Ciao! Everyone. I'm really sorry for vanishing like this but situations never gave a way to me. Even now I'm back only to finish this story, have exams in a few days.
I know nobody would've missed me 😂  but still I did missed all my shramanians and will do a 'shraman marathon' after exams. 😜  So enough of my banter now coming back to story. I know you would've have probably lost the track but I request you to read the previous chapter. And Bhavi di and Priyashi, I tried my best for creating a dhamaka shot but kya karoon itne time ke baad toh mai khud apni story bhul gayi.
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Tidbits of previous part.
When I came back to my senses that boy was sitting beside me and he handed me a chocolate saying,tumhe bhook lagi hogi naa DOLL . I found him cute when he called me that. And as I was gobbling the chocolate he kept looking at me. When I returned him the empty wrapper he asked,aur chahiye to which I nodded and he went to his father,Dad DOLL ko bhook lagi hai aur chocolate dijiye please. His father told him not worry food is coming for her. Masiji brought me food and fed me too. After a while when that boy with his parents was going he came to me and pulled my lips upwards in a smile and surprisingly I smiled. And then he said, Mom,dad hum DOLL ko apne ghar le chale please.vo yahan rahegi toh naa khana khayegi naa hi smile karegi. DOLL tum mere saath chalo hum bohot saare games khelenge. Chalo naa please. And I was just dumbstruck.

MAI APNI DOLL KO JALDI HI GHAR LE AAUNGA                                                                                                                     

Next part...............

Sumo was pacing around the room waiting for a certain someone while thinking about ways to answer the most difficult question, Confess kaise karun?
The dilemma she was in since last night was taking toll on her. Poor Sumo was going haywire thinking about ways to confront her certain someone and what would be his reaction to her confession. She knew him since childhood to understand him well. He was not one of those to compromise with the ones dear to him and even if he did, only to hurt himself. He was not vocal about his pain or feelings but since that incidence he has become very much vocal to her. Even today when she remembers that incidence and his reactions, her heart starts shrinking with fear and concern for him.

FLASHBACK

After reading her diary Shravan decided to get his Sumo back. He was all ready to propose her but the question of life was how? He was busy thinking of ways when Ramnath crossed by his room and saw him roaming around the room thinking something and sometimes raking his hands through his hairs. Ramnath smiled to himself looking at his sons condition. He went in and sat on the bed while sipping on his favorite black coffee. All this while, his presence went unnoticed by Shravan until Ramnath called him.
  Shravan

Dad, when did you come?

I came quite a while ago when you were busy thinking about something or(intentional pause)someone? he raised his eyebrows towards him in a teasing manner.

Umm no dad nothing like that, I was just thinking about the case, nothing else. I think you should sleep, it is quite late, isnt it?

Who is she?

Dad!

I am your father Shravan. I know you better. My son is a Lion in the court, why would he be so nervous about a case? So tell me, who is she?

Umm dad actually vo she is umm !!!

You know Shravan, even I am a lawyer and to prove my point that how well I know you give me chance to guess.

Okay!

I think I know my future daughter in law. Is it the same girl whom you used to have crush on since childhood.

Umm dad I think you are getting everything in wrong senses.

Common son I very well know how much you adored her, by the way did you propose her.

Not yet, I havent told her anything about my feelings.

What do you mean by not yet? Are you waiting for someone else to steal her away? Look Shravan, I am warning you I want her as my daughter in law at any cost and I dont care if she becomes your wife or..(intentional pause) Pushkar's.

‘NO DAD YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME, SHE IS MY SUMO, MY DOLL AND YOU KNEW SINCE FOREVER STILL YOU ARE SAYING THIS. PATA NAHI KYUN SAB MERE PYAAR KE DUSHMAN BANE GHOOM RAHE HAI. THERE NANAJI AND MAMAJI HAVE LAUNCHED A GROOM HUNT AND HERE YOU. I HATE EVERYONE.

Saying this he left the room and went to the terrace leaving a grinning Ramnath in his room.

Next morning, Shravan got ready and went to the office even before the watchman could open the locks because a secret parcel was going to be delivered. He took the parcel box and went to his room from backdoor. He was preparing himself for the biggest day of his life but destiny was planning something else. The road to go was not that easy. As he came down to living room, there Pushkar was busy gift wrapping some articles. He was looking quite happy and excited.
Kya chal raha hai chote aur tu itna excited kyun lag raha hai?

