( Only names are taken from the show. Characteristics of the characters doesn't match. So please don't keep anything related to show in mind. The story is imagination)

So the scene starts from the breakfast table of Rajvansh family who where happily together having breakfast.

Abir was making his lovely daughter eat the healthy food cooked by her mother. Everyone was talking with each like normally, all played with Misha and than Mishti dropped Misha till her school bus. When she came back, her mother in law asked her to sit with Abir which she followed.

"Abir, Mishti, I am being straight with you both. I think you should plan for another child. Misha is of five years now. Don't you feel she should have a sibling to play with."

This statements did nothing but added fuel to Abir's anger,

"Maa I have told you many times Misha is enough for us. We don't think of second child"

Said Abir in a strict tone this time to let his mother know he is not going to change his intentions.

"But why can't you think of second child?"

Asked Meenakshi, his mother is equally adamant as him.

"Once I said it means no"

Replied Abir not wanting to let the truth be out and walked upstairs to his room.
Mishti was all silent throughout the whole conversation like she always has been.

"Mishti what do you think?"

"Maa I don't wish to talk about this topic" answering Mishti to got up and started to climb the stairs when she heard her mother in law saying

"Don't know on which time I brought her in our house. Chup rehti hai bs, jitna kaam ho utni hi baat karti hai. Mati maari gyi thi meri jo isse bahu banakr laai. "

Mishti clutched the railing along the stairs to control her anger, to control her urge to give befitting reply to Meenakshi. Reaching to thier room she found Abir eating the tablets prescribed by the doctor, he had problem of back pain.

"Sorry"

Said Abir to Mishti who was collecting her things so that she can go to her office.

"Why?"

"Because of maa, she shouldn't have taken the topic, you know she doesn't know how we are"

"It's fine"

Replying in two words she left, it's has become her habit to reply everyone is smallest way possible. She has a long conversation with anyone not even her husband except her daughter Misha.

Sighing at her behaviour and his destiny Abir went to his office, he remembered what day it was today. It was there seventh wedding anniversary but did Mishti remembered? No how would she remember such things thought Abir and continued to do his work but his brain was somewhere else.

In evening when both came back from there office, Kunal forced them to change there clothes, booking a ola for them he asked them to go where the driver takes them.

Abir noticed Mishti who was sitting beside him, looking outside the window, he once again got flattened on her beauty. She is still beautiful as she was seven years ago when they met for the first time in the meeting arranged by there parents. They had a arranged love marriage.

"Mishti you look beautiful" he commented to which she plainly muttered a thanks to him.

I admire her beauty
As she effortlessly waltzes in
An alluring presence
With such elegance
Swaying like the mesmerizing sea
She is Love
She is everything to me.

Reaching the hotel they found there was room booked for them with eye catching decoration done in it.

Abir's phone rang showcasing Kunal's name, he wished both of them happy anniversary and assured that he will take care after Misha.

The food for them was flawlessly setup on the rooftop of the hotel, looking at it both Mishti and Abir went back to time when Mishti organzied everything to celebrate there first wedding anniversary. Those beautiful memories made there heart swell in happiness but than some bitter things are there to ruin adorable things.

Pulling a chair for Abir asked Mishti to sit on it and she obeyed his orders, grabbing a rose from the bouquet Abir bolded it in front of Mishti,

"Happy anniversary" being silent like she is, she accepted the rose and kept on the table beside. Abir was happy that atleast she accepted the rose.

"Should we order food?"

Nodding in yes Mishti got busy in her mobile to distract herself. Placing order for the food Abir glanced at his wife, if everything had been normal she could have spoke non-stop but look at her she isn't even speaking a single word.

"Mishti yaar keep that mobile aside. Please"

Listening to his pleas she kept her mobile aside but than she initiated to look around everywhere except Abir.

"Pata hai Mishti..." And he shared all the details about the day to which she just hummed in response.

As the food arrived both started to eat in silence. He had some different thoughts, that he could make Mishti smile, make her talk like she earlier did but no he is unable to do anything and everything which has changed is because of him. He himself is the reason behind Mishti's such a drastic change.

If only he had one chance to go back and erase all the mistakes he did in past but the sentence has 'if only' in starting which means he can't do anything.

The food choked in his throat as all the memories pinched his heart, rubbing his back mishti made him drink water silently.

She was concerned about him but never showed it off, the concern is still there but he doubts if she still loves him.

When he was fine she left him, never mind she had left him years before, she was walking towards her chair when he held her wrist which made her halt in her place.

"Mishti kya aaj bhi koi chance nhi hai?"

He asked with a low and guilt filled voice, trying to get his love back.

"Nhi"

She replied sternly without any hint of emotion on her face. The same no he has been listening for years but hearing it one more time makes his eyes wet.

Slipping from chair he got on both of his knees in front of her, holding her hands, he rested his head on it

"Mishti please ..meri wife.. mujhe lota do, please mujhe meri puraani wali Mishti wapas kr do ...please"

He said with his shaking voice and eyes pooling out tears, looking up at her with his blurry vision he could notice that she was melting yet kept a strong face,

"Please" he once again pleaded, seperating her hands from his, in a cold voice she spoke

"Maare hue log wapas nhi aate Misha ke papa"

"Aaj ke din to aisa mt bolo please" he pleaded. Not wanting to hear such things about his wife chiefly on there anniversary.

