The training has started today. I was like "Bitch I can do this" but I failed miserably. I hit the ground so hard, I thought my had would flew off of my head, man! But of course, the girl who pumped into me -or I pumped into her- was doing like perfect. And Victor too! That prick!

But I will do it! No matter what! After all I just have to balance.

- But I can't! Guhhh! - I failed again! Why don't I have a little balance! If I fail tomorrow to I can't be a soldier I can't be a soldier.

- You can try again, cadet tomorrow. Just because I am so kind. - Said commander Springer. There is a rumor that his commander was an arshole, and that why he is so kind. Not that kinda, though. He kicked Don in his face, because he was so fed up with his beautiness. Hehe, he deserved it.

- Thank you very much, Commander Springer! - I replied and he just nodded. After that I went to eat. I ate with the two idiot again. They were annoying as hell. But I didn't really care, I was focused on the 3DMG test. I just couldn't do that. I have to ask for help! But from who? These idiots are.... well idiots. Hmm, oh the Albino girl, she seems good at it and she is really kind. Some people don't like her... I don't know why.

- Hi Karolin, can I ask for help? - I sat next to her, and her brother gave me a glare. What for, man?

- Uh, of course Katrin. Ask it! - She smiled at me kindly. But her bro was still glaring holes into me. Stop it already guy!

- So I ask... Could you help me with-- - I started but her bro cut me off.

- With the balancing? Yeah you are suck at it. - Boy, you meannie! You can't be mean with me. I am the meannie here, man!

- Jeez, Karlie! And yes I can help you out! - She grinned at me, and I grinned back. What's with her brother?

She said we should go behind the canteen, because there is a little place and we can try there. I was extremely happy she would help me.

- So... you should just think about why you can't do this. - She said. Gurl, If I knew I wouldn't ask for help!

- Hmm, I can't balance myself... - I said boldly.

- Hummm, you back has to be straight. And you don't have to use your arms to balance, you just have to hold yourself straightly, and there won't be any problem, of course your legs don't have to be straight. - Ohh, little face palmed. Because I thought if my back is straight then I will fall back. Gah!

- You're so helping! Thank you! - I said with a slight smile. - You know I felt so.... guh I can't form it in words!

- Useless? - She asked and my eyes widened is she -and her bro too- mind readers?

- Yeah... How did you know? - I asked questioningly. Nah, she can't be a mind reader! Tch!

- You know, I'm feeling the same way. If I do something, my brother does it better. I am not mad at him because of it, he isn't doing it on purpose. He just does. That's the reason why I joined the army. I wanted to be like big brother. - She said sadly. It sucks gurl...

I patted her back and smiled at her: - Gurl there will be always better persons then you. You can't be perfect, BUT those peoples aren't pertfect neither. You can be better then 'em! - I smiled at her kindly. See? I am clever as hell.

- Katrin, you are sooo right! - she clapped a little. - But I have to go to sleep, I hope you will do it rightly tomorrow, goodnight to you! - She said and I said my goodbye too.

I sat there for about half of an hour, and stared at the sky. It's beautiful tonight. I have to shine like the stats tomorrow! After all I didn't get out of that hell of a home because I wanted to go back after a while.

- Oi, sucker! - Said a deep voice, and I jumped and looked back to see Karl.

- What the heck, man? How long have you been watching me? - I asked with a high-pitched voice.

- Calm your tits, woman. I just came here to check out, what's up. - Oh, but you sat next to me guy. You surely want to talk.

- The sky. Anyways you were afraid of your sister's safeness, right? - I asked, and he looked at me and nodded.

- You look dangerous, and unwhortfully. But you could help Lin out, and I just couldn't, you are better then me. - He said and I chuckled a little. His hasel eyes widened in confusion.

- You and your sis. Haha, you guys surely have problems. But maaan, You are the one she thinks about as his leader or whatever. You are her everything, and she is your everything! - I said with a calm voice.

- You are right. You are a problem solver, gurl! - And he leaved. Bye man, don't even say goodbye.

The next day I did the thingy and I was proud of myself and laughed my ass off when Victor just looked at me and saw me perfectly balanced.