I feel distant but present
Like a leaf in Autumn, distant to the tree but present on the ground,
The days have a schedule
My brain becomes revengeful if I fall behind,
Sometimes I observe from afar
Watching the streetlights flicker like an escaping getaway car,
I like to be distant, I like to be present,
I like to see more than other people do,
I like to watch, I like the listen
I'm happy not being the centre of attention,
It stops any unnecessary tension,
I feel distant but present