(there might be grammatical errors so pls be open minded...blame auto correct ò^ó,it's all it's fault,anyways,enjoy the chap)^art by me, inspired by GodellinaDewdrop wonderous arts and her magnificent book^^

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I slowly open my eyes...feeling pain in my head.

Arghh...it hurts so bad,I tried sitting but failed, everything tho was blur and white.

I blinked twice and bit by bit my vision is getting clear,and...I'm not in my room..I am also wearing a dress,tho I don't remember wearing one...

What Happened?....

Then I saw someone beside me holding my hand and lying it's head on my side,and it's martial...

I can see under his eyes the redness, maybe from crying...

But what happened...argghh!my head hurts,my brother started to move...omg!I woke him up!!

I saw him opened his eyes and looked at me with shock.

"Uhhh..hi?"tho why is my voice so cracked and husky?...

Suddenly I felt both arms wrapped around me,while my brother tear up on my shoulder...

"Your finally awake!.."he said while sniffing and tears fell down more making my shoulder wet.

"Hey,it's okay brother...I'm fine.."we parted from our hug as he looked at me,examining me from top to bottom..

Arghh!!!my head...I touched my fore head and felt the pain,tho I just shrugged it off.

"Are you okay?"my brother asked with his usual tone but worriedly,his eyes very tern looking...

"I'm fine...."I look around,and everything was quite,very quite.an awkward silence around us..."what happened??"I asked him,he sighed deeply and looked at me sternly and seriously.

"I'll explain to you later-"

The door suddenly opened and revealed a....a doctor?...wait!so I'm in the hospital?!?
I can see him talking to brother,with papers in hand and a pen,while a nurse followed behind him...

I can hear a bit on what there talking about..

"Sir,your sister is fine tho she will take some few more days to recover,and..."he looked at his paper and continued-"she'll be free after 2 more days.."the doctor said while my brother nodded and thank him,the nurse approaching me,as she check at my top....the thing with water while some king of tube connected to my arm where there's a tape attached so it won't get off.

"Wag kayong magaalala miss Philippines,gagaling na po kayo(don't worry miss Philippines,you'll get better soon),"she reassured me while smiling widely making the space go on the good vibe,I smiled back and felt a little warmth in my heart,not minding the pain in my head.

"Come on now shairah,we have a lot more patients to check on"the doctor called her as he leaves the door.

"Coming sir"she said as she looked at me again and waved at me as she leaves...

"I'll check on you later,Philipia,I'll be just buying some pandesal if you want,I'll let the others accompany you for awhile"he said,I nodded as he left..

Suddenly the door bursted open and I saw Malay,indo and south Korea crying while they approached me and hugged me tightly...

"Phil!your okay!!"south said with his cracked voice while crying,I patted his back- "hey,I'm fine...could you..."I can't breathe...

"Let go of me...i...can't...breathe"he let go of me as he looked at me with a smile on his face, "so,how was your time guys?"I asked them trying to change the topic.

"It's been great...*sniff*but... without you...it's the worst!!*niff*"Malay said crying even more,while Indo and south followed..

Then some of the Asians came inside the room and greeted me,the first one who greeted was Singapore then next bruneiand the others..

Some of them brought flowers and fruits,wow,I didn't know that they cared for me this much, especially both Korea,who brought a bunch of flowers.he placed it beside me on the small table,and approached me.

"Feeling better?"north asked calmly,

"Yes"I replied happily tho my head hurts again,making it even more painful,making me dizzy...

"Philipia,are you okay?"north asked worriedly,I touched my head-

"Yeah...I'm fine.."he looked at me sternly examining me like what my brother did earlier..

This kinda getting very awkward,I want to ease the dark aura around,tho everyone was quite,I can see all of them at the back but except for two persons..

"Uhmm...can I ask a question?"I asked with curiosity,I wanted to ask them if what happened, everybody wants to tell me but only north was the one to tell me..

"Sure, anything.."he said,I inhaled and exhaled,then started...

"What happened?"I asked him,he sighed deeply and explain everything...

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"That's what happened?"I asked again as he nodded,

"Tho we never knew you could drink that fast and continuesly,and it's a strong alcohol!"south said surprised,making me surprised of myself,

I nodded,"so how was your time guys?"I asked a little happy,cracking a smile,making the aura a little light..

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We talked fair enough, everybody already left which made me lonely,though earlier my brother already came and gave the pandesals, everybody liked eating it.

I just stared at the ceiling and felt empty...it's very dark,cause my brother switched off the light and it's 11 in the night and still I'm not asleep..

I'm getting really.. curious,what is this feeling??it's like you feel nothing but pain...

I shakes my head,and touched it, suddenly the sun and stars on my face started glowing,just like before,but this time with my whole body has patterns and started glowing,with the color of white,before it was yellow,it was glowing strongly making it visible even with the blanket covered on me.

I removed the blanket on me and tried standing,my legs where weak and I was only wearing a light yellow dress.

The floor was cold,I was shaking then I almost tripped but I was saved by the bed then I went to the window near me near while I pull the thing that's connected on me,while the full moon shines brightly as I look at the sea,while it makes Strong waves but not that strong.

I smiled and saw billions of stars around the dark sky..

Like me, shinning in the dark..

Staring at the sky with the air breeze is relaxing,making my eyes heavy a little..

I flinched when the door suddenly opened,

"Ahhhhhhh!"I did a fighting pose as I saw the person with a bag behind the door,making his face visible cause of me glowing.

"Woah there,Philipia,ako toh,si Kuya" Kuya martial flinched when I screamed,he said as i calmed down as he looked at me with shock.

"Uhhh.."I stared at him while he stare at me still with shock plastered on his face.

"How....h-how are you... glowing?"he was stuttering with his words looking me...

"Oh...well...to be honest..I don't know.."I said looking at my hands and arms going down to my legs,tho it looks cool.

"Brother?"i asked him not taking my eyes off my body.

He snapped in reality from looking at me-

"Y-yes?"

"Is...this normal?"I asked him,looking at his unexplained expression.

"Well,yes...that happened before..."he replied as he put the bag he was carrying on the chair near him.

So this happened before?tho when?,I have so many questions,but it doesn't seem to be answered.

"When?"I asked again which made him stop by his tracks and...on the expression on his face,looks like he's thinking...

"Well...when your down and,mom would always comfort you then you start glowing.."he explained,I looked at him then looked outside,looking at the stars.

I was so surprised,and still questions hit me,why is this happening?

How is this happening?

Mama was comforting me...

I would glow....

Then... everything....

Disappears...

I didn't know that I was tearing up,breaking down on the floor,still crying for no reason..

Brother approached me and comforted me like what Mama does...

Now..it's all gone....the good times

Everything changed....

I've changed...

"Shh,it's going to be alright.."he whispered,I didn't know he would comfort me after everything I've done,the mess...I've created...

Usually brother would call me weak for crying,now...he's changed,tho he won't stop fighting for our country and Justice for Mama and Papa...

After crying,I have dry tears on my cheeks and my brother outside looking after me,the next 2 days I'll be free...

Tho why does it feel like I don't want to go?...

Bit by bit the patterns are disappearing and I stopped glowing..

I looked at the ceiling for a sec then at the door...

I want to shut my eyes and rest but I cant seem to sleep,

Argg!not again,my head hurts so bad making me dizzy while my eyes get heavy...

-To be continued...