20

H y e r i n

Events from the past started to flash back into my mind when I saw his brother's face.

I closed my eyes for a while to compose myself.

Hurriedly, I placed the picture frame back to its place and went outside of his room as fast as possible.

I ran back to their gazebo and took my things.

I held our finished scrapbook in my hand and prepared to leave.

"Yoongi, I'm going off now!"

He opened one of his eyes and looked at me. "Bye bitch."

I didn't mind his rude reply and just ran as far as possible away from his house.

I'm so fucking stupid. I shouldn't have come to his house. But it was too late.

Tears started to fall as scenes from the past started to roll on my mind again.

I hate remembering things that'll just make me sad at the end.

How I wish we could choose which memories to remember...

As I arrived to our house, I quickly went to my room and cried my eyes out while my worst memories continued to haunt me.

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It was now Monday and we're all getting ready for our next classwhich is fucking English.

The whole weekend was a mess and I'm still feeling off because of the sudden flashbacks that came onto me before.

Until now, I'm still not getting the hang of it and I would always just stare at nothing like I did with the previous classes.

Ms. Kang, who was busy painting her nails again, was making us read a story in our books but I was not interested so I was just staring at the ground but then suddenly..

"Hyerin, read the third paragraph on your book." Her voice made me snap out of my thoughts.

I quickly nudged the sleepy Yoongi beside me. "What page are we on?" I asked while flipping the pages.

He looked at me weirdly. "Nigga, that's not even the book we read what is wrong with–" He whispered.

I didn't let him finish speaking instead, I quickly grabbed his book and searched for the third paragraph.

Yoongi was about to complain but then I kicked his left foot under our table that made him shut up. I mumbled a quick 'sorry' to him and also 'let me borrow your book or else i'll kick your dick next'.

I read the paragraph that Ms. Kang told me to. She just pretended that she was listening and just continued painting her nails and when I finished reading she dismissed me and called Hoseok to read the next paragraph.

I heard Hoseok silently cursing when he stood up.

Although his seat was a few chairs from mine, I could still hear what he whispered.

"Okay it's English speakeu time." He gulped and nervously held his book.

You know, Bangtan is almost perfect but they suck at one thing, they can't English.

Except for Namjoon tho, that boy is a nerd with a destructive body and cute dimples–okay I'll stop, Jin might hear me and I don't wanna get killed so yeah.

I can't help but to feel bad for Hoseok cause he was struggling so hard to read the whole English paragraph.

"–and then the monsta attacked the shoulder that made the vill uh– loggers grew in feel–"

"Jung Hoseok!!" Ms. Kang screamed. "It's just simple English but why can't you read it properly? Monsta? It's monster!"

I could already see Hoseok frowning but Ms. Kang didn't stop.

"And what shoulder? It's soldier! And you can't even pronounce villagers? And it's fear not feel, idiot."

"I'm sorry–" Hoseok tried to speak but was quickly interrupted by that bitch.

"Seriously you are so dumb, don't you know anything beside being stupid–"

I didn't know but my body moved on its own and in a flash I stood up and faced Ms. Kang.

"That's enough. He already said sorry didn't you hear? Maybe if you were always discussing and putting some effort on your teaching then this wouldn't have happened. You just enjoy making fun of your students' flaws instead of helping them cope with it. And I seriously don't get why you're getting paid when all you do is just paint your goddamn nails."

I don't care if she send me to detention. I know that everything I said is true. She would always just make us do reports, give tons of homeworks even though she didn't discussed that lesson, mock us, play with our grades and shits like that.

She was speechless for a whole minute before she sent me out of the class and straight into detention.

I didn't regret it at all tho. She just salty cause I roasted her ass smh.

After just 15 minutes of being sent in detention, I woke up because of the constant banging on the door.

I lazily glanced at the door and saw Chunyoung entering the room.

"Bitch it's lunch! Let's go eat!"