"Aapki biwi ussi din mar gyi thi"

It's been years when he listened his name from her mouth. Isn't it strange to crave for someone to just call out your name especially when the person lives with you.

With eyes full of love
I still wait
For the moment
You will call me
Yours!

The only relation left between them was being Misha's parents. Misha was the only connection between both of them who once deeply loved each other.

"Itni saza to de di na ab to bs karo. You know how difficult it is for me. Please band karo ye sb. Thak gaya hu me. Thak gaya hu"

The last words came out as mere whispers, feeling defeated he lowered his head, he was really tired now, tired of trying, tired of convincing, tired of everything in his life.

There was only one source of happiness in both of them life and it was their daughter.

Wiping his own tears he, bent more further and touched her feet shocking her too,

"Abir ye tum kya kr rhe ho?"

Did she really took his name? Did she really talked as tum and not aap? Yes she did. After long time Abir was smiling with tears of happiness in his eyes. The thing he craved for is fulfilled today.

"I beg you mishti. Please be like before"

He requested still being in the same position of touching her feet.

"Utho tum pehle"

This was the last way left with Abir to convince to her, he had tried all the ways and emotions possible to convince her. He tried each and every way possible by surprising her, by roses, by chocolates, by pleading her sometimes even anger but she, she was stubborn as the tea's stain on white shirt.

Resting himself on both of his knees, he looked up at her this time she was unsuccessful to hide her tears, joining his hands ahead of us he spoke

"I can't do this anymore. I can't continue to live the way we are living. Ek chath ke neeche rehkr, ek hi kamre me rehkr hum bohot dur hai Mishti ek dusre se. Uss din se lekr aaj tk tumne mujhse thik se baat nhi ki, kabhi mujhe mere naam se nhi bulaya, kabhi mere baato pe hasi nhi, kabhi mujhe ye nhi kaha 'Tension mt lo Abir we will sort out this together', kabhi mujhe gale nhi lagaya, kabhi mere saath ghumne nhi aae, mujhse ladti bhi to thik tha pr tumne to chup rehna tum bs mujh se dur jaati rhi, itni dur ki me chah ke bhi tumse mil nhi paunga... Pr iss sb se me ab thak gaya hu mishti nhi sehan hota tumse itne kareeb ho kr bhi dur hona"

Both of them were at a moment where both wanted to hug each other tightly and forget the past, there eyes were red due to crying but none of them had the courage to do it.

"Pata hai tumhe iss sb se pareshan hokr thak haar kr maine ek decision liya tha. Aur pata hai wo decision kya tha?"

Nodding her head side ways Mishti waited for abir to answer,

"I should die"

That was a shocker for Mishti, Abir the strongest man she had met he wasn't only strong by his body but also his mind. Not a single failure in his life made think to quit his life. She knew even if Abir looses all the wealth he has still he won't think of quitting life.

As the words processed in her brain and went through her heart it felt like someone stabbed a sharp knife in her heart. The thought of seeing Abir on his death bed was enough for her to collapse and she did. Loosing her balance she fell on her knees in front of Abir. Those three words were enough to ruin her and her daughter's life.

"I even tried three four times..." Before Abir could complete he felt a hard slap on his cheek turning his face in red causing pain.

"Pagal ho kya? Dimag ghum gaya hai? Ya phir sir ke bal gir gye the?"

All the time poor Abir nodded in no yet smiling like an idiot. He had many reasons to be happy today first she called out his name, second she said tum instead of aap, third she slapped him our of concern and fourth she asked the three questions which she earlier use to do. None of the above she did in last five years.

He had a huge smile on his face replicating his happiness, today he got hints of getting his wife back, getting love of his life back.

"You could have atleast thought about Misha. What about Misha ha? What could have I answered her if anything happened to you? I didn't expect you to do this"

It felt like God was very graceful towards Abir today, Mishti spoke to him more than one sentence! That was not less than a miracle for Abir. Mishti had became all silent, Misha was the only person on earth with whom Mishti talked, played and did everything.

"I am sorry" said Abir to calm down Mishti but in return what she did was unexpected.

"Sorry ha!" Grabbing a glass from the table, she hit it on the table resulting it to be broken. Taking a sharp piece from the broken glass she gave it to Abir.

"Now kill yourself"

being shocked by her statement he stared at her and than realised she was atleast showing her anger towards him.

Till date she was all quiet, she didn't even showed her anger towards him but today she was getting angry on him. The walls which Mishti created around herself were so powerful that no one had the was able to break them even Abir couldn't, but today her walls everything came breaking down when she saw the Abir who lives with pride bent in front of her, he begged her, her aasmaan was bowing down and that was something she couldn't see. He tried to give up on his life!

"What happened? Go ahead"

shouted Mishti out of rage. Throwing away the piece of glass in his hand Abir pulled Mishti into a bear hug. That's when they found solace after years of loneliness, in each other's arms. There heart was at peace, for Abir this was the best anniversary gift he would ever ask for. His moon was back in his arms.