Bhaiya, maine ye saare gifts apni someone special nahi nahi scratch that Miss most special k liye hain and I was just thinking ki vo kaise react karegi?

Arey, jab tu itne pyaar se ye gifts laaya hai toh obviously usse pasand hi aayenge  by the way whats the occasion?

offo bhaiya aap bhi naa, Aaj PCT ka birthday hai toh obviously ye saare gifts Sumo k liye hain. Dont tell me ki aapne Sumo k liye kuch nahi liya! Common bhaiya go fast and get some gift for her, mai bas thodi der mei PCT k liye niklunga.

Shravan was lost, tensed and the most was scared, what if Pushkar has feelings for Sumo and he proposes her first. The thought scared him like anything and he ran towards Tiwari Killa. To his luck Sumo was there but maybe he was not that much fortunate because all hell broke when he saw a supposed grooms family came to meet HIS Sumo.
Shravan lost all his patience when he saw the skinny guy holding her hand to take her to a nearby room. He walked the length like the dangerous injured lion and snatched her hand from his hold but only people could see the guy lying on the floor with a twisted wrist and a blue patch around his eyes.
The guys family was cursing and shouting but nothing went noticed by Shravan because he just pulled her hand and took her inside the nearest room and pinned her to the door. Shravan could not see or decipher anything happening around as only thing ringing in his mind was, SHE IS HIS. Sumo could see his red eyes that were full of anger and something that she couldnt decipher.

Say you love me, he said with so much anger and passion that she shivered under his gaze but the second time when he repeated the same she remembered all her efforts and hints going into vain. She wanted him to confess and here he was asking her to say those words which she dreams to listen every night. And with that she decided to tease him more.

No, have you gone mad Shravan? I dont love you.

Are you sure you dont love me?

Yes, 100%.

Okay then, prove it.

What? Why should I prove anything when I am very much clear about my feelings? You were the one claiming, you should prove your point.

You entered the wrong territory, Sumoooo! and the way he spoke scared her to the core.

Just give me answers to my few questions, honestly in only YES or NO, clear? Dont you feel happy when I am around you?

Yes

Dont you feel cared when I am with you?

Yes

Dont you feel possessed when I hold your hand?

Yes

Dont you feel scared when I am unwell?

Yes

Dont you feel safe when I hug you?

Yes

Dont you feel special when look at you?

Yes

Dont you feel loved when I touch (touching her cheeks) you?

Dont you love me?

YeNOO, I know all your tactics Shravan, you wanted me to go with the flow and say all that you want to hear but agr tum lawyer ho toh mai lawyer ki naatin (grand-daughter) hun. You cant win so easily.

Listening to her outburst Shravan started laughing and held his stomach. He wiped a few fake tears to show how hard he laughed which irked Sumo.

You know what Shravan keep laughing and I am going to see Sameer bechaare ko kitni chot lagi and even before she could complete her sentence a certain someone pulled her and sealed her lips to him. After kissing the daylights out of her, his red angry eyes bore into her innocent scared eyes.

You are only mine Sumo. Aaj se nahi bachpan se, you are my DOLL and I wont share you with anyone, ANYONE. And I love you.

Abb toh boldo na Sumo warna mai vo teen words sunne bina hi swargwasi ho jaonga

I love you too, Shravan.

(Flashback ends)

Thinking about that fated day, her heart sank a little more as she remembered his words, You are only mine Sumo. "Aaj se nahi bachpan se, you are my DOLL and I wont share you with anyone, ANYONE. And I love you." She was drowned in thinking about his reactions and ways to confront him with the biggest truth of her life when her dupatta stuck in the almirah screw. While she was removing her dupatta she noticed a parcel box (the secret parcel) hidden behind the almirah. She wondered what it was and from when it was lying there. She dragged it out and poured the contents of the box on bed which shocked her like anything. There was a collection of books,

HOW TO IMPRESS A GIRL?
HOW TO CONFESS YOUR LOVE?
HOW TO PROPOSE YOUR GIRLFRIEND?
GIRLFRIEND BANANE KE 1000 TARIKE
THOUSAND WAYS TO CONFESS.
And the list went on and on.

