This is personal ish, but idc. Be warned

So, my dad has started suggesting we should go to Ireland more often, where his family live.

Note how I say his family

Technically they're mine too, but they don't seem it

They're all pretty close, and I'm like the outsider because I'm shy around strangers and theyre all buddies

Even the adults are connected

Like, my dad grew up on a farm eating raw onions and just being hardcore in general

Later, his best mate married his younger sister

And another of his mates married his older sister XD

I mean he also has another sister. She's single.
Also got me a cat calendar so that was pretty cool

Anyway, they're nice, my cousins are funny

But I don't know them

If my dad wanted them to be family to me, he should have brought me over more when we were all younger and not when I'm an antisocial teen.

Like seriously. My best friend is closer to family for me

Speaking of, he's been a little turd recently because he goes to a shit school

But that's fine because he's moving to my school

Now, I love the guy, but I'm sorta worried about him because he has a tendency to overthink what people think about him.

Aand since I'm like the least cool person ever, he sometimes gets self conscious about being around me.

But whatever
I can yell embarrassing shit at him if he decides to try and be cool

Ollie out