Cole. 

His smile.

Sweet and charming, pearly white teeth and soft lustful lips. They curve to make the perfect smile. One, I had never seen before. I've seen a smirk. A soft smile dancing on his lips, but the one he presented now was beautiful. I only wished it was for me. 

He's happy, while I lean on the metal lockers.  He looks at her with more love than I've ever seen laced between the glances he gave me. 

Some people said we were the perfect couple. 

Those same people are cheering while his girl says yes to his prom proposal. 

His girl. 

He is her's. 

The freckles on his cheeks, the one I would trace on his face as he slept. 

His arms, the ones he would wrap around me as we hugged in the dark, waiting for the bus to finally come. 

I bite back a smile. 

His eyes, the ones I saw shine with millions of beautiful stars. 

The brown unruly hair I loved to run my fingers through during class. 

They were all hers now. 

For her to be wrapped in his arms as they waited for the school bus. 

Her's to trace while he slept, lips parted. 

Her's to stare at, to witness the beautiful constellations that his blue eyes resembled. 

That was the thing, I got stars, she got constellations. 

It just makes me wonder, if they were ever really mine. 

He was happy. 

I push off of the locker and my steps echo in my head as I walk away from the applauses, the dispersing crowd, and the 'perfect' couple. 

Tears run down my cheeks as I realized why he moved on so quickly. 

The salty bitterness strikes me as I realized, I knew how one sided love was. 

That was all me and him ever were. 

One sided lovers, another part we never wished to show to each other. 

I walked out to see my new friends. 

A cigarette is placed between my lips as my boyfriend lights the end of it. 

He asks me why I had been crying, I lie to him like I've done this past year. 

I lie to him, like Cole had lied to me. 

The lies he would say when he uttered the 3 words, 

"I love you"

When in reality, he never really did. 

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Just plain horrible, lol.