It is early in the morning and I have not slept

Having forty panic attacks right now

All hail the glow cloud (lamp), the only thing that seems to want to exist right now
I'm going to a camp in North Carolina for forensic anthropology and I am really anxious
A few things have been nagging at me about this and I can't really focus on anything because I'm not sure how the camp will be and can only hope that the company is nice
I stress over everything sos I need sleep