It had been more than five years that they didn't cuddled each other, didn't kissed, didn't made out, didn't went on a date, didn't tease each other, didn't talked to each other freely.

Abir talked with Mishti daily, he use to tell her what happened in his everyday life without missing a day to which he just got some nods and hum in response.

The hug they were in couldn't exactly be described in words. It's like a lake found in thar, like a warm quilt in Dome Argus, like the crying baby met his mother, like the awaiting alone sky met the moon again after no moon day, like plants for CO2, like humans got free internet, like AC in hot summer, like the kid getting toffee after wailing.

The warmth of love which surrounded them was still same as earlier one.
There wasn't only one emotion Abir was going through there were many like happiness, peace, guilt, everything he felt was unbelievable and unexplainable.

Making his grip tight on her, he pecked her forehead infinite times.

Abir kept on muttering sorry to her in response of which she cried even more. Maybe today was the day when her heart would feel light.

For the first time in years Abir felt that the night should go on and on. Mishti was crying like a baby in his arms, she has skilled herself with curbing all her pain in the heart and not letting it out.

She didn't share her pain with anyone, just stored it inside her but there is limit of everything and tonight the limit of her heart storing all the pain was over. Right now she wanted to have a heart to heart talk with Abir and shed all the tears in his arms which she didn't let out.

"Abir I don't know when.. and.. how I became like ..this. Like a cold ..fish. You know me right, I wish to speak out loud.. shout on you for sleeping on floor... But than.. than my brain goes back.. to the.. wor..st day of our life... and I keep ... quiet.. I can see your efforts... But again my brain makes me think what if you aga..in dou..bt me and I have to go through the same ...pain again..."

She said with her cracked voice tonight both them's eyes won't stop to pool up tears.

"I am sorry mishti sorry"

From when did she started to think from brain, she was always the one who listened to her heart.

"I feel bad when you ... leave.. me and sleep on ..floor..I know your back hurts a lot ..I am sor..ry for it.. You should have trus..ted ... me Ab..ir"

She continued to blub in his arms, while he did the same.

"I trust you Mishti. I trust you the most"

"Than why didn't trus. ted me that ..day Ab..ir?"

She questioned him causing him to sink more in the sea of guilt.

"That's the mistake I made. Please believe me Moon I will not rep..eat the same mis..take aga..in. You might have seen I have chan..ged myself, I trust you more than anyone else in my life"

Ek zamane mai inn aakho mai bas roshni thi
ab bas aansu bethe rehte hai,
Kabhi kisi ki yaad mai toh kabhi bite hue panno mai takiye bhigoye rehte hai.
Ab toh gille-shikwe apne se lagte hai, pyar ki baate ab paraye se lagte hai,
Koi agar muskurade toh dar sa lagta hai, bite hue zakhm bhi taaze se lagte hai.
Inn raato mai ab sukoon kaha hai, dusre ko chod aakho se batlate hai,
Unki tasveero mai khud ko dekh pal pal inn aakho se aansu jalkate hai.
Kai dafa bina muskuraye din guzaar liye,
Kai dafa din guzar jate hai inn aakho mai aansu liye.
Kai raaz dafn hai iss dil mai, kai neend dafn hai iss raat mai,
Kai panne ab bhi kore hai kisi ki yaad mai, kai lafz ab bhi bezubaan hai iss pal mai.
Ab aakho ne bhi inkaar kar diya behne se ki ab bas aur nahi,
Kuch palo ki galtiya arzo ki mohtaaj nahi.

There eyes dried up, there were stains of tears all over there cheeks, Abir's shirt got wet due to her precious tears.

Wiping his own left over tears and than her's Abir collected the courage to ask her something which he had been asking for long

"One last chance Mishti? Please!"

That's when Mishti came back to her senses, she looked shocked by there position and his words.

Getting up in haste she walked few steps backward, Abir too got up and was trying to make her understand but she was not in mood to listen. As she moved backward a piece of glass pierced her foot causing her whimper in pain.

Abir was quick to make her sit on the chair beside and press the bell to call the waiter.

"Kya krti ho Mishti ye? Kabhi to life me kuch dhyaan de kr liya karo?"

Fresh tears piled up in his eyes looking at her bleeding feet, removing the glass he threw it away to which she groaned in pain.

"Bohot dard ho raha hai?"

He asked with pain in his voice, the waiter came and asked Abir to take Mishti to the doctor available in hotel.

Taking out his handkerchief he tied it on her feet, picking her up in his arms he walked towards the direction waiter showed.

"Few more minutes than we will get your wound dressed by doctor." He said to her although she was so busy in staring at him, unaware of her tears came out as she understood how concerned he was for her. Even though the glass pierced Mishti's feet it felt like it passed through Abir's heart.

Doctor treated her injury it wasn't too deep but she still couldn't walk due to pain.

Later they were back in the room which was booked by Kunal for them. Making her sit comfortably on the bed Abir ordered food for both of them.

