So guys, this is a really sad chapter. So if you don't want to be depressed, I highly recommend you skip this chapter!

There is murder, suicide, insessed rape (if you don't know what that means, you don't want to, so skip the chapter) and more, so if you don't like that, skip the chapter!!!!!!!!!!

Please don't say I didn't warn you!

And yes, for a few of you who saw this chapter a pretty long time ago, I did change its location!

Word count: 1,239

Carrie's POV

Everything was going wrong. I was caught up in something that would destroy me. The man I called a father held a gun pointed to his head. The whole family making a circle around him, begging him to drop the gun. The cops were already outside the building, ready to crash the place anytime.

"Daddy, ple-pl-please! Don't do-o-o this." I was sobbing so hard that I couldn't hardly breathe. I found my way out of the circle, I couldn't watch this.

Bang! "Ahhhhhhhh!"

Josephine! My younger sister. I looked over to find my father had shot her in between the eyes. He looked at everyone in the room with a sinister smile.

Bang!

He fell to the floor, shot right in the head. The cops, they killed him. I never got to say goodbye because the cops dragged all of us out of the house. Our father was the only source of income, therefore we were practically homeless. The cops had taken our house for investigation.

Later on I was with my older brother Andy. We were walking down a long alleyway to meet up with the family again, since the whole family had split up to find supplies or a shelter.

That's when something else happened. My brother pushed me up against the wall and took my pants off along with my underwear in mere seconds. He unzipped his pants, pulled down his boxers and slammed into me. I tried screaming in pain, as it was my first time, but my brother put a hand over my mouth. I didn't imagine that my first time would be by my brother, and this was practically rape. I was crying by now as my brother had his own pleasure. Once he stopped he put our clothes on and looked at me very seriously.

"I plan on continuing our little sessions. Say a word about it and your dead, got that." He smirked and walked on as I was in a state of shock. I finally had to run to catch up to him, even though I was sore as can be. He just laughed as he watched me limp.

"Better come up with a lie to cover that limp up." He was still laughing his ass if and I just mentally flipped him off.

Once we met up with the family we learned that the youngest siblings was accidentally shot by a pedestrian, thinking he was a robber. How the hell they though that I'll have no idea, he wasn't even 3 feet tall. The only people left was me, Andy, my oldest brother, Adam and mom.

"What happened honey, your limping." Mom ask, of freaking course.

"I tripped over a trash can lid. I hurt my foot pretty bad." I said covering up the real reason and I could tell Andy was trying not to laugh. I glared and mom ask if I needed to see a doctor and I said no, because their would be nothing wrong with my foot.

As we walked along we came in contact with cops. They said that mom had poisoned dad, making him go crazy. But the worse thing was, mom agreed. I now had nothing to save me from my brothers.

We were still searching the alleyways to find a shelter to stay in. Ending up my oldest brother took me away from Andy, and had his fun with my body. Then Andy took his turn, and then both of them at the same time.

I never though that my life could change so much in a matter of hours. Through the nights I ended up running away once I had enough supplies.

It's been a few years now, I've never seen my brothers again. I'm now right in the middle of country. Trees everywhere, and hills everywhere. It was right in the morning the sun finally rising in the sky.

"Kid! Put your hands up!" Someone yelled behind me. I jumped and put my hands up. I found a man come in front of me, with a shotgun in his hands. He was about 55 years old. He smiled sinisterly.

"My, my, your quite the catch. Follow me, and if you dare make a move, I'll kill ya." He practically whispered in my ears.

He left me in an old abandoned cabin and came back hours later. It was almost nighttime. He brought me clothes and extra underwear. Great here we fücking go again. He took me over and over through the night. Me being disgusted, because I was only 18 years old and he was in his 50's. I screamed all night and he didn't care.

It was morning by now and I woke to the guy standing near me and he whispered in my ear.

"Your going to an orphanage, get your clothes on." I was scared and mad and just uhggggg. I did as he ask and put my clothes on and went outside. There was a nice looking woman that took my hand. She led me to a car and off we went.

We arrived at the orphanage. It was like a mini White House. She walked me up the stairs.

"He told me everything he did to you. Would you like to see a counselor? To get all your worries off." The nice woman said and I just shook my head no. She looked concerned but let me inside the door.

A few years had passed. No one had adopted me, though Bethany wants me to be adopted so badly. She was the one who first picked me up all those years ago. She's only 23 years old and I'm 21. I could leave the orphanage, but I had nowhere to go. I was walking down the stairs when I saw something, or someone, I never wanted to see again.

Andy.

He took one look and smirked and pointed at me. Bethany saw my scared face and shook her head no. Andy got angry, but I ran up the stairs and went to my room. I didn't want to do this but it was the last thing left to do.

I pulled the delicate gun out from underneath my bed and loaded it. I heard Andy yelling and coming up the stairs. 21, I had no fight left. I was finished, I didn't need life. I was ready to go to hell. I had waited for this for years. I aimed the gun to my heart. I was ready to die.

And that's exactly what I did.

Andy burst through the door as I pulled the trigger. Then all was black.

Sorry guys! Sad chapter. Little shitty too, but I needed to get some feelings off my back and I can do that by writing something sad and depressing like this.

I hope you didn't enjoy this chapter. If you did, I'm scared.

Anyway, hope you have a great day, and I'll see you in the chapter!!

~KennyandEmo~