Petrichor: The pleasant, earthy smell after rain

sometimes i think i trigger the clouds,

when i look up and show them my eyes, it upsets them.

my own tears almost flowing like rain, drive them to comfort me,

so they rain down their own waterfall to wipe mine away.

and then its just us, the clouds and I, watching each other tear apart.

but this time when the rain falls, I use the raindrops as the stairs to heaven, 

then jump to the most deep and beautiful part of the sea.

my breath is taken away as I look around,

around is up, around is down, around is everywhere,

it's beautiful there.