Philippines POV~

"Upper cut!"

"Jab!"

Now hook!"

Why is this guys so hard to punch??I'm slowly getting tired,

"Upper cut!"I did an upper cut and tried to punch his face but failed-

Ow!!

I fell on the floor and hold my stomach,I hissed in pain,I tried standing up-

"Sorry miss Philipia,but you gotta be fast to not get hit!"Mr. Klokov said..

I kept on trying to stand up but instead,I just lied my body feeling exhausted...

"I......hahhh,give up-haahh"I was breathing heavy and feeling dizzy at the same time.

"Great job,you did great miss Philipia"Mr. Klokov said while with his warm smile and gave a hand..

I glanced at his hand and took the offer of getting me up,he patted my back and led me out of the ring,

He went back to practicing with serious features,I looked from bottom to top of his body,

He is very buff for an old man like him,male anotomy are so amazing,I wish I have a quite buff body like him..

I took my water bottle and drank it,finishing everything inside.

I closed the bottle feeling refreshed atlast then throw it in a trash bin near me,I took my phone from my pocket then checked the time-

"9pm"I mumbled,and sighed thinking,not knowing that it's getting late and I'm still training,

I saw me. Klokov leaving while saying goodbye to the owner, Kenneth and Benji already left earlier..

"Aren't you leaving yet miss Philipia?"the owner asked me while cleaning the small mess up, scattered weights on the floor..

"Uhh,maybe later.."I replied happily.

"Okay then,if you are ever leaving,you can just come up to me at my office then I can lock the gym"he suggested and went to his office,I heard his door echoed when he closed it.

I sighed and saw one of the hanged sack bags for boxing,

Before I stood up,I putted some wraps on my hand..then I went up to it.

I started punching it,and doing the boxing techniques that they thought me,I remembered when Dad would use to punch a tree for his training..

Old memories came back to me,and every memory I remember I started to hit the sack harder and harder..

I couldn't concentrate on the training, everything is coming back,the pain is coming back..

I kept on punching it harder,soon I didn't realize that I was tearing up,making me weak,

I was slowing down and felt angry,angry at everything!I was so angry that I was weak,that I couldn't defend myself,I was so weak that I would cry easily..

I hate myself!!

I hate my life!!

I removed the wraps on my hand and decided to punch the sack without that thing wrapped around my nuckles,I punched hard on it,while every time I Punch it hard my nuckles started to bleed,but I don't care!

I don't care!!why can't I change?!?

Why can't I be like them?!?strong, powerful,brave!?!

I'm such a weak,worthless idiot!!

I stopped and sat on the chair,I glanced at my hands as the blood kept falling,I took some bandages in my bag and wrapped it on my nuckles hoping that it would stop bleeding,but it just kept falling..

I hissed feeling the pain it's been given me,but I deserve this...it was the only way to release my anger,this is what I deserve for being such a bastard!

I fixed up my bag and put on back my hoodie and said goodbye to the owner..

I went back to the hotel,and used the stairs instead of the elevator,I kept on skipping some steps faster,not minding that my legs are really tired..

I reached my floor exhausted,and came up to our door,I was nervous going inside..I might wake them up and interrupt there moment.

I sighed and slowly opened the door,I took a peek and slowly widen the door so I could fit,I closed the door behind really slow..

I tiptoed to my bed and placed my bag under,then plopped on my bed,I felt more relaxed lying on a soft bed,I'm just relieved that no one waked up..

I opened my eyes and looked at my other side,looking at them while hey hug eachother instead of the other sleeping up.

Its a double decker bed and he's sleeping with him!!you should be sleeping up not down you just waisted the money I paid in the counter-

Now Phil, calm down,that's non of your business,and you are interfering..

I couldn't sleep,my eyes won't get heavy or my mind won't stop thinking..there are too much thoughts and I can't get them off.

I shook my head and blinked two times then stood up,I walked slowly to the balcony and opened it's glass door..

The stars weren't that much showing but they where still shinning above the deep dark sky,while the moon shaped as a cresent glows in the middle.

I am loving how bright the view it's holding, remembering my parents,inloving memories with them,but once everything disappeared..

I felt unsatisfied thinking about the past...the painful past.i could have protected my mom from dying,wishing that I was the one who has been shot instead of her..

I could have been the one who fighted in the war for the sake of my father's safety but...it was just lost..

I lost everything,but had two more with me,Kuya martial and kuya del..I'm glad that they where there for me, overprotective just so I would be safe,

I want to repay them for all of there sacrifice,I want to change and change is good,right?

