile which can light up an entire universe, her eyes, her beautiful eyes which makes him want to kill himself.

She is so beautiful, so beautiful that everytime he is with her, he feels like the luckiest bastard in the world. She brings out this side of him which he didn't even knew existed. She is everything he ever needed, everything he ever wanted.

He was never scared of anything but since she came into his life, the mere thought of losing her makes him want to bury himself deep into the ground.

He knows that as long as she is with him, she is going to suffer because whoever he loved ended up getting hurt yet he can't let her go, not when she holds such a special place in his heart.
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Sara was sitting infront of her makeup vanity, gently applying her concealer, that's when it striked her that she has to hide a hickey given by her man.

As she gently started dabbing the concealer into her skin, the mark didn't look like it's fading any time soon and it will be a lie if she said she wanted to it fade. The thought of her carrying around his marks makes her heart flutter. The mere thought of him makes her heart flutter so one can only imagine how she feels when he is close to her.

Sara loves him, more than anyone can ever imagine. Everything she does, it's all of him. He made her smile when she thought about suicide, he made her cry when she didn't take care of herself. Sara loved him more than he loved her even tho it seemed impossible.

He has trouble sleeping and every night Sara sneeks into his room and keeps him close till he falls asleep, she even ordered everyone not to tell him because he will get mad if he knows that she doesn't sleep because of him but that's love, it makes you do crazy things, it makes you feel crazy things. And as long as she is being crazy for him, she wouldn't mind being crazy, she would love being crazy, only for him.

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He pulled her hips closer, thrusting in a inhuman speed as her cries echoed through the room. He groaned pulling her even closer if possible. He wanted to feel her, all of her.

As he held her delicate body in his arms, all she could do was surrender, surrender to the crazy man infront of her. Her arms spread out over the sheets grasping it tightly for her dear life.

His one arm tugged at her hips as the other tightened around her body holding her close. Just as she thought it's over, he flipped her and thrusted from behind making her scream out his name.

"Scream baby, tell the world I belong to you." He whispered kissing her earlobe going even harder. Sara cried in pleasure as he gave thrusted one last time, his tired body collapsed onto the bed as he scooped her by her waist.

"Was I too harsh?" Shubman asked wiping away the sweat from her face.

"Yes, but I loved it." Sara said nestling in his arms as he smiled, pulling her closer.

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Sara was working on her laptop when she felt Shubman wiggle. She looked at him, he was laying down on the bed but had a frown in his face, he was murmuring something which she couldn't hear properly.

He went to the bed and held his head, she gently laid his head on her lap, wiping away the sweat from his face and kissing his head.

"It's okay baby, I've got you. You are safe, you are home. I love you so much." She kept whispering in his ears till he stoped wriggling, but he still had that frown in his face.

"I can't imagine my life without you and your stupid jokes. Your smile makes everyone's day better and it's makes my day the best. I promise to never leave you and love you till my last breath." Sara said stroking his hair, he smiled, his frown disappearing.

She looked down at the man laying on her lap, his hand grasping her shorts as he buried his face in her thighs. She smiled bending down to kiss his head and he smiled, yet again. She giggled poking his dimple and placing a soft kiss there. She whispered sweet things in his ears making sure he is fast asleep, she took her laptop and went back to her house. She would do anything for him, anything.

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Shubamn was in a meeting and his phone kept buzzing. He silenched it but Ishan kept calling him again and again.

"Excuse me, I have to attend this." Shubamn said getting out from the room.

"Ishan! I am in a meeting!" He whisper shouted.

"Sara's engaged." Ishan said and shubamn felt blank.

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(A/N)

Even though ya'll didn't complete the targets, I felt like updating idk why. So here you go!

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