"Khaya piya kuch nahi glass toda baara aana"

Mishti giggled at his statement resulting in Abir to smile broadly. As the food arrived, Abir served it in one plate and sat beside his wife. Taking piece of roti and the gravy Abir held it in front of her expecting her to open her mouth.

"My hands are fit and fine to eat. I can eat myself"

Feeling hurt, he kept the morsel back in plate, handed the plate to mishti and went to sleep on the couch in the room.

What major would have happened if she would have let him feed her? Couldn't she allow her husband to do such a small thing?

Mishti was thinking about whatever was happening with her today! Never she imagined to open up in front of Abir but she did it and now what she should do further?

Should she forgive him and start a new journey?

No! Came a voice from her brain! And she choose to follow it.

Having the food she was about to get up to keep the plate when she felt a hand around her hand, it was of Abir.

"I will do it" keeping the plate outside the door, he brought a mug full of water so that she can wash her hands along with a towel.

Taking the tablet Abir gave it to her and she ate it, everything occurred in pin drop silence as both of them didn't utter a word.

"You have some food"

Requested mishti to Abir, but he dismissed her request saying he is not hungry, a white lie it was.

For some reasons Mishti didn't felt right to say anything further, wordlessly both of them slept on there respective places.

Sleep wasn't something they were getting tonight, as the thoughts of each other didn't gave them reason to sleep.

Misha! If Misha was present here than both would have slept on the same bed taking Misha in middle but now both have to sleep separate.

Abir was busy thinking will he get a second chance or everything will remain same as it is? Regardless he felt rapturous that she embraced him, talked to him, shouted on him. Wasn't that a sign of recovery? He could get his love back! And that was something he wished from years.

Each and every time he joined hands to pray all he asked was Mishti, maybe God heard him and his prayers.

Mishti was engrossed in the thoughts if what happened few hours ago. Was it right? Was it even bound to happen? Or was it a trap for her? No Abir can never do such things.

Should I give second chance to Abir? She questioned herself, as always her heart was ready but her brain was adamant.

Although this time her brain took time to reply which happened very first time in past years. Her brain was confused what to say later it decided to stick to earlier decision.

These years he has changed a lot, he doesn't listens to anyone and does what he wants to, he doesn't withstand any person saying a single word against Mishti and Misha, he has been more trusting towards her, he cared of her like a new born baby.

She should definitely think about his words, but that one incident and possibilities of it happening again, never left her mind.

Soon the sun rises with some new hopes for Abir, for the first time in years he woke up with a smile even though he had back pain due to sleeping on couch.

Freshening up both checked out of the hotel, all the time Mishti was in Abir's arms. After so many years he has got reason to held her close to his heart how will leave that chance. Mishti being mishti knew that he was doing everything purposely, she insisted him that she could walk on her own with his hand's support but he didn't paid any heed to her pleas and instead picked her up in bridal style leaving her in state where all she could do was blush and hid her face in his firm chest.

Climbing out the cab after they reached Rajvansh sadan, Abir opened the door for Mishti, both knew what was next.

"No"

"Why not? You are wife I am going to grab you in my arms and take towards our room"

"Maa is there, Kunal is there. How would it even feel?"

"Fucking beautiful" abir murmured softly to his own.

"It would be so embarassing. Just give me you hand and that will work"

If everything would have been normal Abir would have teased her more but not now, so he decided to behave as she wants.

As she rose on her feets, she hissed in pain as her legs were not supporting her but God was definitely supporting Abir, so once again he picked her up.

"I told you not to do so!"

"I can't see you in pain" he answered while taking steps towards thier house.

"Years back it was you who gave me pain"

Aahhh! That hurted! It did hurt like a sword was passed through Abir's heart, the smile on his face vanished.

"Bade romantic ho rhe ho bhai"

Commented Kunal as he noticed them walking in the hall,

"Chup kr Kunal" answered Abir in cold voice which was enough to make others quiet.

Carefully dropping Mishti on the sofa, he turned towards Kunal and his mother who were waiting for answer

"Mishti ke per me kaanch ka tukda lag gaya tha. So she can't walk"

"Hey bhagwan Mishti tum thik to ho na?"

Meenakshi asked out of concern for Mishti. Mishti answered politely saying 'she is fine but there is a bit of pain'.

Misha came down hearing her parents voice, she was delighted to see them. She ran to Abir, while Abir picked her up and both of them embraced each other tightly. Looking at there love everyone's heart melted bringing a smile on there face.

"You know papa missed you so much"

"I also missed you papa"

She answered in a sad tone,

"Maine chachu se kaha tha"

"Accha! Kya?"

"Ki hum aapki anni...versarryy ghar me manayenge lekin chachu ne meri baat hi nhi sunni. Katti chachu!"

She said being the cutest creature she was, others laughed at her complain and acted to scold Kunal making Misha giggle.

"Oh hello madam! Mumma bhi yaha hai! Sirf papa ko miss kiya? Not me?"

Questioned Mishti to her lovely daughter. Glancing at Abir, Misha indicated him to put her down which he did, she was quick to sit on Mishti's lap giving her a peck. As Misha was sitting on Mishti's lap it gave pressure on her foot which resulted in hurting her more.

