ill have question . i am really that bad? ...

is it really that bad to want to make a world where everyone can be happy even if its not would includes me? ...

is it really that bad to wish for a world where no one have to cry anymore for sadness? ....

is it really that bad to have dreams and life like a dreamer? ....

is it that bad to be always there for anyone who need it?....

is it that bad to always help friends even when im feel bad about myself?...

is it really that bad try to always smile to cheer everyone up?...

is it really that bad to say My friends are my power?...

No..?

then could you please explain me why so much people hate me or say to me i should go away.... or treat me like im the bad in person?...

hey i mean i could also say:„ f**k this i was get bullied since im 5!!! years old and dont had any friends until im 14. my grandmother died on my 8 birthday. my dad died on cancer as i was just 13 years old... everyone in my family have a special illness that could kill them anytime. all of my realarionships ends because ill never was good enough ohh except the one were my gf lost all her memories and forgot me because she fall down the stairs.im sora trapped in This world and i will maybe never be able to return home again or see any of my friends ever again. oh and we shouldnt forget. if im ever able to return home ill have to kill my brother nay one day... Oh yeah and the person ill love the most will never feel the same for me because she have adora and she dont know me . Hey thats my life... My heart is forced to be broken and cold and to be filled with darkness... Thats my destiny...