MY HEART FEELS SO BAAAD

WHY ED SHEERAN WHY!?

So, I had a nightmare. It was my birthday so my dad called Ed Sheeran and then after a while I went up to Alison's (pll) bedroom and saw her and Ed. And then that look he gave me that destroyed me. His hair was messy and his face was sweaty and everything about him was beautiful. But then, his eyes. They were staring at me. It was like falling in love with a sight. But he was angry at me and it was like a look of hatred he give me and my heart felt like he jumped on it and destroyed to a million pieces. And it still hurts. I can't stop thinking about that face.

Why do I have to like him so much? It hurts so bad and I just want to stop thinking about him. His hair, his face, his voice, his tattoos, his body, but I just can't. I just want to never knew him. I wish I didn't look up 'The A Team on youtube after hearing 5sos's cover of it. I wish I didn't even know that song. Cause I heard their cover and the lyrics were beautiful and then I searched it up and saw young Ed Sheeran in the orange room and I instantly liked him. But I also really really liked him as I do now and I wish I never did. It hurts me.