Abir was about to ask Misha to get down and sit somewhere else but Mishti indicated him to be quite by showing her palm to him.

"I missed you tooo much mumma"

Abir could feel her pain so he quickly picked up Misha in his arms,

"Whom do you missed more? Me or Mumma?"

He asked to her while adjusting her hairs.

"Ummm..."

The little girl acted to think and than came up with her answer

"I missed mumma more"

She said it aloud and than whispered to Abir

"I missed you more papa"

Abir smiled at his daughter's clever brain. Out of excitement Mishti got up

"Dekha she mi... Aahhh"

She immediately sat back on the sofa due to pain. It took a second for Abir to keep Misha down and hold Mishti's leg.

"Can't you sit down quietly? Why is there a need to stand up? You could have said it while sitting too"

Scolded Abir to his wife while lightly massaging the around area of injury after checking if there was any bleeding or not.

"Mumma ko kya hua hai?"

Asked the innocent creature,

"Princess, aapki mumma ko na chot lagi hai. To wo chal nhi sakti"

"Yaha lagi hai?"

She asked while caressing the bandage around Mishti's feet, humming in response Abir continued waited to see what his little princess does.

"Dard ho rha hai Mumma?"

She asked making a sad face, as a answer Mishti nodded in yes, the little girl bent and blew some air over it as it would create some magic vanishing her mumma's pain.

( Ok I love it a lot when kids do such things. So cutely they blow air over your injury. And that's so fucking beautiful moment)

"Mumma me abhi aapke kanha ji se bol ke aae ki wo aapka pair thik krde"

Saying she ran to the direction of pooja room, everyone laughed at her antics.

"Kunal, Ek wheel chair manga le tere bhabhi ke liye. I can't carry her all the time. She is bit heavy"

"Maar khaoge bhai, bhabhi ka"

"Kaash teri baate sach ho jae" whispered abir to himself. Wishing to get his Angry violent wife back.

"Kuch kaha?"

"Nahi"

Kunal went from there, Meenakshi came up with food for Mishti and Abir.

"Have food and take some rest"

Both had there respective food till than Kunal was back with wheelchair, slowly and carefully Mishti shifted from sofa to wheelchair, Kunal took the wheelchair till the stairs but than halted. From behind Abir came laughing hysterically

"What will you do now? Now you are bound to take my help"

Getting angry on him, Mishti asked Kunal to support her by giving her hand and he did. She started to climb the stairs gradually with the help of banister and Kunal.

Once they reached up turning back Mishti said

"Misha ke papa wo wheel chair jara upar to lana"

Kunal couldn't control his laughter while Abir was red in anger, he knew how stubborn Mishti was. Helplessly he took the wheel chair upstairs and than Mishti sat on it. Later she was settled in their room,

"Bhai can you please come with me?"

Questioned Kunal, to which Abir answered

"Ha" turning towards Mishti he said

"Mishti I will be back in few minutes. Please don't try to show any stunt we all know you are strong enough. So if you need anything just call me once"

Receiving a humm from her both the brothers went outside.

"Bol Kunal"

"So is everything fine between you two?"

"Who two?"

"You and Bhabhi"

No one in house knew that the relation between Abir and Mishti was broken so Kunal's question surprised Abir.

"Yes. What happened to us? Kuch bhi baat krta hai"

"Bhai I know that nothing is fine between you and Bhabhi. Remember the time when Bhabhi was pregnant, I saw that bhabhi was sleeping on bed while you slept on floor"

"How the fuck do you know that?"

"You forgot to close the window"

Beating Kunal slightly on the back of his head Abir scolded him

"So what you will peep into a couple's room?"

"Can we discuss something more important than it? And anyways I didn't purposely peeped in it was clearly visible"

"Fine continue now"

"That night I thought there might be some differences between you two cause of the incident happened. But than few days before when Misha went to sleep with maa, you were again back on the floor. Which was enough for me to understand that nothing has changed between you and Bhabhi? That's why I planned a private celebration for you both. So atleast now say the truth"

"Now when you know everything" taking a deep breath Abir prepared himself to disclose everything he was hiding since five years.

"Since that not so ..lucky day, Mishti didn't talked to me, she was going to sleep on floor but I convinced her to sleep on bed and I choose floor as she was preg..nant. I thought her anger will melt in few days but it didn't, I tried each and every way possible to convince her, but she di..dn't. She went all sile..nt she doesn't talks to me like she earlier did. She for..got to sm..ile, she has turned into cold hearted person and I am the rea..son of it. Everything suffocates me Kunal... I don't know how to liv..e. ..."

Today Abir decided to let out everything he had curbed inside him since many days, the pain he went through was not easy but he happily accepted it cause he knew he did a blunder.

Even though being with Mishti, Misha, maa, Kunal he felt alone. The loneliness was not letting him breath freely.

"I broke the most beautiful soul on earth so I have to pay for it and I am still paying for it"

Kunal embraced his brother after knowing his heart-wrenching story. He couldn't see his brother in such state so he decided he will do everything possible to unite his bhai and bhabhi.

"Did anything else happened yesterday?"

