I get back home and just sit in my driveway. I lay my head on the steering wheel. 

What is wrong with me? 

I kissed Adrian. My heart is beating so hard right now. He kiss felt so... 

Real. 

I didn't expect his lips to be so soft. I touch my lips and think of how it felt when his lips were against mine. It felt amazing. 

But i am not gay. I lean back and sigh. I get out of the car and walk into the house. Everyone is gathered by the fire. Bonnie and Cesar were making smores and my mom and dad where chilling on the couch with Uncle Ricky. 

"Whats going on?" I ask. 

"Bonnie wanted Smores." My says as she eats one herself. 

"Where have you been all day?" My dad asks. 

"I was with Adrian all day." I say flatly. Uncle Ricky looks at me. 

"How is he?" I don't know how he is now after tonight. I smile. 

"He is good. We had a good day so..." Cesar stares me with a look that says Liar. 

"I am going to take a shower and come down in a bit." I take a shower and run my head through the water. 

He puts his tongue in the opening of my mouth to entice me to open my mouth. He runs his fingers through my hair and i deepen the kiss. His tongue is dancing around mine.

"Adrian." I murmur against my lips. I stare into his eyes. 

Stop. Stop.. I turn on the cold water and scream in pain as it shocks my system. 

I am not gay. I am not gay! 

I get out of the shower and see Cesar waiting for me on my bed. I jump. 

"Shit Cesar." 

"What happened?" I dry my hair. 

"Nothing." He laughs. 

"Right and i am being drafted for the NFL..." I roll my eyes. 

"We had a great time.." 

"Annnnnd...." 

"He kissed me." Cesar's eyes widen. 

"HOLY SHIT." 

"And i might of kissed him back." i mutter. 

"MIGHT OF!?" He yells. I cover his mouth. Shit i didn't even know he could talk this loud. 

"ok i did! I kissed him back!" i took my hands off his face. He looks at my facial expression. 

"Did you like it? What did you say?! Please don't tell me you pushed away." I am kind of offended that he would think i would do something like that. 

"He told me he loved me." Cesar didn't say anything. " I did like the kiss." Maybe too much. "I was so dumbfounded that i couldn't say anything." 

"Did he say anything after that?" 

"He said 'If you don't like it its fine. I know you like my sister. These are my feelings and I will deal with them on my own.'"

"Do you really like Emma?" I don't hate her. 

"Y- Yesssss?" Cesar laughs at me. 

"You are fucked." 

"Im glad you find this funny." 

"You need to be honest with Emma.  I knew she always liked you but damn when she finds out that she lost to her own brother..." 

"I am not Gay Cesar." 

"There are other sexual orientations other than straight and gay R.J. You could be Bi-sexual or Pansexual..." 

"How do you know all this stuff?" He crosses his arms.

"I am in theatre, R.J. you meet a lot of personalities."

A couple days later go by and i haven't heard from Adrian. I head to soccer practice and before i could leave the parking lot. Kai and the others were standing in front of me. I still have't confronted Kai about Adrian so i am ready to talk to him.

"Kinderman! You a fucking fag too? A couple of our boys saw Adrian eating your face!" Anger fills my core. I run to him and start fighting him and he starts fighting back.. 

"You asshole! I know what you did! Adrian told me! You fucked him!" Kai's face immediate gets red. Everyone around him starts talking around him. "He told me... You were drunk at a party right? What i don't get is why? Why beat him up after that? Why treat him like shit!" 

"You think i am fag too? I'm not! He came onto me! His presence bugged me!" I start fighting him again. He punches me in the face. "Who knows who has been in that guy's ass... He fucks everybody." I jump on back and bring him to the ground.

"R.J. STOP!"  Adrian pulls me away.

"Ah the fag helping his boyfriend... Lets take bets who is top!" Adrian crosses his arms.

"Isn't is unfair because you know good and well what i am..."  Adrian winks at him. His face grows pail. We both start to walk away. Then Adrian pushes me and get punched by Kai. Aiden falls to the ground. 

"ADRIAN!"I punch and kick Kai in the sack. He falls to his knees and starts rolling on the ground. 

"FUCK!" He shouts. The other players help him and i help Adrian to my car. He leans back on my seat and winces in pain. I put my hands on his head to see if there was any blood. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you! You can't fight!" I am a lot of better fighter than he is. "What are you doing here so late?" he shoos my hands away. 

"I was handing.... in my final pieces for the art show." I lean back and sigh. 

"Don't you have a game tomorrow?" I nod. 

"Yeah..." 

" Ill stop by and see you play." My heart jumps at the thought that he might come. He looks embarrassed to say it. 

He is so adorable. I rub his head. He looks at me.

"I am glad." 

While i was so happy that he was going to go. This game was worse than last game's due to the inaffectiveness of our defense, no one is talking to one another. 

"MAYBE SOMEONE SHOULD REPLACE THE SWEEPER!" I hear one of the students on the side lines. Then they all started saying it. Even Kai behind me started chanting it. 

High school is a pain in my ass.