I shook my head. "No, my detention's not over–"

"You can go now." She cut me off and sat to one of the chairs. "After Ms. Kang sent you to detention, I detested that everything you said was true and surprisingly our other classmates agreed too and we sorta had a protest against her, luckily our homeroom teacher passed by and overheard us so she asked what was the problem and when we told her, she helped us win the fight and made Ms. Kang walk out of the room. And she's also the one who made you get out of detention." Chunyoung almost ran out of breath when she finished telling what happened.

I chuckled at her action and pulled her towards me, I gave her a quick hug. "Thanks for fighting for me."

"That's what hoes are for, and you mah main so you're welcome!" She grinned and we both went out of the room to have lunch.

.

Lunch was as short as Jimin's height.

I groaned in annoyance when the bell rang.

I'm not even halfway through my pasta.

Why is lunch just 30 minutes? Goddammit.

Chunyoung went ahead first to the bathroom so I was about to go there too when suddenly–

"HYERIN!!!"

I heard Hoseok's voice echoing through the corridor and then I saw him running full speed towards me. The rest of Bangtan was trailing behind him.

"Jesus Christ, why are you so damn loud–" I didn't get to finish what I was saying because I was quickly embraced by none other than that hoe.

He pulled away fastly afterwards and I was still in shock of what he did. Bangtan was too.

"Thanks a lot for defending me against Ms. Kang, I was about to cry back then but luckily you saved my ass." His goofy smile made me snicker a bit.

"You didn't need to hug me for that, geez control your hoe ass."

"Yes Ma'am!" He even saluted.

We just laughed at each other's response.

Someone cleared his throat that made the both of us look at him.

"I'm afraid to interrupt your sweet time but we are already 5 minutes late on our next class. Fuck you very much Hoseok for making us come with you to say thanks to Hyerin. Now we're all fucking late." Namjoon let out a sigh.

In an instant we all raced through our classroom, that was when I just noticed that Yoongi was not with us anymore, but I swear I saw him before behind Hoseok with the rest of Bangtan.

Maybe he went back to our classroom earlier.

Or maybe he accidentally peed himself and rushed to the bathroom.

Or maybe it's Maybelline.

Who knows?

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"Okay, once I call your name go in front and pass your projects." Ms. Wang said.

I grabbed my bag and took our project inside.

Before passing it, I gave it a quick look and was satisfied at the outcome of our work. When I brought it home, I decorated it a bit more until it was more presentable and prettier.

"Yoongi and Hyerin." Ms. Wang called us.

I quickly stood up and went in front but was confused when Yoongi didn't even budge in his seat.

"Yoongi, hello? We need to pass the project so stand the fuck up." I muttered.

But still he just rolled his eyes and took his head down. Probably to take a nap.

This mothafucka for real– he was like that since after lunch. He just kept on ignoring me for no reason.

I just left him there and went in front on my own.

"Where's Yoongi?" Ms. Wang asked, raising her eyebrow.

"He's sick so he's sleeping on his desk." I lied. I even covered up for his lazy ass. Damn, why am I so kind?

She just nodded and checked our project. She flipped through the pages of our work.

She spent the whole minute looking at our project without saying anything. She looked amused though..?

"Wow–this is nicely done, I'm a bit surprised. I never thought you two would make this amazing work despite of your bad relationship." Ms. Wang laughed.

I just faked a laugh.

If only she knew I made all the work and that stupid cunt almost did nothing but complain and sleep.

The bell rang, and Ms. Wang quickly dismissed us.

Once I went back on my seat, Yoongi was already gone.

I just shrugged and made my way outside.

While walking around the city, his newly-dyed hair immediately caught my eye.

Walking faster, I caught up with him and decided to confront him.

"Yah Yoongshit, why did you act like a dick before? I mean you've been always a dickhead but earlier you were extra dicky."

"Why don't you just go away and have fun with Hoseok?"

I was surprised by his remark. Why did he suddenly bring Hoseok in this–

"Are you fucking jealous?" I gasped out.

