Sunday, 11:34 P.M.

Little Boy

Little Boy:
Hey? How was your
date?

Me:
You're up till now?
It's not good.

Little Boy:
I could not sleep.

Me:
Oh. Yeah it was fun,
We went to a restaurant
for the food, then we
went up the balcony
for star gazing. Honestly,
he just another Aera.

From his bias in BTS to
his knowledge about
constellations.

His interests really
match mine.

Little Boy:
Are you sure he isn't
faking?

Me:
Huh? How could he
fake that?

Little Boy:
Mi, you're an idol. Your
likes, dislikes everything
is available on the
internet.

Me:
It didn't feel like it.

If he had to, he would have
said his bias is Jin instead
of Namjoon.

Little Boy:
That doesn't even count.

Me:
Hah? Look, you were the
one who pretended to be
Jin and now you are
questioning him?

Little Boy:
I thought we figured that
out and now we were
friends.

Me:
Obviously. And so is Suho.
He is my friend too.

Little Boy:
Wow. You met him one
day and you are fighting
for him against me?

Me:
I am fighting for no one.
You are acting childish.

And even if I favour him
above you, why would I
not?

You don't even trust me
with yourself. I have not
even seen you.

Little Boy:
I made it clear that I do
want to tell you but my
job doesn't permit me.

Me:
My job doesn't permit
me doing a lot of stuff,
but I do it. It's just a
matter of priorities.

That man, Suho, he missed
his imp meeting because he
wanted to drop me back.

You don't even text me
when you are busy.

Little Boy:
That's pure ethics. He took
you out on a date. It was
his responsibility to drop
you back.

And how can you compare?
We are not dating!

Me:
Yeah right. Sorry...

How very ignorant of me.
You are sick and I am
ranting here. I am Sorry.
And take care.

Little Boy:
It's okay, it's not your
fault. I think I exceeded
limits.

Me:
No it's fine. You should
sleep now.

Little Boy:
Yeah bye

Me:
Bye

Fuck it. Sorry bro.
I became over sensitive.

Little Boy:
I already said it was
not your fault.😂😂

Me:
Ykw I am in
real trouble. 🥲

Little Boy:
What??

Me:

Aera clicked my pic and
during texting, I was
laughing and giggling,
so now I am being teased
like fuck!

Little Boy:
Oh was it Suho?

Me:
It was you. You goddam.
YOU.

Little Boy:
😂😂

Not my fault.

Me:
Now they think I am
having a secret boyfriend.

Little Boy:
Isn't that true?

Me:
Suho is not my boyfriend.
It was just a blind date.

Little Boy:
Btw how does he look?

Me:
More of Japanese.
His mother is Japanese.

Little Boy:
I see. You don't have
any pictures?

Me:
I don't have from today.
But yeah I have one
that mom sent me.

Little Boy:
He looks cool

Me:
Ikr. He looks like
a model lmao 🤣

That's what I told him.

Honestly, I am a bit
frustrated from myself.

He did everything that
some good man should
have done, but I wasn't
that interested.

I fear that he made out
my disinterest.

Little Boy:
Why were you disinterested?

Didn't you say, your
interests matched?

Me:
Yeah but I couldn't see
him anything more than
a friend. Also, there was
this nervousness about
each thing and I was
hesitant in doing stuff

Little Boy:
Stuff in the sense?

Me:
Like even picking up
the plate and spoon. If
I am creating a lot of noise.
It was bothering me.

Little Boy:
You really need to term
things clearly girl.
'doing stuff ' can be taken
in a complete diff sense

Me:

I didn't mean it that way.

Little Boy:
I got to know that. 😂😂

It's fine. Like, you guys
we're meeting for the
first time. I think eventually
you will be comfortable.

Me:
I guess.

I gtg byee
Take care and sorry again

Little Boy:
No. I am sorry.
And bye. <3

Jennie

Me:

Jennie:
Oh Mi? You're texting
me so late. Everything fine?

Me:
Yeah. Just wanted to
ask something.

Jennie:
Obviously. You never
text me without work.

Cruel world 😢

Me:
Like you do? 😗

Jennie:
Haha fine. What's it?

Negative days, negative
nights?

Me:
Not negative, confused.

I went on a date today.

Jennie:
Finally. 😢😢
I thought you'll die
a virgin.

Me:
What does it mean, if
you are comparing that man
with whom you're on
a date with some other?

Jennie:
Someone having mixed
feelings I see.

Details please.

Me:
Like when I was talking
to him, he just nodded and
understood it without
question. There's a guy I
know who is genuinely
intrigued with what I say.

When he dropped me back
ditching his work, I compared
it with a man who did not text
me cause of work.

When he told me that his
bias is Namjoon, all I could
think of was that man simping
over Jin. I had such remorse
against myself.

When he was telling me
about his career, I remembered
how that man made me
stick onto mine.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Jennie:
You are in love princess.

Me:
But I have not even met him.

Jennie:
Hold the fuck up. WHAT?

Me:
Yeah. He is just a random
fan I am texting.

Jennie:
What in, my dear Mi, the actual
fuck!!!

Does Aera unnie know about this???

Me:
Yeah. She doesn't know that
I went on a date today, tho.

Jennie:
You sure got guts.

You are texting a fan and now
you are even feeling for them???

Are you out of your mind?

Mission abort!!

Me:
Come on Jen, I expect better
from you. 😮‍💨

Jennie:
Bro first of all... We are idols.

Me:
We are humans.

Jennie:
Yeah but you haven't seen him.

Me:
Yeah but does appearance really
matter?

Jennie:
You don't even know if
he is credible.

Me:
He is credible enough.

Jennie:
You are not even sure
what he works for.

Me:
He is a business man.

Jennie:
What if he is a fifty year
old pervert

Me:
A pervert would not text
me like that. A pervert would
be interested in my body.

Jennie:
That's it. You're in love.
You are defending him.

Me:
Fuck! Isn't this wrong?

Jennie:
It is but who cares. If you
really love him and find
him credible. I am with you.

It's not like we find someone
we love easily.

Especially in your case. Except
Jin, you haven't even had a
crush

AND DON'T USE ME AS
A MEME.

Me:
Jin is not my crush!!! For
the nth time.

Jennie:
So, this guy is. What's his name?

Me:
Kim Chin Mae.

Jennie:
Yeah congratulations to him,
he is your first ever crush 🥳

Me:
... Idk. Will ttyl 😢

Jennie:
Yeah. And don't worry,
this won't be out of here.

Me:
Ik that's why I told you.

Jennie:
😊