Click,
The bathroom door is locked,
I'm unreachable,
Unseeable,
Almost invisible,

Slam,
I push down the lid of the toilet seat to sit on and I bury my face in my hands,
I hug my knees to myself, as tears trickle down from my cheeks

Sniffle,
I can't let out the tears too loud,
Or they'll hear me,
Or they'll find out

Safe,
This is the only place where I'm temporarily safe
Safe from society's glares,
From everyone around me,
From my life,

Knock,
'Are you okay in there'
I wipe the tears off of my face and fake a smile
'Yes I'm fine' I lie again

Blur,
The tears are flowing so fast from my eyes that everything is going blurry
I'm feeling dizzy
I'm feeling hazy

Creak,
I get up from my space and stand up to go to the sink.
I look at myself in the mirror
I see a girl with red puffy eyes staring back at me
I cup the water in my hands and splash my face
All gone

Rub,
I wipe my face on the towel then stare at the mirror to make sure all the tear marks are gone

Click,
The bathroom is open
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I literally haven't updated anything for ages! Sorry about that, here's my newest poem. It's quite personal to me.

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Btw guys it's my birthday in 12 days so make sure you remember to wish me on the 25th of July 😄