I see you waiting outside my door, but I won't open it. I have no motivation to.

‘I know that you’re waiting for me like a dog,
But have some patience for the part of me that’s lost.’

I look in the mirror, not recognizing myself. I don’t even recognize any of you anymore.

‘When I don’t recognize
Any of you that love me’

I can’t think, I'm always spaced out. Let’s just hope I’ll be back to normal at some point.

‘But it’s getting all foggy,
My head is in the clouds right now,
Just pray I come around, around.’

You ask from the other side of the door,

‘Hello, Hello are you lonely?
I’m sorry it’s just the chemicals.’

Do you even know me? I’m not a memorable person, I don’t know why you kept me around for so long.

‘Hello, Hello, do you know me?
I’m called Mr. Forgettable.’

I leave, go hang out with you all. I play it off as everything is fine and I'm the same person I've always been, and the new me doesn't agree with it.

‘The old me hides,
While the new me fights.’

We make eye contact, and you see the old me. Is your name different, has the house changed?

‘Look in my eyes,
He’s still in there, right?
Did the kitchen change?
What about your name?’

It used to be that when I thought of me and her together, I’d smile, but now it's all bitter memories. I can’t even think anymore when she’s near, I just zone out and my mind goes blank. Everyone’s worried, but I tell them I’ll be alright soon enough.

‘You used to be my heart,
And now you're just a face.'

I am not mentally here anymore, I zone out almost all the time. I don't know if there's ever going to be a 'normal' for me again, but we can only hope

'My head is in the clouds right now,
Just pray I come around, around.'

"Are you lonely?" my therapist asks. My doctor suggested I attend therapy after I had to take a trip to the hospital. I wonder how many of you would remember if I left? Probably not many to be honest.

'Hello, hello, are you lonely?
I'm sorry, it's just the chemicals.'

Do any of you know me? Truly know me?

'Hello, hello, do you know me?
I'm called Mr. Forgettable,
Mr. Forgettable,
Mr. Forgettable,
Mr. Forgettable,
(Mr. Forgettable)'

Maybe I am lonely. Maybe isolating myself wasn't the best idea at first, but it led me to a needed realization. None of you truly know me. You haven't taken the time before now to actually try, to give me a chance. We've lived around each other, but we don't know.

'Hello, hello, are you lonely?
I'm sorry, it's just the chemicals,
Hello, hello, do you know me?
They call me Mr. Forgettable.'