I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for trying to make you leave WATGBS.

I'm sorry for my hurtful words.

I'm not even honest either.

The real reason I don't want you to go into another fandom, was because you would lose your interest in Pokemon BF.

You've even stated multiple times that you would stay into pokemon, but I was so pig headed and ignorant to take it seriously.

So the main reason is because I want attention.

And that derived from you saying you'll make a mini series of BF and draw my OCs and stuff, which really got me thirst for attention.

I don't deserve any of that.

I am a bad friend.

Friends don't use each other for attention and then try and bully them out of a fandom.

You didn't make me look like the bad guy, I just am the bad guy.

I've been thinking about tonight/last night.

My behavior was disgusting.

I don't deserve a friend like you.

I deserve to be alone.

I was so needy for my BF stuff, that i never took into consideration about your interests.

You have every right to be angry. For how I used you, bullied you, etc.

I'm toxic, and i don't deserve any praise from you.

I'm sorry.

My toxicity derives from attention and harmful paranoia.

Your the one who inspired me to further my region and work on the descriptive pokedex, map, etc.

And yet I repay you with my own greed and selfishness.

I loved it when you would praise BF, and I loved your OCs as well, if not for some critiques I had.

But how can I critique you, when I'm too immature to be kind of all things.

I'm sorry.

Its your life, you decide what's best.

You deserve better. Much better.

If you still wanna talk, PM so we don't bring this out in public.

ZonaMemoryverse