So I've been feeling very down lately, I know it may not seem like it but that's true. My brother and I got in a big fight. He ended it on a bad note by saying I have no friends because I am bullied and no one wants to be friends with a damn crybaby. I'm so mad and scared and sad and ugh!! Too many words describe this feeling, none of them good ones. I cried so hard when we argued, that my eyes are still dry and its been a few days since then. I'm just not really into it lately, doesn't help that wattpad wants to glitch on me all the time. I've tried so hard to be strong for Aries_Scarlet when she was sad and depressed. Secretly I was fighting my own battle. Everyone fights their own battle but I'm too weak to win mine. I'm not saying I'm quitting or anything or killing myself, I'm just not going to be as energetic as before. I'll respond quickly like normal but don't think I will be happy with myself. I'm trying hard, so hard that it hurts. I hope I make it through, I'm just not feeling that well in mind or body (sick too so yeah). I hope you all understand, especially those I'm close with:  Inky_colors and GajeelTheGreat. These two people have been amazing friends and even better siblings. To you both I'm sorry if I don't respond on much things, I'm sorry for putting you both through what I put you through I hope you can forgive me.