Questioned Kunal,

The memory of yesterday night brought a smile on his face,

"Yes it did. She got angry on me"

"What bhai? She is already angry on you"

"Duffer. After Misha's birth she didn't even a single time got angry on me. She shouted on me yesterday"

"Ye koi khusi manane ki baat hai? Wait but what took place that bhabhi had to shout? What did you do?"

Remembering the reason Abir didn't knew what to answer,

"Kuch nhi to chod na"

"Say it bhai"

"I said that I attempted suicide" replied Abir in lowering his head and voice.

"Bhai..."

Being emotional Kunal quickly hugged Abir tightly too afraid to loose his brother who was never less than a father to him.

"Bhai promise me you will never ever think of such stupidity. Promise me"

Forwarding his hands Kunal waited for his brother to promise as he can never ever in life afford to loose his elder brother. Abir promised his brother to not do any such things again in life.

"Bhai you mean everything to us. This family is incomplete without you. We can't live without you. For once did you thought about bhabhi, Misha, me and maa?"

"I did"

"Actually bhabhi did right by shouting on you getting angry, I think she should have slapped you too it would have been a better reminder for you"

His words made Abir remember the tight slap he got, Aaah it still pains a bit! His cheek has got all reddened due to her slap. Obviously he won't repeat his mistake one more time.

"I am sorry. I really am"

"Oh shit now I understand"

"What?"

"Aapke room se aawaz kyu nhi aati!"

Understanding the meaning of his words Abir thought to answer him in his way.

"Thank God Kuhu delhi chali gyi"

"Kyu?"

"Tere room se aawaz aani band hogyi. Nhi to raat ko nind nhi aati thi"

"Bhai.."

Kunal was blushing like a newly wed bride making Abir laugh.

"Don't tell Mishti that you know everything because if she understands that you know the truth than she will get more upset."

"Hats off to you bhai. Its only being three days Kuhu is not here and I am feeling restless while you are going through such a hard phase for five long years"

"Galti bhi to utni hi badi thi"

"Insaan se hi to galtiya hoti hai. Aur ab aap tension mt lijiye"

"Hmm"

Both walked in to there respective rooms,

"Mishti why are you working? Keep it aside and take some rest"

"I am fine"

"Ever in life will you listen to me?"

"No"

Accepting his defeat Abir started to do his work as arguing with Mishti will get you only loss.

Few minutes later Misha came in there room with a letter in her hand.

"Mumma, papa this is for you"

She said but when she noticed that both were sitting at distance from each other so holding Abir's hand she made him sit near Mishti.

"I have this for you both"

She gave an handmade greeting card to them, which was made by her, using her crayons she drew some drawings in the best way she can.

Even though it wasn't the perfect card but the love which came along with it was the most precious thing for the couple, they smiled looking at it knowing the efforts that their daughter took just to make them smile.

"Happy Anniv..ersaarry Mumma, papa"

Making Misha sit on his lap Abir kissed her cheeks lovingly.

"I have the best princess"

"I know"

Replied Misha acting to be superior.

Bending little Mishti pecked Misha's cheeks out of love she had for her piece of heart."Who helped you in this?"

Questioned Mishti as she knew her daughter doesn't knows to read and write properly

"Chachu"

Answered the kid,

"Pata hai Mumma, papa loves you so much"

She said while spreading her hands as much as she can, hearing to her words Mishti glanced at her husband who was already looking at her.

"Par aap papa se pyaar nhi krti"

Her little statement made both of them baffle, what was she speaking about. How did she knew?

"Princess aisa nhi kehte. Mumma also loves Papa"

Abir tried to make his daughter understand which was of no use. Mishti was staring at Abir with a betrayal look as she thought Abir told everything to the little child.

"Aapko aisa kyu lagta hai?" Abir wanted to know if the reason behind this was Kunal.

Pulling out her index finger Misha was all set to let them know the reasons why she feels her mother doesn't loves her father.

"Mumma aapki koi baat nhi manti, lekin aap unki saari baatein mante ho agar wo kehti hai no chocolate to aap mujhe chocolate bhi nhi dete.

Aapke liye flowers bhi nhi laati jaise aap laate ho mumma ke liye.

Aapko koi gift nhi deti, aap to mumma ko itne saare gifts diye hai.

Mumma aapse kuch mangti hi nhi hai, me aapse sb kuch mangti hu lekin mumma nhi mangti.

Dadi kehte hai hum usse hi kuch mangte hai jisse hum pyaar krte hai.

Me aapse kitna gussa hoti hu, ldti hu because I love you but aap dono to ladte hi nhi hai. Mumma to aapse baat bhi thik se nhi krti.

Aur sb se jyaada important aapko kissy bhi nhi deti"

Reality striked so hardly to the parents sitting there that they didn't knew what to answer there child now. What was they suppose to say her? That they are just acting to be husband and wife? That they are partially forced in the relationship?

Never for once they thought that there five year kid could observe such things. Was it even real? Or they are dreaming?

They have to erase such thoughts from her brain otherwise it might effect her thinking process.

Children's do notice the smallest difference especially when it is between there parents as they are the closest one.

