As I stared down at the hard choice. Should I take it or should I not?
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There are Pinnacle times in life where one must choose to stay or to go. Most often than not they are hard choices that have to be done to achieve a certain standard. The choice that must be done in order to save you some sort of semblance of yourself. But what would happen if that choice was a human. More or often not a girl. A girl who seemed to be draining of colours. A girl that held my hard choice firmly in her grasp, urging me to take it. A bleak expression was on her face as she offered it again and again.
I still would not take it. I refused to take it.
Those dead, bleak eyes met his everytime and an emotion that looked like disappointment flashed through them.
Take, take, take. You will feel so much better.
I still did not take. Every time I did not take, tingles ran up my spine and I could no longer feel my face except for tear-like trails that flowed diagonally down my face in a wave like pattern.
I was draining like her. All my colour. I was becoming bleak but unlike her I wasn't to the point of incineration. It was suttle at first. Little parts began to flake away, unnoticeable parts. Then it would build up. Until she had chunks missing of her as she floated mid air.
Take this. Take it. It will help you. I didn't take it and she still faded away but I couldn't bring myself to take it. I love her. And yet I still continue to hurt her. I couldn't decide which one I wanted to hurt more. Her or myself.

I woke up one morning to a pile of ash, the hard choice at the epicenter. In the soot lay a message.
You should have taken it.
He couldn't let the regret flood in. For some reason he couldn't let the emotions in. And he had done this. He loved her and he couldn't let her go. It wasn't as selfish as it was cruel. A cruel but beautiful ending for the weak and unworthy because God new now he didn't deserve what he had just lost.

A.N.
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Hey guys. So I needed to update and this is kinda depression and horrible. But hey I needed to update.
Hey ink how much of a horrific job did I do on this? I will update scream.... Soon.
Your author Geno signing out.