Everyone one was busy with themselves and having fun but Namjoon and Yn were in their own world..... Namjoon on one hand was so excited internally he was screaming and jumping and dancing like a mad hen but he maintained his composure as he was staring deep at his now wife who was sitting across him in the ever so graceful blue lace gown complimenting her soft fair skin hugging her body in all the right places embracing her curves... Oh how badly he wanted to rip the white dress when he first laid her eyes on her when she walked down the aisle... And now this beautiful off shoulder..... Skin hugging dress... And that too in lace... His preference for his woman... Ohgod..... So much torture in one day... He thought to himself... 'NOT FAIR MRS. KIM NAMJOON... TEASING YOUR HUSBAND LIKE THIS WITH YOUR ETHEREAL BEAUTY.... OH YOU'RE IN FOR TOO MUCH FUN BABYGIRL.... JUST WAIT TILL I HAVE YOU ALL FOR MYSELF..... '
His thoughts came to an end when he saw how her wife was feeling uncomfortable in the slightly tight dress.... Constantly wiggling in her seat she tried getting at ease.... But being the ever so obedient person she is she couldn't express her discomfort and Namjoon knew it two well that she will let herself suffer so that others don't feel any complications because of her... So he finally got up not being able to hold onto the pressure in his head, heart and body... But it doesn't mean he is gonna force her into someone if she isn't absolutely okay with it... After all he is a complete gentleman... Never he can make a woman uncomfortable... Not even in his worst nightmares.....
He got up from his place grabbing his parents and in laws attention and Yn of course....
He said-" I believe it's getting quite late so its better if we head home... What do you think Yn... How about we call it a night and maybe get some rest as you must tired from all day running in heels and heavy dresses...... But if u wanna stay longer we can of course..."
Mr. Park- ah yes yes... I agree with Namjoon... You are right son.... I think they must be tired...
Mrs. Kim-" Yes you right Mr. Park it's been really hectic you see.. Yes kids you should head home it's really late... Omo.. Yeobo.. It's almost midnight..."
Mr. Kim-" Yes dear you are right Namjoon come with me and Park you too .. Let's call the driver and make the arrangements for them for their departure... Till then you ladies have a moment with Yn... " With that the three men left towards the exit door
Everyone understood the meaning of Mr. Kims last sentence as they all looked towards Jane who was already clutching onto her Unnies arm and sniffing like a baby she is..... Mrs. Park couldn't hold it any further as she got up and hugged her beloved little daughter and silently cried.... Mrs. Kim held onto Mrs. Park and rubbed her back slowly ...... After letting their tears fall down with puffy red eyes they detached themselves from each other and exchanged a few words of love and bid goodbyes... As their driver came ..... Namjoon held Yn's hand and she was so vulnerable at that time that she just let herself fell on her man... She held his arms and clutched his coat and sobbed quietly... Namjoon brought his arm slowly behind her back and lifted her up in bridal style... Their parents smiled towards the couple and blessed them... Namjoon made her sit before he entered the car from the other side... As soon as he entered he hugged her again as he felt the sudden need to protect her..... Something he never felt for a woman.... He felt his heart being ripped as she shed those precious tears..... He couldn't bear the sight of her sobbing and feeling sad... He wanted to make her happy.... Make her smile and giggle.... He will do it for her... Anything for her.... She is his after all..... He kept consoling her softly... As he whispered ITS OKAYS IT'S GONNA BE FINES and all until they reached their Mansion from where they will be starting their new life as a couple... As lovers... As husband and wife....
When they reached... Namjoon opened the door... He was so busy calming Yn down that he didn't realize that she had already slept in his embrace.....
She felt warm and protected and she felt home.... She felt comfortable and slowly drifted into sleep while clutching onto his coat like a kid.....
Namjoon shook her a little but when she didn't wake up he carried her into the mansion and took her upstairs and placed her on the super soft bed....then it struck him... He can't let her I that uncomfortable dress but he couldn't change her when she isn't conscious.. Oh no he can't play with the dignity of a woman... Even if she his wife now he can't just change her clothes without her being in her senses..... So he had no other option but to wake her up..... So he carefully sat on the bed not to startle her and called her name gently as he caressed her chubby cheeks with the back of his hand... -" Yn..yn.... Baby... Get up we've gotta change you into comfy clothes so we can sleep... Hmm.. "
He did it again coming a little closer to her admiring her soft features... But an evil idea popped inside his brain looking down at his cute wife when she didnt budge he came close to her ear and whispered sensually-" Baby wake up..... You don't wanna get punished on our wedding night now.. Do you? Come on now be a good girl and wake up"