He didn't answer, instead he just continued walking away.

"Omo, our little grumpy Yoongi is jealous!" I softly chuckled.

"Fuck off."

"Woah–why are you jealous tho, it's not that I like Hoseok or something. He was just thanking–"

"But why are you so nice with him and all the other guys but me?"

"What–" I asked, confused.

"You didn't even react when he hugged you, instead you just laughed with him but when it's me–even if it's just a slight touch or I suddenly bumped into you–you'll hit me and become angry."

"What are you saying–" I once again asked.

"No it's nothing, you'll probably don't care either ways–"

"Stop fucking interrupting me!" I shouted. That made him stop.

"Okay, so what you're saying is that I'm nice with others but to you I'm mean. I'm kind to them but to you, I'm always mad." I continued. "Let's get this straight. It's because you're a punk ass bitch that's been hating on me since middle school and you always bully me. I don't like you cause you always hit me back when I hit you. You curse me back when I curse you. You treat me like I'm not a girl. You're rude. But you know why I still talk to you? That's because somehow you've become important to me..."

His face was priceless. His mouth was slightly parted and he looked so confused.

I prevented myself from laughing at him and continued.

"Whenever you're absent, I'd miss your annoying face and your rude feedbacks at me when we meet at the hallways, my day wasn't complete without me roasting your stupid ass. I loved seeing your reactions when I beat you at something. You know it's really complicated but I think I will not be happy without you."

His eyes widened real quick.

It took my mind a while to process what I just said and when it did I quickly answered back.

"No–you got it wrong it's not what I meant–"

He just flicked my forehead and laughed. "I know, silly."

I quickly cleared my throat. "So my point is that I'm nice to others but hate you cause you're my number one enemy and that's all because..

..every main character like me needs a villain like you in order to create a great story." I even snickered at my foolish reply.

For the first time in forever, he smiled  genuinely. "Thanks, bitch. I can always count on you to make me feel special."

And I swear for a moment–his smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

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a/n: bruh why does it seemed that those two hoes^^ kinda just confessed to each other and they were just both stupid to notice?

lmao but anyways im fucking back again and i've missed a lot of shit like for example you guys lol

i thought after finishing my exams i'll be most likely be active again here on wp but i was wrong, we've been given a lot of reports and my fcking god am I tired of doing all of those shits. Like on tuesday i got a report on fckijng MATH layk wtf bruh, i still didn't do it even though i only got like a day to make it but wtvr bighit is more important.

Speaking of bigshit, those short films fuck me up everytime like it's just too much for me to handle all of those and can we just appreciate their superb acting skills. Im slayed, im totally slayed.

I wanna upload this chapter as soon as I could cuz i'll probably get preoccupied again later when they drop another film which is probably Jin's turn now but then again you could never be sure about everything cuz then again it's fucking bigshit we're talking about here.

And omg it's daddy namjoon's bday in a few hours and i guess that'd make it more complicated if they'll release the short film or upload something else like bruh im tired just thinking about it..

Another thing that i enjoy about these films are reading the theories, like omg that makes me feel like im so dumb cuz i didn't even notice that part on that one second and all lmao

just some things i've been hooked up to lately:

train to busan was super good, i fcking cried omg, definitely one of the best zombie films out there istg

moon lovers is just mah style, i watched it because of baekhyun but i fell in love with joonki, ha neul and ok all of the princes omfg the story is just perfect and yeah it just makes me wanna sing Sehun's line "that's right my type~"

and omg today was blackpink's last stage, im gonna miss whistle and boombayah and of course im gonna miss them girls, i hope they rest well and ill pray that yg wouldn't keep them inside the freezer lmao

one last thing is that im so hooked on red velvet's comeback, im such an rv trash and russian roulette is mah new jam, irene's purple ash grey hair slayed the fck out of me, they all look good as well im so shook

TRULY A GODDESS ^^^

ok i gotta go watch running man ft. Moon lovers cast

ciao~~~