You hide your true self from the ones you love that's were the lies begin to come from. You live a double life because you are afraid the ones who raised you will hate the real you,so you keep going with the lies you gave but when the lies unfold and the truth comes out your in a whole and can't get out. The only ones that knew the truth were people you made friends with online people who in this stage of your life are the best thing that happened through your double life. I look at you next to me in the car and I realize I barely know who you are this realization hurts more than any scar. I wish I knew more about who you really are. Will I ever be able to know you or is this how I will always see you or has this way of life consumed you? Inspiration is this song above^^