Yn felt something weird about the way Namjoon spoke to her in raspy deep voice... Weird in a different way... Weird in a tingling in her tummy way.... She was very sleepy but she could feel the commanding yet soft voice oh her husband so she woke up flutter opening her eyes carefully not rubbing them as her makeup might get ruined though she didn't have heavy makeup but still...
She looked surprised and shocked at the figure hovering her chubby one... Her eyes wide open blush coming up on her soft Marshmellow cheeks as she turned her head not being able to look into his eyes for more than a second.....

This made Namjoon happier... With a smirk on his face he caressed her face with his fingers and softly asked again -" Hmmm... So u finally woke up wifey.... "
Listening to wifey she blushed even more but a lil smile perked up on her plush lips... That didn't go unnoticed by him.. So he smiled a lil more and continued-" Now as I was saying... We should get you changed so we can get comfortable you know before we take the night further.... What do u say Mrs Kim.... Hmmm... Tell me what do u think about the idea... "

Yn got the idea of where this was going... She wanted to do it too... She loves him and only him... She will give herself to him willingly and happily but she is sacred.... She is insecure.... She is nervous... What if he doesn't like what's beneath these clothes she is wearing....unknowingly a tear left her eye...... What if he feels disgusted.... What if he hates her and gives her divo- ..

But before she could stress her mind further she felt Namjoon making her sit on the bed gently holding her one hand with utmost softness and held her face in the other before he started talking-" Hey listen to me love.... I know I look cold and rude but it's not what I always am.. It's a part if my personality.... But I'll try to change myself for you just believe in me and have patience... And also you don't have stress that pretty lil head of yours... I don't want to make you nervous... I'm not forcing you to do anything.. We'll take our time together toto get Closer... Ok..... Don't cry now... Stop crying now you don't wanna disobey me do you? "

Yn felt a lil releaved listening to him but still felt intimidated by his aura... I mean who won't..... She carefully stood up and asked- umm Namjoon-ssi where is the bathroom? I'll go take a show- but before she could continue she slipped due to fatigue and tiredness and was about to fall when Namjoon caught her in his arms..... He panicked a little but didn't make it obvious through his voice - "hey you ok Yn... What happened baby tell me...."

Hadnt been dizzy due to the eventful day Yn would have definitely blushed and smiled like an idiot but her heart didn't stop beating faster and faster after hearing him calling her BABY ...
But somehow she managed to reply- "i feel dizzy and weak ..."

With that she held onto Namjoons arms for support... Then Namjoon decided it's better if he steps in... So he asked her-Jane do you mind if I help you freshen up... Don't worry about anything else I'm your husband... You can count on me you know that right.....

Yn felt tired and was ready to say yes but her insecurities kicked in the moment Namjoon said those words..... She feared what his reaction will be when he sees his body naked.... Chubby figure... With stretch marks.... Curves.... What will he say.... She started shaking and tears dwelled in her eyes.... Namjoon got hyper seeing her and immediate held her and made her sit on his lap close to him in his arms filled with warmth and love for his lady.....

Namjoon-" Hey hey hey baby... What happened look at me tell me why you're crying love... Does it hurt somewhere... Do you miss your parents or. Something... God love tell me baby what happened.... "

But the next words that left his wife's mouth while stuttering and sobbing crashed his heart and crumbled it into pieces.....

