From dear Trina's poinz of view! :3

You know, I am afraid now. Kinns died, and... She was the best! And still. What if I die? But... that's a soldiers job... die for the Humanity... But still. How would Victor and Don react to my death?

It's Saturday and the ceremony had started Corporal Kirstein and Ackerman are talking. They seems not too amused. They are not too many soldiers this year. We are about 50-60 person... And a lot of people doesn't want to join the Survey Corps...

But me, Don, Victor, Karl, Karolin, Edith, Jacob, Kaitlyn and Mark joined. And outher people too.  Corporal Ackerman showed us the HQ and mainly everything. She told us, when she was a trainee Lance Corporal Rivaille made the soldiers clean the wholr place, and so we have to do it too, if she says so.

I went to Armin. I wanted to talk with him about mom, and other stuff.

I knocked on his door and he replied with a come in.

- Exuse me, I am Thornes Cadet, sir! - I said woth a salute but he shushed me.

- Don't have to. - He said with a smile, and I returned his smile. - What are you doing here, anyway?

- Uhm, I just wanted to talk. - I said kinda awkwardly. He is not an advicer...

- Okay, and what about? - Ne gestured me to sit down. Armin put his book down on a shelf and sit in front of me.

- Uhm... You know I am not Katrina Thornes, right? - I asked and he tensed, but after 5 seconds he calm down.

- You really look like your dad. And your voice... it's like his, but softer. Because you are a girl, hah! - He chuckled a little. It was kinda sad tho. I guess, he doesn't want to hurt me.

- Yeah, Corporal Kirstein said too. - I replied.

- Jean, huh? He had a really good relationship with Niel. - He said and looked down on his hands. So Corporal Kirstein didm't have it easy when dad died. I should talk with him too. But I am kinda afraid of him.

- I see... Can you tell me... What way did dad left this world? - I asked. I guess I am going to broke when I hear it, but something in me tells me I have to know.

- Are you sure about this? - He asked. He seems worried.

- As sure as I can be. - I said and he started searching for something. And then he gave me a little book.

- "It was the day when I can go back to my daughter and wife. They were waiting for me.

I was talking with Jean but then Mikasa rushed in our room and yelled "We have to fight the titans" And then me, Niel and Jean rushed out of the room. Your dad said, he really want to go and meet you. And when that titan caught him, he started to cry and sad something like 'Tell my dau-- -

I cut him off and said - Tell my dear daughter that I love her and that daddy apologizes because he left her. -

- Oh dear... I am sorry. - He said with his soft voice and I looked down. And started to sob quietly.

- I knew that he wanted to see me. Every day I send him letters and he too. - I said while shaking. It was a bittersweet memory.

- He was really proud of you, and now I see why. - He smiled at me. Woah man you are so kind. - He showed us a picture of you. It was a baby picture.

Ohh, so he saw me like that. - Thank you... but I should left now. I have to go to dinner! - I said and bid him goodbye. It was... somehow good.