Vents- repeating, and yee

Dear me,

Who cares?

Who cares if you are depressed Jazmine, or if your going through fucked up things?

No one cares that you eat just to make yourself disgusted, or that you try to spit it out because you don't want to eat, you want to throw it up, all of it

Pssh, friends? Who would want to be a friend with you? All you do is fucking stay quiet like a fucking mouse and frown, "boo hoo, you fucking are depressed and can't get over shit, now everyone's sick of you, happy?" Yea, that would get you fucking friends you fucker

Everyone at my school must have a bunch of rumors how I fucking cut just so I can go to the office or that I am a fucking whore or nobody that everyone can take a step on and everyone thinks all I want is pity and attention, sure.

Go fucking pull your hair or fucking go and fucking stay in your room, hermit, go there and act fucking fine.

Go and act like you're strong when you're really sad and get upset and jealous over stupid shit because you're a baby, you're a mistake Jazmine, you just don't cut it for love and laughter. You fucking deserve all hell, I hope you fucking burn in the deeps of hell with all the fucking tears you keep bottled up and choke on them

On a fucking small ass boat that has nothing to push you forwards or so, so you fucking sit there depressingly and let the waves crash you wherever in the shark filled hell, tipping over any second or so

Why say you're fine, you know your not, you know you're just a bag filled with fucking bags, why not let it out? Because you're a monster, a self eating monster who is greedier then greed itself, am I wrong? No, fucking monster

You frown at everything, not even excited as summer depression is here. Who cares, really, really though? Many people nod there head, but there the same people who never ask, never opens mouths.

Always say you're sorry, even if it's not your fault, Because in any other way, it is 

Ugh, but who cares because you're a fuckin person who never cheers up or gets it through your puny mind that you're stubborn, yeah go ahead and make another joke and smile with that little smile you give

You sure know how to put on a fucking show