Yn-" Namjoon ssi i am sorry but I'm not that beautiful like other girls are... I'm not fit like them... I'm fat and ugly... That's what my classmates used to say in college and in school back then.... I don't deserve you.. I am not your wort-"

Before she could complete the sentence he kissed her and this sudden action of his left her stunned... But she was so into her emotions that she needed an escape... A safe place... She needed home... And that's what she found in him.... In that kiss... In that moment... So she simply stayed still and let him do whatever he was doing and wanted to do... He kissed her softly yet passionately the heat the anger the possesiveness the love all in kiss... He moved his lips on her cushiony ones.... Gently sucking her strawberry lip gloss...... Plumpy full lips he swear he could drink them like water for the rest of his life... A man who never touched a woman in his life was giving his first kiss to the love of his life and he couldn't be more thankful to the God...

He continued his actions alternatively repeating the actions of supple suction on each of her lips.

Whereas she on the other hand discovered how it feels to have your lips against the others lips.... How it feels to have lips moving against each other... Slowly and softly experiencing the suckle made on them... And whats better than having your first kiss with the love of your life..... She didn't run away... She didn't stop him today... She actually liked it... And somehow she was feeling his emotions through his actions.... Through the kiss.....
He carefully pulled away not to mention reluctantly... But he didn't want his wife to die out of short breath.... He cupped her cheeks... And slowly joined their foreheads and breathed heavily and same goes for her... Too flustered to even open her eyes and comprehend the events..... Just stayed there like that breathing heavily....

Namjoon-" Now do you want to say anything even more horrendous about yourself so i can shut you up... Well baby I've got other and even more interesting ways to make you believe how incredibly sexy loving beautiful ever so graceful kind cute person you are to me... In my eyes it's only you and you..... You define perfection for me... You're perfection.... I want to love you... Cherish you... Keep you happy... Have kids with you... But if there is one thing I don't want to see is these insecure stupid thoughts about yourself in that pretty little bead of yours... You got that! " He spoke sternly...

She was a blushing mess listening to his words... But managed to shyly nod her head but he being he... Spoke again with dissatisfaction on his tone-" I need words baby... Lemme hear your voice come on"
Yn-"y-yes Namjoon ssi "

Now he carefully picked her up and stood up.... He moved towards the bathroom and while she panicked and asked her -" Namjoon ssi what are you doing... Please put me down... I can walk.."

Namjoon-" No baby... You're tired... Lemme do it for yaa... I mean only if you want me to... I don't wanna invade your privacy... Knowing the fact that it's still pretty hasty and we still don't know entirely about each other... So it's absolutely fine if you wanna do it yourself... We can wait.. "

With that he put her on the counter beside the washbasin in front of the mirror and was about to leave but she spoke with the tinge of pink on her chubby cheeks that melt Namjoon right away and all he wants is to eat her up if possible going all uwu over her but maintains his composure and listens to her carefully-" Namjoon ssi I trust you... It's just that I've never been with a boy so I'm just a little nervous about things that happens between a couple.. But since you're there will you teach me... I'll be a good girl and learn about being in a relationship... "

She looked at him with pure innocence in her eyes unaware of so many things that happen in a relationship of husband and wife.... Namjoon swore to his life he wanted to take her there and then hadnt she been a virgin... Been there done that..... He quickly came out of his bubble and held her hands-" Yn baby I am happy that you trust me but I don't want you to force yourself just because we're married now.. Take your tim-" But he got cut my Jane-" No no Namjoon ssi I'm not forcing myself... I really want to be like a good wife .... Please believe me..." Her eyes glistening with tears daring to fall down but before that Namjoon quickly held her face in his hands cupping her cheeks and said -"if that's what you want Yn.... But you have to trust me completely... Because I'm not very good at expressing my feelings so I might be cold and rude at times but believe me I don't mean anything wrong for you... "

Yn- " Yes Namjoon ssi I accept you completely that's why agreed to marry you "
Namjoon-" Ok then Yn just hold my hand and trust me..." With that he joined their foreheads and they both closed their eyes.....

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