Enna sona kyun rab ne banaya

Enna sona kyun rab ne banaya

She looked at him as he lovingly fed his brothers. Her heart danced at the scene. Even if she wanted to, she would never be able to express how much she looked up to him, how much she loved him.!

Enaa Sona Enaa sona Enaaa sona...

She looked at him from behind as he busily worked on his laptop, his phone simultaneously in hand. Ending the call he screwed up the Security manager. His anger evident in his manner. How she wished she could walk up to him hug him and assure him everything would be okay

Aava jaavan te main yaara nu manaava

Aava jaava te main yaara nu manaava

Ena Sona Ena Sona..!

She followed him stealthily to his Bade Papa's room, where she peeked at him from the door, as he sat beside Badi Maa holding her hands. He knew his Badi Maa was way upset, he knew words weren't enough. He just held her hand and kneeled down.."Badi maa we are always her for you" he whispered, she smiled as tears rolled down her cheeks. "Thank you Beta..i m good...tum jaake so jaao...good nigh " she pecked him on his forehead.

Ena Sona kyun rab ne banaya

Ena sona..oo

Ena Sona..oo

Ena Sona aaa...

(Why did God create you so beautiful? So beautiful...)

She followed him as he got out of the room and moved towards the lawn. He sat on the bench in the lawn. What was he..? Was she really in love? With HIM..?

Did he love her as well..?

He was never like that for her. He was different when with her. Why?

Because he dint love her.?

So should she love him..?

Thoughts were at a world war in her head as she bent the fragile branch of the tree to have a look at him.

Why did she have a fear of losing him, when the glass broke, twhenever he was away..?

Why did she feel that nothing could go wrong when he was with her? Why.?

Kol hove te sekh lagda ae

Door jaave te dil jalda ae

Kehdi agg naal Rabb ne banaya

Rabb ne banaya, Rabb ne banaya...

(When he is close to me, I feel warmth

When he goes away, my heart burns

Which fire has God used to create him?)

As she stood her back against the tree, wondering what her feelings were actually. He turned and saw her. He blinked and looked at her.

Enna sona kyun Rabb ne banaya

Enna sona kyun Rabb ne banaya

Aavan javan te main yaara nu manavan

Aavan javan te main yaara nu manavan

His heart tugged seeing her. Was she sad? Of course he had given her all reasons to be. The flashes of his marriage came before his eyes. He had lost it totally that day. He hated himself for treating her like that. He sees her, her expression was at unrest.

The unrest he had caused?

She was an angel, his deeds of a devil were they meant to be??

His heart told him that she had accepted him in her life.

His brain wacked his heart for the stupid presumption ..."why in the world would she do that.!"

"Because she loves me ", the heart whispered, that faded away.

Did she.!?.. he wondered, looking ahead in blank space, he couldn't seem to think straight. Why was she there for him always, if she dint love him?

Why did he want her to love him?

Because he loved her..???

No he dint, or did he?

Confused, he rested his head on the back of the bench, closing his eyes. She turned to see him. She saw, he was stressed. She saw him with love in her eyes as the moonlight fell on his face.

How she wished to just go and hug him.!

She clung on to the bark of the tree resting her head against it.

Taap lagge na tatti chandni da

Saari raati main oss chidkavan

(So that you don't feel the heat of the scorching moon,

I will shower dew drops the all night long..)

Why.? Why was it the way it was?

Was this how it was meant to be? Tears brimmed down her cheeks, life was being unfair. Life had put her in this mess. This beautiful mess which gave her sweet torturous pain.

Wiping her tears she turned, resting her back against the bark and looking up to the moon, if there was the slightest chance that she could find her answers.

He opened his eyes turning to go, that is when he saw her, she seemed to be lost. He saw the marks her now dried tears had left behind, as the moon shown his light on her. How he wished to carry her away from the moon's piercing gaze. And keep her safe in his arms. Take away all the pain and fill her with happiness just happiness.!

Kinne dardan naal Rabb ne banaya

Rabb ne banaya, Rabb ne banaya

Enna sona kyun Rabb ne banaya..

(God has taken great pains to create youWhy has he made you so beautiful?)

He left helpless. A little while away, she dragged herself up to the room. Sat in one corner of the couch beside the window-sill resting her head on the window frame. She couldn't help but turn to glance at him. She smiled and then turned to the night sky outside, waiting for sleep to take over her system. He turned with the slightest movement and saw her. A painful smile crept up. Sighing he closed his eyes.

Enna sona, enna sona

Enna sona o...

(so beautiful...So beautiful..)

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