i know i should be over him now, but i was just laying in bed thinking and i realized i couldn't remember the sound of his voice anymore and now i'm crying.

god, i need things to distract me from all this. like i want to escape to a different school because next to nobody knows we aren't "a thing" anymore so the canada references and shit like that tear me apart but i can't tell anyone else and-

i should just sleep.

but i still see him in my dreams (not in that way you nasty fucks) and just-

ugh i can't even escape to sleep anymore

music is no help

i can't write

i don't want to read

so what the fuck to i do

god, this motherfucker is gonna spring into my mind every once in awhile, huh?

reason number 4 why i don't want a relationship: the aftermath.

shit, i'mma try and get some sleep or something. idk. it's probably gonna be another night of me up til 6am