Mishti wasn't able to comprehend what just she heard, it was from her own daughter and she wasn't wrong. Each and every difference they thought no one observes was noticed by there child. How successful were they in hiding the truth?

"Princess aisa kuch nhi hai. Your mumma loves me too. Aapko aacha lagega hum aapke saamne ladai kare?"

Coming out of the shock Abir tried to be reasonable to his daughter.

"Deepika (her friend) ke mummy papa bhi ldte hai phir ek dusre ko hug karke sorry bolte hai"

Answered Misha, they felt defeated in front of her, cause they were left tongue tied. Mishti couldn't meet her eyes with Misha, she was feeling terrible.

"Aapki mumma ne mujhe gift diye hai. Want to see?" Asked Abir as an answer Misha nodded in yes. Mishti was astonished by Abir's words, she didn't gifted anything to him in last five years, was he going to lie to there daughter.

He can't lie. No he shouldn't.

Making Misha sit on bed Abir opened his cupboard, removing few things he arranged it on the bed ahead of Misha and Mishti.

His wife was amazed to see the old things she gifted him. He had really kept them very well, none of them was damaged.

"Ye dekho ye blazer aapki mumma ne diya tha mujhe."

Misha requested Mishti to make her wear it, she gazed at her husband and than helped Misha in wearing the blazer, Mishti got reminded of the time when for the first time she made Abir wear the same blazer. It was after there engagement when they both brought gift for each other.

It was first time when he held her too closely and it was there first kiss. How could they forget? The blazer was enough to bring back memories and send chills down there spine.

Unknowingly Mishti was blushing remembering the incidence which didn't go unnoticed by Abir.

Poor Misha was busy in discovering the things that her mother gifted her father, little did she know that her words and actions are causing huge impact on her parents.

One by one Abir showed her everything refreshing their most beautiful memories, there was a sweet smile lingering on Mishti's face after long time.

She was glad to know that Abir had preserved everything with so much love and care, it showed that how much those things meant for Abir.

"Aur aap flowers ki baat kr rhi thi na. Ek minute"

Grabbing a story book from upper shelf Abir opened it revealing white rose.

"Ye flower aapki mumma ne mujhe diya tha"

He has safeguarded the rose since their first night.

"White flower kyu?"

Questioned the little one,

"Jb aap kisise bohot jyaada pyaar krte hai, unki izzat krte hai, aur aap chahte hai ki wo rishta kabhi khatam na ho tb white rose dete hai"

Abir said recalling words of his wife on thier first night. Mishti's heart had melted long time ago but now it was her brain who was giving up its anger on Abir.

How can someone be so upset with such a kind soul? She never said that she doesn't love Abir, she knew that she can never stop loving this man who wears black daily just cause she likes to see him in black and that fucking turns her on.

"Aapko aacha lagega agar hum dono ladai karenge to?"

Misha nodded sideways making a pout.

"To iska matlab mumma bhi aapse pyaar karti hai?"

Asked Misha hoping answer as yes, receiving a nod from Abir she started to dance saying 'mumma bhi papa se pyaar krti hai'

"Me chachu ko bata ke aae"

Saying she flew out of the room and directly dashed in Kunal's room. Abir very well understood what had happened, listening to word chachu.

He won't spare Kunal for creating such doubt in his princess's mind.

"Mishti, I didn't.." Abir tried to explain her that he didn't had any such talk with Misha.

"I trust you with our daughter"

Her words were enough to curve his lips upwards.

"Thanks"

"Hm? What?? Why thanks?"

"Thanks for handling Misha so nicely. I was speechless when she explained her point. I mean I couldn't comprehend, I was just so blank.. she feels.. like this..."

"Mishti! Mishti Relax first breath. Breath in" Abir tried to calm his wife as she was blabbering.

Grabbing hold on her hand, he stared at her,

"She isn't having the same doubt anymore. So calm down. Ok. And now onwards we have to be more careful. I know this won't be easy for you but please I don't want her to think same way again it might effect her thinking process.

Mujhse lad liya kro thoda sa, even if it is an act.

And don't worry about gifts, I will bring something for myself like pen or rose or anything else you just act as if you are giving it to me in front of her.

Kuch maang liya karo, chocolate or ice cream something like that.

Can we please do this? Not for us but for our daughter?"

"Ok"

Leaving her with her own thoughts Abir continued with his work.

"Do you also feel same as Misha?"

Out of the blue questioned Mishti who was very busy in her thoughts.

Abir knew what her question meant, she meant to ask whether he also feels that she doesn't love him.

"

No" silence acquired the room again but there was war going on in her head. She could solved the world's hardest puzzle but right now she is not able to answer the question in her mind and that was ' Should she consider giving second chance to Abir? '

"Office?"

She asked him,

"There isn't much work today so thought to work from home"

He replied, but it was lie he had informed his assistant that he would not come

Not so soon it was lunch time Kunal came to MishBir's room with food for them as it will be difficult for Mishti to climb the stairs down and that climb up again.

Abir helped Kunal to set up lunch for Mishti on bed, he was about to take a bite and make her eat but halted recalling her words from yesterday.

Abir insisted Kunal to have food with them but he denied saying he will have with Maa.

