Yea. I hate myself and I say too much about it. Thing is, I need to get this out. A few friends from school and who I'm close to are on here. Only one of you knows what I'm about to say. That is WinterBerry256. They know about this a bit.

This happened at lunch, Wednesday. It was raining so I had my umbrella. I was walking with GajeelTheGreat around school because some douches decided to be rude and bully me in 2nd period. I had a panic attack because of them. And while my friend was talking with one of the douches, I spotted my boyfriend all alone near the fence. I felt my cheeks heat up from blushing. I walked over and tapped his shoulder. He looked up at me then back down at the ground, where he was looking for worms. We started walking around, talking a bit. I started talking with one of my friends and she told me to kiss/hug/cuddle my boyfriend. Of course this made me flustered. But I mustered up enough courage to do at least a small gesture. I walked back over to Colin(my bf) and hooked arms with him. He jumped a bit, surprised by the sudden movement. He looked at me, with a unreadable face. I pulled my arm away in fear. We continued walking for a bit. Soon we got to a kinda empty area of the blacktop and I asked him if he wanted to hold my hand. He looked at me then my outstretched hand then back at me. Colin didn't want to touch me. That look in his eyes was enough to tell he doesn't love me anymore. And I know a lot of my friends from school are overprotective because I'm weak and soft on the inside with a hard shell. Please, don't hurt him or confront him. I will talk to him myself tomorrow. I promise I'm fine. And I know that its true, that when a girl says she's fine she isn't fine. But in this case I am fine, I'm okay. I'm not thinking about doing anything stupid or suicidal. I just needed to get this out to those who need to know.

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