Wounded
I am doing this differently. It is your POV, then Yusei's POV.
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"I hate it. I hate it all. Why am I hurt? Why does nobody like me? Yeah, I hang around a few people. But, it is not like they like me." I told myself in the mirror. I hate looking into it. Yet I look into it to make myself, not myself. Tired of all of this bullying. Tired of being used. I. Was. Sick. And. Tired. Of. It. All.
Having enough of this face in the mirror I broke it; leaving shards everywhere.
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I waited at her door with no response for a while. About to nock again I hear shattering. Fearing for the worst I barged in. I run around the place thinking it was a window. Until I reached a closed door. There were soft sobs coming from there.
I opened the door and the sight shocked me.
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My hands bleed as I held the shard up to my neck. Tears mixed with blood. These tears should be of happiness not this, this, NOT THIS. Whatever these tears mean, not this.
The bathroom door opened reviling Yusei. My tears shed even harder seeing his shocked face. I tried even harder now to cut my neck my arms stayed where they were. He neared me with caution and fear, fear of me I know it.
Not thinking twice my arms moved stabbing him in the side.
I stood in shock at what I just did. He sat on his knees as he pulled it out. My mind went blank as I reached for the first aid in my cabinet. I don't exactly remember what happened.
But when I woke up I found myself laying on him on the couch. Slightly to the side not to touch the wound that were tended to and his arms around me. I could not take my eyes off of his wound. Tears began to fall again and fall on his bare chest. Fingers wiped away the tears taking me away from my last thoughts. Those same fingers lightly took hold of my chin and made me look at him.
"Never, ever do that again." I opened my mouth to say something but his fingers stopped me. "You have friends, talk to us. Don't commit suicide things won't be the same."
"No one will miss me." I interjected at his pause. "Then are you telling me that I don't care?" He paused to see if I will say anymore, positive I won't he continued.
"Will Leo and Luna not be heartbroken? They look up to you, you are a sister to them. Will Akiza not be lonely? She needs another girl to talk to. We need someone to keep Jack in line. Someone needs to crack up at Crow's awful jokes. And I. And I need you."
He brought me towards him as he leaned in for a kiss. Under all that pain I went through. I could not see all that Yusei told me. The flood gates opened as I realized who would get hurt if I commit suicide. They would have a hard time forgetting and move on. Nothing would be the same. Anything that we did would not be the same. Over all the heart I would hurt the most would have been the one kissing me right now.
He pulled away making me wish to stay. I learned my lesson. Things can get better. If I let them try.
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