The anxiety bubbling inside her reached the zenith of anger when the dreading possibility of situation was imagined by her. The one person who she loved with all her heart since childhood had fallen out of love with her and was practicing ways to confess and propose a girl. Sumo became scared of losing him and all the tensed up emotions brought an adverse effect on her body. She started feeling nauseas and her head started spinning. With a moment gap between her throwing up everything went blur, she collapsed.

Sumo opened her eyes to a very beautiful dream which she was living since last two years. She had her head resting in his lap while his arms were locked securely around her. She made a slight movement trying her best to not wake him up but when the hold on her became tight she knew he was awake. She was anticipating an outburst but all she got was a shocking but sweet surprise. He hugged her tight and kissed her forehead, all over her face chanting numerous I love yous. that was the moment when her brain kicked and she felt foolish. But still the question about those books was nagging her.

What had happened to you? Did you skip your meal? You were lying unconscious in bathroom even there were remains of your puke. Did you eat something bad? No worries, when you were unconscious doctor checked you, she told me about you being dehydrated and low on BP. We are going to hospital for proper check-up.

No, Shravan we dont need to visit the hospital, I am absolutely fine and please dont worry about me.

How could you say dont worry about me? I found my wife unconscious in our own bathroom with puke remains around and you ask me not to worry. I cant even imagine what pain you must have gone through. And what about the nightmare you had?

What ?a nightmare? Did I have one? Why cant I remember anything?

Yes, you had a nightmare in the middle of night that I am leaving you, are you mad Sumo, why would I leave you? You are my wife, my life, my everything , how will live if I leave you?

I am sorry, Shravan. It is all because of those books I found behind the almirah, they made me feel insecure. I am sorry.

What books are you taking about? The ones scattered on the bed, isnt it?

Yes

Offo Sumo, those are two year old crap, I was reading those books to find a suitable way to confess my love for you but you see none of them came in mind because only you occupy my heart and mind.

I am sorry Shravan, I hurt you with my stupid perceptions.

It is alright, doll. Anyways I dont need them now and going to throw these away.

Umm Shravan,  can I ask you something?

Anything, but not now. First you need to freshen up, have breakfast and we will go to hospital then you can ask anything.

  No, Shravan we dont need to go to hospital only if you gave answers to my questions, honestly.’

Okay, you won! Ask.

Do you feel possessive about me?

Yes, very much

Am I an obsession for you?’

No, you are my love Sumo. Yes I feel possessive about you and cant see you with anyone else but that doesn't mean you are my prisoner. If you have someone else in your heart, I would set you free happily.

I dont have anyone of that sort in my life but one last question, Would you be able to share me and my love with someone else?

No, I cant and I wont.

The answer she anticipated and dreaded the most.

What has happened Sumo? Why are you like this?

I am pregnant Shravan. You need to share me with our baby now and please learn to do so. Please Shravan try to understand, Even before her sentence got complete, she was pulled into a mind numbing kiss by him. After a few minutes of blissful moment he spoke,

Giving birth to a baby will hurt you and pain you a lot. I cant see you in so much of pain, sumo. You need to abort.

THAPPP (she slapped him)
If you said that again, I will leave you forever. Having said that she left for washroom and Shravan kept on thinking. When she came out of bathroom looking like a freshly bloomed lily, she found her two year old sometimes cheesy, naughty and possessive husband sitting on his knees holding both his ears with a cute and irresistible pout. She tried avoiding him but his words melt her heart.

‘I am sorry doll. I have already witnessed you bearing only pain all your life. I only want to see you happy and smiling in my arms thus I thought giving birth to a baby would pain you though I always wanted to have a little princess who would be beautiful and smart like you but I feared. I am sorry but I have realized that the only pain which is bliss for a woman is giving birth to her child. I am sorry my little princess but I promise I will try to be the best father.   

Baby and baby's mumma both forgave you baby's dad but they want something in return

Whatever you want my highness!

A hot choco lava cake.

Pleasuring herself on that beautiful piece of sweet, she realized something.

You know Shravan, you and me don't ever need to ponder over CONFESS KAISE KARUN because whenever it comes to US there is only Shraman and no place for thinking.
It is all about you and me being together and there is always a Shramantastic way.

I hope you like their shramantastic way of confession. Love you readers,😘  love you shraman 😘 , and keep reading, shower your comments and votes. Will see you guys very soon with new stories. C ya! 👋