I sighed deeply,and chuckled at my self-

"Philipia,you are being such an asshole for talking to your self"I teased myself with such language,and tears where falling,

I wanted to stop crying,feeling like a crybaby which I cant do anything..I really hate myself..

"Hope you have another spot for someone to talk to"

I flinched and looked behind me,I saw Singapore resting his shoulder on the door..

"Uh...h-hi Singapore.."I stuttered my words and quickly wiped my tears away.

"Are you okay?"he asked while approaching me,I looked below me trying to avoid contact with him,

"I-im fine,thanks for asking.."I replied..

"You don't look like one.."he said with his teasing tone,

"Do I really have to show my expression just so you would believe me?"

"Well,yeah of course"he smirked and just stayed cool..

I looked up to him and smiled widely,making my face go near him, "now you see??"I asked while my teeth are closed.

"You don't have to go overboard with the smile"he laughed and and pushed me gently away..

We laughed together,I then sighed as he followed, "are you really sure your okay?"he pryed just to be sure..

"I'm really fine,you don't have to worry that much about me"I said then hugged him tightly,feeling his embrace helped me cheer up,

"Thanks Singapore"I thanked him, "no p-problem Philipia"he was stuttering and heating up,I let go of him and looked at him with confusion..

"Are you okay,singa?"I asked worriedly,

"Y-yup,I'm fine,I-I'm just gonna go back to bed,you should too, goodnight"he stuttered as he went back inside,did I do something??

I just shrugged it off..

"Goodnight"I said sadly,it's back...I sighed and prepared myself to sleep

I went inside and closed the door,i lied on my bed,feeling like everything has come to an end and darkness has payed over me....

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Tick,

Tock,

Tick,

Tock..

"It's so boring!!"Indo whined,as everyone else is just feeling the same thing,

We are all sitting on the big sofa, thinking of what activity we will be doing..

"Let's just swim!"Japan suggested

"It's really hot outside and we don't wanna get sunburned besides we already swam earlier.."Taiwan talked back..

It's so hooootttt!"Japan whined at his second time..

"Get use to it,asshole!"Kuya said angrily, "Kuya,don't say that!"i whispered to him,he just rolled his eyes.

"Urgghhhh!"everyone mumbled..

"How about we go visit the special wonders here in Palawan?"I suggested,

They all looked at me straight,it's making me uncomfortable actually, "uhhh..is there something wro-"

"What a brilliant idea Philipia, we shall do it!come on everyone,prepare yourselves..we are about to have our journey!"Germany exclaimed happily with pride,never heard him say things like that..

"I never heard you say things like that,niemcy"Poland said, "I really don't know what has gotten into me lately"he said back,

Everyone prepared there things, especially there camera's,they all had there own...anndd malays camera is the biggest,this is actually perfect for a one big photo of the majorities..

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Russia's POV~

Firstly we went to This place called... Puerto Princesa?

Anyways,the place is amazing,exploring the cavern with such beauty of the fresh water,

Everybody was in hurry of taking pictures especially to the girls who are so full of themselves..

"Smile Russia"America said while he raised his hands with his camera then-

CLICK!

"Nice picture"I said hugging him,he giggled cutely 💖..

(Really sorry for the rusphil shippers and amephil🙏,forgive me)

I looked at everyone, happy..

I smiled but also noticed Philipia,who is that much not in the mood-

Just leave her alone Russia!!!

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(Sorry I skipped the numerous trips there going cause I only know one place in Palawan^^)

Japan's POV~

We are back at the hotel and seems so that everyone was very tired from our long journey,and it's getting late..

"We...should take some rest everyone..."Spain said as he went to the elevator,

"I agree"Canada said,

"This was the longest day that we had.."I said tiredly,

"Goodnight everyone"the aseans said in unison,

"Night"

Everyone went to there respective rooms,all except for Philipia...she was just standing at the front of the hotel,while the air hits her..

I approached her feeling nervous that I might hurt her,

"Uh,h-hi Philipia-san.."I stuttered my words and blushed..

"Oh,hello j,why aren't you joining the others to sleep?"she asked me,that made me speechless tho I was going to ask the same thing to her..

"I was actually going to ask the same thing to you XD"I said and laughed a little..

"Haha,you got me,I was only just having a relaxing evening 😊,you?"

"Uh,w-well..."

HOLLY MOTHER OF HERA!!WHAT SHOULD I SAY!!?!

"Well,the same thing,yes...the same thing,hehe"I smiled nervously and just looked down,she giggled that made me blush even more..

"Well,I'm going to sleep now,good night Japan"she said while leaving,

I sighed and felt my heart melt as it beats fast

To be continued~

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