" ShIT." -A word that expresses my situation quite well.

So, I may or may not be bisexual. Hurray!
(I'm don't really think that I am, since I have low self confidence and think that everything I say is wrong...)

And guess what? I live in an incredibly shitty part of Iraq, which, by the the way, is in the Middle East! Hurray!

And my parents and sister are quite homophonic! (My sister understands that people in the LGBTQ+ community can't control how they feel, though.)

And then there's the fact that I am also secretly an atheist! (Although my mother knows that I don't really believe in Allah that much any more. She might think that that was only a phase and that I am now a Muslim again, or maybe that I am unsure, and she might think that she gave an amazing explanation as to why Allah is real. What she probably doesn't know, is that I am 100% certain that there is no god... Whoops, *Allah. What she doesn't know, is that I have doubted Allah my whole life-)

Anyway, I might be bisexual, although I am not 100% certain, but I do know that women are attractive af and that I might date one- OkEY, I pROBAbly am bisexual... whoopsie.

Also, I probably should never, ever come out. Ever.

Because I can recognise the situation, and that this situation is a dangerous one. I know that I should definitely try my hardest to cover my secrets up, but I know that one day, I will become unstable again, and that a lot of my secrets will come out... Because it's already happened, twice.
(Btw, what came out was my atheism and thoughts that are still harming me.)

Anyway, could someone please help me out please?

Idk, can someone like, send me stuff like pics of attractive women to see how I feel about them, or stuff to help me sort out my sexuality?

My Kik is here:

Scan my #kikcode to chat with me. My username is 'Killster_Memester' http://kik.me/Killster_Memester #kik #kikme

Hit me up, please!

Any help is appreciated, so thanks!