I stand away, I stand in the side, away, away from everything else not to be in the way. I feel like I am in the way as I try to help or feel useless because there is nothing for me to do.

As I watch from the sides seeing everyone enjoy themselves in the light and in each other I stand to the side near the group forgotten.

When I am not near they tease or ask why I am not joining them.

They wonder why. They do not understand that I do not go through those same problems and they do not exactly go through mine. They wonder why, I am not interested in what they are talking about or it is something that does not involve me. Yet, they wish for me to join.

Why should I join when they forget that I accepted their invite and joined them. Why should I join when I sit there bored.

Just leave me, my imagination is better at including me more than you, even if it 'kills' me.

Let me be, not like you truly care.

Let me be, so I can solve this puzzle.

Let me be, I have my own games just for me.

Let me be cause there is no point in calling me over.

I will sit here talking to my other self.