"Other girls might be jealous of bhabhi"

Commented Kunal,

"Why?" Asked Mishti

"After all you have the best husband in world, who loves you so much, cares for you. You know he took leave for one week only to look after you. I mean how lucky you are. I bet no one can love you the way bhai loves you. Till date he didn't even glanced at any other women not even on bachelor's party."

Keeping the plate aside Abir acted to check temperature of Kunal,

"Are you alright? How can you say something good about me? That is unbelievable. Mishti note down today's date please"

But she was absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't reply to both of them.

In this five years Abir could have slept with any other women as he didn't got the pleasure he was suppose to get from me than too he didn't wished for any other women? This was something she never thought of.

( Once I read ' If sex is all what men's wanted from marriage, than all the prostitute would have been married. He needs Love, Care, Respect and togetherness from his wife and sometimes maybe a friend too' and I agree to it)

The love, care, respect he was expecting from me I didn't gave him that still he did not cheat me. He doesn't has friends, he couldn't even share his trauma with anyone.

He loves me and I know this than why am I falling weak.

"Bhabhi!!"

The word brought her back to the moment,

"Nothing"

She answered and resumed to eat the food in her plate.

"Ups and down are there in every relationship. But we should forgive and go ahead. As forgiveness is one of the most important thing in relations. Humans do commit mistake, we should forgive them. Every one deserves a second chance. Haina Bhabhi?"

"Yes" murmured Mishti staring at the food in her plate, suddenly she didn't felt like eating it. She felt as if she should throw away everything and lock herself in dark room away from everyone.

Why was everyone talking things related to them today? Why today only?

Keeping the plate aside she said

"I am done"

"Mishti have it all. You have to take tablets too."

"I don't feel like eating"

"Thoda hi baccha hai kha lo"

"Please I don't want to eat it"

"Will you eat something else?"

"No"

"Than eat it. Maa has made food after many days"

"Did maa cooked?"

She asked out of incredulity,

"Yes"

"How did you know?"

Questioned the duo of devar and bhabhi,

"Common guys, taste se pata chalta hai"

Grabbing the plate Mishti continued to eat as it was food made by her mother in law and this event has happened after years. Cause daily the food was made by Mishti or Kuhu but today it is something different. Both the boys laughed at change in Mishti's behaviour.

Misha too joined them to have food and add some fun to there moments.

With help of Jugnu, Abir cleared everything and gave tablets to Mishti which she ate without giving any tantrums.

"Now sleep"

"I will sleep when I feel like sleeping"

"You need some rest. So sleep"

"I don't need any kind of rest"

"But your injured leg needs"

"Ha toh woh aaram hi kr rha hai nach nhi raha"

"Ajeeb ladki ho yaar tum"

"Me ajeeb nhi hu tum ho tum Ajeeb Rajvan..."

Her last word trailed of as she realised what she spoke, the smile on Abir's face was evident as he was delighted to hear 'Ajeeb Rajvansh' from her.

"I will sleep"

She said herself, Abir helped her and than walked out of room with Kunal.

"What did you say to Misha?"

"I didn't said anything to her"

"Don't try to act smart. Why suddenly Misha felt that mishti doesn't loves me?"

"Ohh that! Actually I was having talk with Misha about Kuhu so I said that I love kuhu, that's when she asked me what do we mean by love. I had to answer her in language which she will understand so I told her some simple things, like caring, giving gifts, listening to the person. She was intelligent that she herself said bhabhi doesn't loves you. I thought of this as a great opportunity so I used it"

"Mishti still loves me. Don't you dare to doubt on her love! And what was that, second chance, ups and downs?"

"It was something I felt like talking with bhabhi. Maybe she considers my words. And bhai after that day everyone assumed that everything was fine between you both, so no one spoke to both of you about it. About forgiveness or moving on, not to hold grudges"

"When did you became so mature?"

He asked his little brother who he thought was still of 10 years.

"Bs ban gaya"

"Have lunch. I will look after her"

Completing he walked in thier room to see Mishti sleeping. Smiling he sat on the other side of bed and kissed her forehead with all the love he had for her.

"I love You Mishti"

He whispered to her and softly held her hand in his. He had this habit of talking to her when she is deep in sleep.

"I love you Mishti, I really do. Did you hear me? I love you and will always. And I know you love me too but you don't voice it out. I am suffering Mishti, it hurts to see you so close yet not be able to hold you in my arms.

You and Misha are the most beautiful truth of my life.

I promise to not repeat the same mistake again. I know I broke you in all the ways possible but I am trying to mend it please be with me.

I am thankful that atleast you didn't leave me, I am able to see you every morning even though you are not cuddling me, I am able to hear although it's very less. You are here in front of me that's enough but sometimes my own heart betrays me saying I should hug you tight, I should kiss, that we should relive all our moments.

I have lost my peace!"

He recalled the most unfortunate day of his life ....

****

Hi!

Hope you all liked the story's first part.

How was it?

Second part I still haven't started to draft it. So it might take time

I hope you all will understand.

Undeniable Love I am drafting it too side by side and will post as soon as possible.