(I am the awake lmao, I just been torchured awake though, so I'm kinda eh and just think, "then some people are going to wonder why I don't like touch in a few years or so" , Jesus Christ)

We should just go back to my old one and count how many curse words there fucking is lmao just for shits and giggles XD *no, no, no, don't really have to do it, oh God...*

A Quiet Place was a good movie even tho it was quiet...lmao and a bit like aHG at the end

So was this other movie, it was about a guy who figured out the system of gambling and made a team with a school club...I think it's like 22 something or so

My mother used to say that in 21 jumpstreet, I am the guy who cries over his bike, and would yell the song in the background Everytime I cried over little things, but I think I cried over anxiety and such it about to cry...I don't think that was good to do to a child with anxiety....I mean, maybe it's funny, I felt at the time I felt stupid and started to hold back feelings and emotions, and felt weak, I mean I still do feel dumb when i cry  if i am really fucking compared to that

I feel like people have it worse, but then I remembered all of the sick and bad parts of my life and think, "what the fuck got me here? Why did I even go through that? Why am I going through it?" And so on

I would probably traumatized people by telling them some of my stories XD

Ugh and then the what ifs

I think I wouldn't change it though, I am not happy where i am, but kinda am

Ya know?

I ate breakfast because my grandmother would be at my fucking end, even though I only ate one bagel piece, and even wanted to throw it up or so, maybe not, I dunno I just want to sleep

I will be making a new part for Scarlet and hehehehehe you're not goin to be happy hehehehe you might cry, I dunno xD

Everyone hates me at one point